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    “You know,” Shane says to the nobody nearby that definitely doesn’t exist, “You don’t need to hit pause every time I do something mildly interesting.”

    The forest noise swells around him in a great gust of birdsong and tree branch rustling, as if the woods are huffing a laugh at him under their breath. Shane still doesn’t believe in fairytales or spirits, but he’s starting to think that maybe there is a personality to this place. He stops in his tracks at the thought.

    “I’m fucking losing it,” he whispers to himself. “That has to be what this is.”

    There’s something in the woods.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Once is a mistake, twice is terrible judgment, three times is enemy action. After four times, it might just be something worse.

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    What if Scott hooked up with Ilya during the summer of 2010 entirely by accident, then kept doing it on purpose.

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    25 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    Shane Hollander is a lonely strawberry farmer living in the 1930's Louisiana. His life is repetitive and bleak. He spends his days planting crops and trying to keep what, and who, he desires a secret. That is... Until he learns that the circus is coming to town.

    The Magnificent Rozanov is a mysterious circus magician with a dark and sordid past. He finds Shane Hollander fascinating. Rozanov is witty, cosmopolitan, and striking. He has a few secrets of his own.

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    21 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    Five years ago, Shane Hollander was preparing for a future that no longer exists.

    Montreal. Residency. Friends. Maybe, someday, a family.

    But then Cordyceps happened and life as he knew it changed.

    He’s been leading a group of survivors since, through treacherous circumstances and unimaginable losses.
     
    Five years ago, Ilya Rozanov was living each day like it might be his last.

    Boston. Fast cars. Clubs. Friends. Russia in his rearview.

    Now, people look to him as a leader. They believe in him more than anyone has. He’s become determined to prove them right.

    When they encounter another group of survivors, Ilya finds someone he wants to believe in him too. More than he probably should.

    Shane Hollander now operates like each day could be their last.

    Ilya Rozanov now sees a future worth fighting for.

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    Shane thinks life is about survival. Ilya is determined to show him that it can be more than that.

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    21 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander took the job to break into the Louvre because he knows he's the best in the world. Nobody has ever been able to catch The Coyote, his Interpol moniker. Stealing from the famous French Empire collection will prove his supremacy.

    However, Ilya Rozanov AKA Moscow's Fox is hired to do the exact same job. When the two confront each other mid-heist, sparks fly. And once they realize this heist setup - and the jewels themselves - are not what they seem, Shane and Ilya must learn to work together to uncover the truth.

    But can they truly trust each other? And can they keep their growing desire in check?

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    21 May 2026