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  1. Public Bookmark 67

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    “Look, I’m not trying to overwork you, or treat you like an attending ‘cause you’re not. But I want at least one doctor working with me who I don’t have to fuckin’ worry about.”

    Samira’s only reply comes out as a disbelieving huff.

    “So what do you say? You gonna be my rock on the night shift?”

    -OR-

    After the Fourth of July, Samira moves to the night shift. At some point, she starts fucking Abbot. They don’t talk about it. It works, honestly. Well, until it doesn’t.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Jack didn’t go in much for praying anymore. No point, not when nobody upstairs seemed to give a shit either way. Praying was for altar boys and little kids and people who wanted their football team to win the Superbowl; for parents in his ER who refused medical care for their dying children in favor of speaking in tongues and yelling up the ladder to something that didn’t answer. Not for him. He believed in only a few things, and none of those were anything big enough to pray to.

    Well, almost none. There’d been one thing. A person, really. Bigger than a person, though. More like a grand, orchestral concept, a hope half-divine, fifty-two percent of the reason he kept showing up to work for four years straight.

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    Jack Abbot is seriously injured while responding to a mass shooting. Samira Mohan, who has left the Pitt, happens to be his ER doctor at Westbridge. A reunion and a conversation, both long overdue, follow.

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    04 May 2026

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    “And listen,” he continues, and she can watch the part of his brain prone to nervous rambling switch on. “I know the popular opinion is against my general sanity but—I swear to god, I wanna marry you Samira Mohan. And you can say no, and I’m still gonna spend the rest of my life in love with you.”

    “Until your other leg falls off,” she repeats, a little distantly.

    Jack nods solemnly. “The chance is slim but never zero.”

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    Samira Mohan does not cope gracefully with having to wait months for her board exam results. Jack Abbot decides to distract her.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    "It's not like I did anything —"

    "So help me god, Samira, if you say you were just doing your job one more time. You're a damn good doctor. And you got there by going after things that other people don't."

    Well. Damn. Consider her properly put in her place.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “Wait,” Trin said slowly. “Wait a fucking minute.”

    Mel looked between them, baffled. “Are you playing house with Zaddy Night Shift?” Trinity said, glee breaking across her face.

    “Who is Zaddy Night Shift?” Mel asked, at least two decibels louder than the entire previous conversation. Princess started walking over. Samira put her face in her hands. “I am Zaddy Night Shift,” Dr. Ellis said, breezing by. “And I don’t play house. I provide a loving home for the right woman.”

    “My heart belongs to another, king.” Trinity said absently. Mel looked at her in confusion. “Not you, Melancholy.”

    “I do not understand what’s happening.” Mel announced cheerfully.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    As she’s working with the next few patients (broken leg, UTI, baby with a fever), no one else says anything, though she does get a kind little smile from Jesse that says that he heard what happened but he doesn’t care. Too bad he’s gay. He’s kind and can actually hold a conversation, and that salt and pepper hair is —

    “Dr. Mohan,” Abbot calls from somewhere behind her as she’s finishing up her last chart before she hands off to the night shift. “Come see me before you clock out.”

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    21 Apr 2026

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    She’s known him for almost four years. But she wouldn’t call them friends. Acquaintances, maybe. Mentor and mentee, for sure. Not that she didn’t want to know him more, he’s just bad at opening up and she’s too pushy when she tries.

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    06 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 95

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    After a difficult night shift, Doctor Abbot feels the familiar warning flare in his prosthetic—the quiet pressure he’s learned not to ignore. Seeking air and distance, he heads toward the one place that steadies him. Instead, the morning brings Doctor Mohan through the hospital doors in a way neither of them expects. Post 2x07

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    23 Mar 2026

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    “Samira,” Trinity steps forward, leans over Samira’s computer monitor. “You eloped with Doctor Abbot and no one knew you knew you had feelings for him-”

    Why do people keep saying that?”

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    Or: Samira had a plan to reveal to the ED that she and Jack eloped this week, but Brian Donnelley from HR had to go and screw it all up.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    For the record, Samira never thought she would ask Jack Abbot about his penis, metaphorically or otherwise.

     

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    How to get your crush to notice you, so you don’t get stabbed.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    A safe haven baby leaves Samira and Jack facing questions they’ve avoided for years. One kiss leads to a night where family stops being a far-off dream, and becomes something they both ache for.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    my idle daydreams of inactive suicide risk/prettiest girl in the world and what they'd get up to together

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Some divides form quietly, without warning. Others hit like a fist. They leave no line, only impact.

    It happened like that. Fast. One moment, it was just another day, just another conversation about plans, or the lack of them. The next, she woke up with a black eye and a bloody nose.
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    A story of resilience, intimacy, and the slow, luminous process of letting someone in, even when the world has tried to break you.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    “What the hell are you doing here?” Abbot asked. He nodded for her to continue walking

    “A physician walking into a hospital just before shift change,” She watched as a grin spread across his face. “It’s a riddle no one has been able to crack.”

    “You’re finally working nights?”

    “I switched with Ellis,” She said. “So, you’re stuck with me for the next three days.” Her steps faltered. “Finally?”

    “Are you serious? I’ve been trying to poach you from day shift since PittFest.”

    “Really?”

    “Really.” His response was almost instant. “You were incredible. The IO borehole, the pigtail catheter; I’m going to be talking about that for the rest of my life. Of course I want you for night shift.”

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    The year it takes Samira and Jack to find one another.

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    17 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 55

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    He catches her on a bad day. The next time she finds him on the roof. There's a Code Silver at PTMC. Fucking hell, what next?

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    16 Mar 2026

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    She has to say it. She has to say it, because the last time someone was rolled away from her on a gurney it was to the morgue. Brushing the pads of her thumbs over his cheekbones, Samira stoops until their foreheads touch, her lips ghosting over his.

    “I love you,” she whispers, eyes wide open.

    Jack’s mouth curves into a gentle smile.

    “I know.”

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    At shift change, Jack is stabbed by a patient brought into the Pitt. Samira Mohan can only watch, and wait, and wait.

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    14 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 67

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    Samira has been feeling off for a while. Nothing specific – just a low grade, exhausted sense of wrongness pervading her body, slow and steady. She’s been successfully blaming her mom for this for the last several days. The revelation of a new marriage and world tour – the whole life that Samira herself had been imagining and sacrificing for ripped up in front of her very eyes. Surely, she thinks - ignoring the nausea, the dizziness when she stands up from treating a patient just a little too fast – she’s earned the right to feel a little less than perfect?

    It’s an excuse that’s working well for her. Right up until, that is, she’s doubled over in chairs, vision swimming, and a sharp pain in her stomach that tears her breath away from her lungs entirely.

    Through the haze, somewhere to her left: “Get in the fucking chair,” Joy says.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov doesn’t like asking for help, especially at four in the morning. Unfortunately, his appendix doesn’t care about pride.

    When the pain gets bad enough to force his hand—and Shane is hours away—he calls Yuna. She answers before the second ring.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    “You’re going to Boston.”

    Long after Farah hangs up, the words keep echoing in Shane’s head. If he had thought his thoughts had been chaotic this morning, when his biggest problem had been his rival potentially fucking him when he came to Montreal in two weeks, that’s nothing compared to the code-red panic that started the instant he found out he was being traded to Rozanov’s team.

    Rozanov, who was supposed to be his great career rival. Rozanov, who he’s hooked up with twice now. Rozanov, who had been planning on coming to Shane’s apartment in Montreal to fuck him the next time they saw each other. God, how on Earth is Shane going to walk into his locker room in Boston in a few days time?

    The impending awkwardness of dealing with Rozanov is almost enough to eclipse the hurt he’s trying to ignore. The knowledge that Montreal values him so little that they’re willing to dispose of him only six months into his rookie season. Almost, but not quite.

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    Or, Shane gets traded to Boston AU.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    It was one of his favorite things to do. Watching his person play. Ilya was the most alive during it, and Shane just loved seeing him shine. In the arena, all the weight Ilya carried seemed to fall away, allowing him to be light.

    Shane’s eyes never left Ilya, and when it happened, he barely registered at first.

    It happened so fast. Suddenly the puck hit Ilya’s throat. Shane’s stomach dropped.

    Ilya couldn’t breathe.

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    14 Feb 2026

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