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    My never ending Jikook fanfics. I have like a million to post so prepare your butts.

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    21 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I love this. I will keep this in my arms forever. If I'm not rereading this I'm probably dead.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Coming out to the Pike's was not the plan for the evening.

    It wasn't even in the top 10 list.

    And yet, here Shane is, sitting on their living room floor, having fought Rose Landry to get his phone back, and making a Face. He knows he is making a face, he can feel his forehead scrunching and his jaw aching and he can do nothing about it except wait for -

    "So who's Lily?!"

    Fuck.


    This is mostly a series of vignettes focusing on Shane's friendships with Rose, Jackie and Hayden, in that order.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Day 2: Childhood Friends to Lovers


    "No, no, you can't-" The voice who he presumed to be one belonging to Mr. Walker called out way too quickly. "There's an overhanging beam on our side that's in a really sketchy spot and if it falls because of impact, I'd rather all the kids be out of here first."

    "Sir, we have to get you out at some point," Sapnap said, peeking his head into the hole.

    "Pandas?"

    Sapnap froze, his light still shining on the face of the person talking on the other side. Sapnap's eyes barely adjusted to try and make out his face, but by that nickname alone, Sapnap didn't need to see his face.

    Mr. Walker, Mr. Walker, Mr. Walker.

    Dream.

    "Dream?" Sapnap muttered in shock.

    "A firefighter," Dream laughed. "Oh wow."


    If you told Sapnap that he would once again meet his long-lost childhood best friend, the one that went away to join the Navy SEALs, in the middle of trying to do his job, saving people from a natural disaster, Sapnap would simply say no thank you. No, he didn't want to meet the so-called best friend who left for 7 years, 4 of which were in total radio silence, causing Sapnap to think he was dead. No thank you.

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    17 Aug 2021

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    MMMMMMMMMMM dreamnap my beloved