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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    "You eat painkillers like Smarties."

    "You eat Smarties like painkillers."

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    Set when they're 15/16.

    This is a story about growing up and learning to trust and talk to each other (again). And then there’s also this thing called intimacy, which is difficult to navigate when you’ve long felt as though your body were nothing but a traitor.

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    25 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    Eighteen-year-old Iwaizumi Hajime sat waiting in the fast-moving train towards the Capitol when a door slid open and a raging Oikawa Tooru stormed over to him. Iwaizumi had barely gotten up from his seat when his best friend’s—and mentor’s—hand struck him across the face with full force. His yelling rumbling through the entire train:

    “Why, Iwaizumi. WHY would you do this to me?! You promised me to never volunteer. You PROMISED me.”

    “Yes,” Iwaizumi deadpanned, anger marking his voice, his eyes sharp as they dug into Oikawa’s tear-filled ones for the first time in years. “And you promised me to not let the Capitol change you. That you would come back to me. You broke both those promises. So now it was my turn to break mine.”

     

    It’s been four years since Oikawa Tooru won the 69th Hunger Games and now he is forced to watch and mentor his best friend Iwaizumi as he will enter the Arena that destroyed both their lives—all this while being forced to continue his work as the Capitol’s most attractive and charming “darling,” that is—their favourite whore.

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    28 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    "There is a next time… right?" the boy asked, suddenly sounding uncertain. He stared at Hajime with wide, hopeful eyes, hands twisting up the hem of his shirt. "You won't forget me?"

    "I won't ever forget you," Hajime promised, as steady as the pounding of his heart.

    The boy's expression brightened into a relieved smile.

    "Then come find me, Iwa-chan!"

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    26 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    He's still an absolute monster and torments Hajime at every turn. He is also, unfortunately, handsome.

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    04 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 67

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    Oikawa always knew he was meant for greater things—and he never hesitated to chase them.
    Even if it meant leaving Japan.
    Even if it meant leaving Iwaizumi.
    Even if it meant walking away from the only love he’s ever known how to give.
    He told himself he was doing the right thing. That distance was clean. That silence was mercy.
    Then Iwaizumi called asking him to be his best man.

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    16 Oct 2025