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“I could kill anyone who dared to hurt you.” He confesses, but he never raises his voice. Anxin will never raise his voice at Sangwon because he doesn’t want to fight. He just wants them to forget about this, wants Sangwon to take care of his wound, and for them to watch a stupid romantic movie until they fall asleep. Sangwon’s apologetic look hurts more than the damn bullet that almost went through his stomach. “And look at you, being the one who hurts me.”
Sangwon squeezes his eyes shut, doing everything he can to hold back the tears.
“I don’t want you to kill anyone for me, baobao.” The nickname comes out broken from his mouth (...). “I want you to live for me.”
While Sangwon is swept away by the pleasure and challenge that Anxin represents, Anxin also grapples with guilt and the internal conflict of allowing himself to feel what he feels amidst the responsibilities he carries. After all, they are natural enemies.
It’s not easy to separate what they want from what they can have, but Anxin and Sangwon are only certain of one thing: they will never stop being who they are because of something as stupid as love.
Until they do.Bookmarked by raydef
20 Mar 2026
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never fallen (from quite this high) by crystalcrow
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
02 Jun 2021
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For most people, a problem is a matter or situation regarded as unwelcome or harmful that needs to be dealt with or overcome.
For Andrew Minyard, it’s the word that fits Neil Josten with a capital P.
(or, aftg from andrew’s pov)
((this fic is now getting edited - chapters marked with a ☾ have been worked over. slight chances might apply, but nothing too drastic!))
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12 Mar 2026
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Despite letting his heart take the reins over his life and prioritizing his emotions, Sangwon prides himself on still being a rational person–meaning, he doesn’t do or think things without any basis. That is why it is very out of character for him to start developing an odd dislike towards his daughter’s, Haeun’s, singing teacher who he has not even met before.
Or, Sangwon's daughter is obsessed with her singing teacher, Anxin. And maybe Sangwon is too.
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29 Jan 2026
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If there’s one thing Anxin is confident about, he’s not only the first subscriber of Sangwon’s, he is also the one who paid the most attention to him, watched him the closest, and was his most devoted follower all along. After all, for Anxin, ever since he saw the very first pictures, the glimpses of his stomach and arms, the outline of his waist, there was nobody else–only Sangwon.
Or, camboy Sangwon and his dedicated subscriber Anxin.
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14 Dec 2025
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Public Bookmark 116
Mystery Work
Part of Ciel's Private
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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13 Sep 2025