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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    "He knew that in the grand scheme of things, three weeks was nothing. It was a blip, genuinely inconsequential. Barely enough time to learn the shape of another person, let alone miss them.

    He'd spent years telling himself exactly that.

    It had never quite taken. "

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    Between the World Junior Championship and the NHL Draft, all of the top prospects are sent to a three week development camp.

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov end up sharing a room. For a brief moment, they find something in each other neither of them expected.

    Then Ilya vanishes from their cabin without explanation.

    Years pass. They are drafted to opposite conferences. Their careers take off. Their lives move on.

    But some things never quite stay buried. When a trade brings Ilya to Boston, the almost they've spent years outrunning is, suddenly, standing directly in front of them.

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    19 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Ilya thinks it is fun to edge his husband all day long, but he's not laughing when Shane turns the tables on him.

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    At twelve, Ilya Rozanov is sent to Canada to be trained by the best of the best.

    Shane Hollander is immediately mesmerized by the small boy with golden curls and broken English standing on his front doorstep.

    The friendship that develops between them blossoms into something more, until one day Ilya suddenly leaves without warning.

    They meet again in 2008 as strangers.

    A lot of things have changed.

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    Childhood AU about two boys too frightened to fall in love, but they do it nonetheless.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    In another timeline, Shane and Ilya hook up in room 1410, nothing goes wrong, and everything plays out exactly as we know it.

    In this one, Yuna Hollander walks in before Ilya can leave—and the seven-year situationship never gets the chance to start. Instead, through the power of miscommunication, Shane and Ilya start dating in 2010. With better support, they make better decisions. Their rivalry fizzles out before it ever has the chance to fully ignite, replaced instead by a beloved “bromance". In 2015, they come out to the NHL and the world.

    No one believes them.

     

    Or: Somehow, despite Shane and Ilya being out for two years, Scott Hunter is still considered the first openly gay player in the NHL, much to Ilya’s horror.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Ilya hesitated, staring at the number. He was captain of Hollander’s new team. It would have been completely normal, if not expected, that he would reach out to him soon. But his hand had turned to lead, his finger hovering over the “Call” button. What would he even say?

    “Hey Hollander. Sorry your team dumped you out of nowhere after building them a dynasty and you’re being shipped back to your hometown to play on an historically shitty team, captained by me, the guy who you’ve been pitted against your whole career and built up a decade’s worth of resentment towards, not to mention the fact that we sucked each other’s dicks that one time years ago and then pretended that it never happened. Haha, yeah, good times. Anyways. See you at practice.”

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    In June 2010, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov hook up for the first and last time.

    In July 2021, Shane Hollander is abruptly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs.

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    08 Jun 2026