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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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04 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander can handle twenty thousand screaming fans, high-stakes games, and the kind of pressure that never really lets up.
He cannot, however, handle preschool drop-off.
Fortunately, Teacher Ilya can.
(It involves a stuffed bunny, a city with no mayor, and maybe something more.)
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04 Jun 2026
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Closer to where you are (is where I must be) by sistercacao
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jun 2026
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“Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.
Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.
“Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.
Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.
They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.
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01 Jun 2026
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you’ve become the voice in my head by mostardentlyy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 May 2026
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Shane Hollander has been Ilya Rozanov’s manager for nearly a decade. But when Shane suddenly announces his resignation, Ilya is forced to confront some truths about their relationship.
Like the fact that he may have been secretly in love with Shane the entire time they’ve worked together.
or: Shane is clinically oblivious, Ilya is about to commit HR violations worthy of Olympic gold, and everyone else kind of thought they were already hooking up (wait, they’re not hooking up?).
Sports Manager!Shane x Hockey Player!Ilya
🗓️Two Weeks Notice inspired AU feat. Hollanov- Language:
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30 May 2026
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Tampa, Florida. Room 1217.
In between fade out and fade in, Ilya Rozanov lets the fire burn and Shane Hollander lets the storm surge.
A few hours in a hotel room can change you.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov, 2017
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29 May 2026