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The blazing guns and screams of war had been so, so loud. Bucky had been calming in those moments, a recognizable face to lean back on. The fight was still loud, still leaving his ears ringing, but now there was no one there to soften the blow. There was no one to remind him of home, no eyes to look into which spoke a thousand words. There was no one for him here in this future.
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Or, in which Steve has a nightmare and reminisces on the past.
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Instead of going back into cryo in Wakanda, Bucky has to stay home and deal with his blown-off arm and trigger word riddled brain on his own. With what’s left of the Avengers on the run from the government, Bucky holes up in a small apartment, haunted by violently resurfacing memories and an increasingly guilty conscience – which, to no one’s surprise, takes on the form of Steve Rogers.
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My Fuckups and My Faults by vonwhumper
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
16 Sep 2023
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As Bucky starts to let his old friend back into his life, Steve discovers that instead of dehumanization, HYDRA found a way to wield the Winter Soldier's very humanity against himself.
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"You can look at me."
The Soldier slid his eyes to Rumlow gratefully. He felt his trembling arms relax as he met that familiar expression of patient sympathy.
"I'm sorry, babe," said Rumlow, with a sad half-smile. "You know I have to do this."
The Soldier nodded once, steadily. He took in a huge breath, and silently took off his shirt. The blood Rumlow was about to draw would almost be a relief - liquid penance for the Soldier's inadequacy.
He was just lucky that Rumlow still cared about him enough to be honest with him about what a piece of shit he was.
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His current codename is Bucky. His new handlers are called friends. Steve, one of the highest ranking friends, only had to correct him once before he’d adapted to the new vocabulary. Yet so far, things are looking rough: decommissioned from active duty, he's left with no other purpose than their entertainment. All he can do is wait, push through with gritted teeth and do whatever he can to turn the tables in his favor again.
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01 May 2026
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such good writing
edit: maybe one of the best fics I’ve ever read..?!!
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"You look like him," Bucky says. No prompting, no nothing. He just speaks, like this is a thing he does.
"What?" Steve asks. He didn’t really hear it, too stunned by the fact that words were coming out of Bucky’s mouth to understand their meaning.
"You look like him. So did Pierce." His voice is soft, gravelly from disuse. "Is that why they picked you?"
Steve’s heart plunges like an elevator with the cables cut. “Buck, it is me.”
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A Gentle Place to Bleed by isadokie
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
05 May 2025
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A glimpse into Bucky's life as he recovers.
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- Part 8 of The Weight of Winter