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    Harry finds himself in the liminal space between Martinaise and actually having to be Harry Du Bois again. He needs to return to his apartment, and his job, and his life, but the prospect is terrifying; everything that was once him is everything he can't allow himself to be ever again. Kim helps him make the transition, and Harry pines wildly over him. They eat food and talk about the homo-sexual underground. Harry tries not to cry a lot.

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    09 Aug 2023

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    He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.

     

    After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...

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    14 Jul 2023

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    ghost tries to make a living on a farm as he starts remembering things he's never gone through - not in this life, at least.

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    08 Jun 2023

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    “Don’t kill me,” Soap blurts out and, Christ, that was not a good start. Ghost raises a brow, waiting for the bomb to drop. “But, uh, want to be my boyfriend?”

    when soap invites ghost back home to scotland for a week, ghost hadn't imagined he would wind up in a fake dating scheme to trick soap's family, of all people. it also doesn't help that he's head over heels in love with soap, of all people.

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    28 May 2023

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    Ghost dared lift his eyes to glance at Soap and found the man smiling at him, far too softly and fondly. It was the type of expression that made Ghost want to stab him.
    “D’you want me to hold your hand, sir?”
    Between the third and fourth ribs, Ghost decided. It would be fast.

    In the week since Ghost got hypothermia, he has been haunted by the irritating, ceaseless desire for Soap to touch him again.

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    26 May 2023