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“Joon, you’re scaring me. What’s going on?”
“Jin, Jimin is sick. I need you to come to the hospital.”
“Shit—what? What happened?”
“Hyung—I messed up. So bad. It’s all my fault. He could—he—c-could die hyung,” Namjoon said. Tears now streamed down his cheeks and he didn’t care. All the fear he felt standing next to Jimin was finally coming out.
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There's something up with Jimin and Namjoon feels helpless to do anything. The rest of Bangtan does their best to support both Jimin and Namjoon through the most important struggles of their lives.
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i lost you (and i lost myself too) by petrichor2night
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
29 Jun 2022
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Namjoon and Seokjin are both stressed. The promotion on both of their jobs costs them everything.
The honeymoon phase a married couple has can be expired. Namjoon doesn't see any spark on Seokjin anymore, and Seokjin failed to see the Namjoon he fell in love with many years ago.
One day, Seokjin came home with a strong alcohol scent and a strange Alpha scent sticking on him.
[Sequel of 'so here we go again, I fall in love again'. Can be read as a standalone but there are a lot of references from the previous fics]
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06 Mar 2024
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February 29th, An Extra Day For Extra People by Lifewillbegood
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
29 Feb 2024
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Namjoon wonders if he should write a note. Maybe he should write multiple notes?
But what if he doesn’t follow through?
But what if he does?
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An offhand remark sends Namjoon spiraling. Which wouldn't be that bad if the others weren't also adding fuel to Namjoon's self-destruction. Sooner or later, something is going to explode and at the rate things are going, there might not even be pieces left to pick up.
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17 Feb 2024
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After a year, a mating bond settles. Doubt creeps in as Namjoon feels the effects of his bond stabilizing. What if he's a bad alpha? What if he isn't enough?
(Now Completed 💜)
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- Part 2 of Unrelated OT7 a/b/o
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07 Jan 2024
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There is silence between them while Yoongi stares, while he scans every contour and detail of Namjoon’s face. And he searches his mind, trying to match this Namjoon to any scrap or recollection. Trying to find what everyone tells him should be there, over a decade of memories. Familiarity, comfort, love. But there is only a blank space.
“I don’t remember you,” Yoongi whispers.
Namjoon nods and bows his head, folding over the hands clasped in his lap. “I know I can’t convince you that we’re together, that we have been. But we are, Yoongi.” He peeks up at Yoongi, eyes pleading. “We have a life together, we love each other.”
And Yoongi still stares, something in his chest aching at the desperate, hopeful expression on Namjoon’s face. But there is nothing there.
“I’m sorry.”
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An accident takes thirteen years of memories from Yoongi. Including all the memories of his boyfriend, Namjoon.
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30 Dec 2023