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He had to trust himself. If not himself — in case there really is something defective in him — then the process. Everyday, he must remind himself of this: to trust the process.
He needs a teammate he can best. He needs a game to look forward to. He needs a chance from the coach. He knows it will all happen soon, that knowledge makes everything better. It makes the cushion more comfortable, the evening darkness softer, and he hears his favourite music, and the distant rolling waves, and a dream enters him like a demon.Nobody is happy with how the 1999-2000 season at FC Barcelona concludes. Whether he likes it or not, 18 year-old Mikel Arteta will have to face the decision about his future there.
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- Part 2 of Limerence
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“I know you. I fucking trust you. And I know you’re not supposed to show any weakness. You can only show it when it’s with somebody you trust.”
1995, Donostia. There isn’t much to note about Unai Emery, the Real Sociedad player whose time at the club is now reaching the beginning of its end. As the new season starts, Unai meets somebody who sees something special in him — a thirteen year old footballer, a hardy, promising talent at Antiguoko, who’s searching for the kindness Unai had shown him when they’d first met seven years ago, who’s lonelier than he’d have anyone else believe.
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- Part 1 of Limerence
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It was fine. Just a night to forget.
(20th April, just after Chelsea v Arsenal)
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It's a world meeting during an unspectacular summer afternoon. To abate his boredom, Canada entertains himself with softcore fantasies about America.
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Gaara has a difficult time waking himself up, especially from nightmares. His circadian rhythm fried from years being the one tailed jinjuriki, and his perception of reality, of wakefulness, shaky and unsure.
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“I am here, my sweet.” Lee mutters softly into mussed red hair.----------
aka Lee wakes Gaara up from a nightmare, they comfort fuck about it. (It's good I prommy, I just don't have a succinct snippet)Bookmarked by serdtse
29 May 2026
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For nearly a decade, Rock Lee and Gaara have written each other, like clockwork. Their friendship grew steadily over many years, and at some point, without realizing it Rock Lee had fallen completely and irrevocably in love with Gaara.
But when he realizes this, advice from his mentor gives him little hope of ever being able to confess.
And so he does the only thing he can think to do: he writes it all down in a letter he never intends to send.
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after every wrong turn by flan (bitehard) for SLWalker
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars: Rebels, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
04 May 2022
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Visions are a treacherous thing. His master warned him about them, because even when they are clear enough to be useful their interpretation isn’t easy. And useful doesn’t always mean good.
This time, though, feels different; the minute he closes his eyes the Force starts crying around him with the only signature that could make Maul interested. Kenobi. Like a lightsaber through his chest; like the burn that cut him in half, Kenobi is imprinted over his own Force presence like a stain, something he knows he’s not going to erase unless he kills him, and even then—
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20 Mar 2026
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Inundation by Dathomirdumpsterfire (Kuraiummei), GhostPepperCalamari
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types
04 Mar 2026
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Something is hunting Darth Maul across the stars. A presence he cannot touch, whispers that chase him from sleep. Answers seem to lay in a place he cannot go... at least, not alone. Before the jedi and the sith, before the Republic or the Empire, before the ancient je'daii even, there were force users building temples and communing with the cosmic energies.
Somehow, even back then, there was a rule of two.
For Ben Kenobi, getting up each day is difficult enough, nevermind facing the past. He has one singular goal left to him: to be a guardian. A very distant guardian. Between the echoing emptiness of his cave and the war-torn memories that haunt him, he really just wants to be left alone.
Too bad for him that sleep-deprived sith lords aren't likely to take no for an answer.
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- Part 2 of Desertification
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13 Dec 2025
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Mos Nowhere by your_stoner_roommate
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Rebels
01 Oct 2025
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At last, Maul has found Kenobi hiding in the rocky wastes of Tatooine. But the fight has gone out of Obi-Wan, and Maul gets no satisfaction from his surrender. He decides to make a project of the broken Jedi, to rebuild him and use him in the fight against their common enemy.
But the more Maul tries to mold his old foe, the more he seems to bend himself.
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12 Oct 2025