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“So. Tell me a bit about yourselves,” Seungmin instructs, motioning towards them with his hands. “How long have you been together?”
“Eight days,” Felix states.
Seungmin nods deeply. He seems to scribble something down onto his notepad. “Eight days, right.” He looks up, tilting his head. “And when do you reckon your problems started?”
“I would say on day three?” Felix muses.
Hyunjin chokes on a snort. Felix hits him on his arm pointedly.
Or; Felix needs Hyunjin to leave. Hyunjin needs Felix to stay. A ridiculous tug of war both of them are determined to win — only, neither of them expected their hearts to get tangled in the game.
A How To Lose A Guy in 10 Days au
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If there was one thing Felix was sure of, it was that he had never been more excited for anything than marrying Hyunjin. And maybe, just maybe, his arguably neurotic wedding expectations had absolutely jinxed their wedding day.
Or: A look at the mishaps of Hyunlix's wedding featuring so significant moments that got them to the end of that aisle.
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16 May 2026
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Hyunjin hates sweets, plain and simple, so when he waltzes (read: is dragged) into Sunshine Sweets ice cream parlor at 10 AM on a Saturday, he's wholly unprepared to get hooked on a particular scent; never mind the fact that the scent in question doesn't seem to exist in any one flavor, and never mind the fact that the ice cream parlor is manned by a literal Angel with a surprisingly strong stubborn streak.
Felix hates his scent – not because it's bad, but because no amount of scent patches or neutralizer seem able to disguise it; and because it's gotten him more attention that he'd personally like. He does love sweets, though, so hiding in plain sight at an ice cream shop is a pretty fair trade. Never mind the fact that a seemingly-masochistic, ice-cream hating Alpha keeps showing up. Never mind the fact that Felix can't seem to get said Alpha's scent out of his head.
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01 Apr 2026
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“You don’t need to be in love with someone to sleep with someone,” Felix points out.
“But you know what kind of guy Hyunjin is, right?” Seungmin eyes him doubtfully through his fringe of two-toned hair. “He’s a romantic. He feels very deeply. If he sleeps with someone, it’s not a fluke. It’s because he wouldn’t want it to be anyone else.”
(OR: Felix asks Hyunjin to be his first time.)
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20 Mar 2026
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Hyunjin has been at JYPE psychiatric facility for six months, and he has no intention of leaving. He's perfectly happy deflecting questions about his feelings, tonguing his meds, and sharing a singular (illegal) iPod nano with Jisung, Seungmin, and Innie. So what if he can't exactly remember chunks of his childhood, and so what if the mere notion of rejection makes him want to rip his hair out? So what if he's running out time before he's passed on to the next inpatient hospital?
Felix has been a dancer for the Poirot Ballet since he was thirteen, and he has no plans of stopping dance (or his determined path towards perfection) any time soon, no matter how much his body wants to take him out of the game. So when he's sentenced to two weeks of mandatory inpatient treatment for a supposed 'Adderall dependency', he's less than thrilled. After all, he's been nothing but a perfect, moldable, emotionless doll for years. How is he supposed to fake a sickness he doesn't have, while keeping his actual 'illness' secret?
And why does that asshole Hwang Hyunjin have to be so goddamn beautiful?
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06 Nov 2025
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literally the best piece of literature i've read in my entire life. would recommend this more than seeing a therapist.