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    It’s January, a few months into her intern year, and Trinity Santos is surviving the Pitt, her shared apartment with Dennis Whitaker, and whatever she refuses to call her situation with Yolanda Garcia.

    The heater is set to sixty-eight. The apartment is too warm. Trinity is exhausted enough to send a text she would normally delete.

    Or: the one where Trinity almost dies, Dennis saves her life, and Garcia realizes she was never as detached as she thought.

    [This is a re-uploaded re-write]

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    03 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    I knew I wasn’t going to be a dom, no matter what my parents hoped for. I’ve always been a bit timid and never a natural leader. I went in to the appointment expecting to be a neutral, maybe a caregiver, I’d even have accepted sub. Little was not an option. Still isn’t.

    When I was given my results, the doctors comforted me and my parents, then argued, then shouted and eventually disappeared with guilty eyes but heavier pockets. My first result, my failing grade, never left that room.

    I’m a neutral. It doesn’t matter if on hard nights I curl up in a ball under my blankets and sometimes wake up with wet sheets, it doesn’t matter if my thumb seems to gravitate towards my mouth, it doesn’t matter if I falter every time a fan throws me a stuffed animal. I’m a neutral either way.

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    02 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 76

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    Baran like to take care of people. Trinity needs someone who actually wants to take care of her. Perfect puzzle pieces <3 I hope you guys enjoy!

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    16 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 68

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    The Fourth of July shift was another shift of nightmares, Langdon was back, Dennis was moving out, Robby was leaving, the new attending starting out her day saying she would have to repeat her R2 year if she didn't get her charting under control, and then raincheck happened. Trinity was done, and going out to the bar with Mel helped her forget about it all, even if it was just for a few hours. July fifth started with a text from Yolanda wanting to talk, and that only lit a fire inside Trinity. Instead of answering, she went to the open hours at her local gymnastic gym to let off some steam. While trying a tricky dismount from the balance beam, something goes wrong and Trinity ends up in the Pitt as a patient, only to be tended to by Dr. Baran Al-Hashimi.

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    16 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    She dry heaved, just twice. The bathroom smelled like sweat and wet wipes, just like it did in the Minneapolis Gymnastic Academy’s Girls Locker Room. Breathe. Trinity focused on the sink. She touched the porcelain. She was in the bathroom at the Pittsburgh Trauma Medical Center. She was nowhere else, she was no longer a gymnast, and her best friend was no longer alive.

    Her breathing steadied. Trinity was acutely aware of the sweat running down the nape of her neck. Her breath tasted hot and acidic, and she felt as if a layer of grime covered her entire body. She stood up and grasped the sink. She remembered, briefly, a grounding exercise her victim advocate taught her when she was 18. To name everything about herself, a way to detangle her thoughts.

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    Trinity Santos is recognized at work.

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    15 May 2026