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Birdie’s House by netherfeildren
Fandom The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
28 Sep 2023
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06 Sep 2025
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Fear of God by netherfeildren
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
18 May 2023
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What was monstrousness? What was it, but a certainty that there existed within you multitudes of desires, needs, guilts, impulses – humanity? At the end of the world, when the dust has finally settled, Joel grapples with what it is to take hold of your own monstrosity – your own humanity – and live with it. And what it is to bear that truth in the palm of your hand held towards the person you love, offer it to them, and have it be accepted for what it was. Courage, above all else, it is courage that is necessary to go on.
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Big bad Joel Miller falls in love and doesn't know how to deal with it.
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- Part 1 of Birdie’s House
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- English
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05 Sep 2025
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a stranger's heart without a home by MorningStarJoy
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
28 Jun 2023
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After leaving the Fireflies, you ended up in the settlement of Jackson with Tommy, unwilling to part with the only friend you had left. You were even able to carve somewhat of a life out for yourself after a few years.
Until Tommy's older brother shows up. You think Joel Miller is gruff and rude, and you're pretty sure he doesn't have a fond opinion of you either. That doesn't stop the attraction you feel for each other, but he's gone in a day. You settle back into a routine, thinking you'll never see him again.
Then Joel returns a few months later, and screws up everything about the comfortable life you had established in Jackson.
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- Part 1 of ASHWAH
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03 Aug 2025
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Newly settled into Jackson City, you’re assigned to patrol duty with Joel Miller; a man of rough edges and a cold facade. What begins as forced proximity slowly shifts into something raw and all-consuming.
But as the past creeps forward through old wounds and the ever-present threat of the world outside Jackson's walls, your feelings for one another become both a sanctuary and a liability.
In a world already broken, where there is already so much to lose, can you let yourself love Joel Miller?
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29 May 2025
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Healed by WhoCaresStillTheLouvre
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
03 Jun 2026
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After Joel's suffering at the hands of Abby, he survives. You, once a doctor, and now a new resident of Jackson, are tasked with healing him, bringing him back to life in more ways than one.
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- English
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25 May 2025