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    Ilya let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I want to be perfect for you, Shane. To make up for all the time we lost.”

    “I don’t want perfect,” Shane said quietly, stroking Ilya’s cheek. “I want something real. Something that we fight to make work, because we want it so much. Because being together is so much fucking better than being without each other.”

    ***

    Ten years ago, Shane and Ilya loved each other in secret and let each other go anyway.

    Now Shane, captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, is a single dad to four-year-old Ollie, and good at pretending he doesn’t think about the man he lost when they were younger and terrified of the fallout of being caught. Then one chance meeting turns into drinks, lingering looks, old feelings, and suddenly Ilya Rozanov is everywhere again.

    Some things, it turns out, never really leave you.

    As Shane and Ilya fall back into each other’s lives - and into something softer, steadier, and openly theirs this time — they realise maybe they’re finally ready for the life they used to dream about.

    Or: two hockey players who were each other’s first love reconnect ten years later and slowly build the family they always wanted.

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    11 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    50 Shades of Gray x Heartstopper.

    Charlie steps in for his ill flatmate, Isaac, to interview billionaire businessman Nicholas Nelson for their university paper.
    Nick, as enigmatic as he is wealthy and influential, finds himself unexpectedly drawn to Charlie. Though sexually inexperienced, Charlie is swept into an affair with him and soon discovers just how secretive Nick truly is.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Charlie Spring doesn’t have time for frat boys. He especially doesn’t have time for Nick Nelson, who sits next to him in Environmental Science, lives across the hall, and seems to enjoy making Charlie’s life a living hell.

    It’s bad enough that Charlie keeps making questionable choices with Nick’s frat brother, but now he’s stuck being Nick’s lab partner for an entire term. Which means late-night arguments, and an increasing amount of Nick invading Charlie’s space, his thoughts, and—unfortunately—his sex life.

    Charlie is absolutely not into him. Nope. Not at all.

    ⚠️ CONTENT WARNING FOR THIS FIC ⚠️
    Unhealthy coping mechanisms (alcohol, avoidance, reckless behavior)
    Power plays/dominance struggles in sexual and emotional contexts
    Messy, petty, and toxic relationship dynamics (that will eventually have payoff, but we’re suffering a lot first)
    Aggressive physical interactions (pushing, shoving, grabbing—always within the bounds of their dynamic, but intense nonetheless)
    Charlie Spring being an absolute menace to society
    If you’re here for the chaotic, messy, slow-burn tension, you’re in the right place. Just know what you’re getting into.

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    07 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    26 Days until Heartstopper Season 2!

    Charlie and Tara go out because they are sick of being single.

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    07 Jun 2026