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Loneliness was something Regulus knew better than himself.
He knew it as the back of his hand; he knew what it felt like, the emptiness and the void. It was all around him, in a house he couldn’t call home even if he tried; it was inside him, in a mind that wouldn’t allow love. Darkness wasn’t peaceful; it was oppressive—the total absence of everything. He blurred easily into it.--
Inspired by both Dante's Inferno and Hozier's masterpiece Unreal Unearth. Regulus takes an unbreakable vow with his parents in order to make the house of Black proud. However, he can't help but fall in love with a certain Gryffindor.
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He closed his eyes and prayed he would fade away and wake up in a completely different life, with no drama around his love life, no threats, and no danger. He felt guilty, but as the world dimmed around him, he made that wish anyway. He wished he could unravel this life, untangle his love from the spotlight it brought, and he wished for a reality in which he wasn’t Wilhelm’s boyfriend.
Simon was sure he wasn’t doing anything wrong, he knew nothing bad could ever happen. None of his wishes ever came true; he didn't have a pet dragon, he didn't become a member of One Direction, and he didn't get his father back. Why would it be different now? But now, as he squeezed his eyes shut and whispered his plea into the darkness, he wondered if this one would eventually come true.
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slightly inspired by the movie 13 turning 30. no, it's not a rom-com.
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“Healing takes courage, and we all have courage, even if we have to dig a little to find it.” Did Simon read inspirational quotes to sell to his anxious boyfriend on the way to the palace? Maybe yes. “We’ll dig together. And if I get hurt, I promise it’s worth it. You’re worth it.”
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A Post S3 fic, simultaneously set right after the car ride and on their first year of university.
Titles based on Heal by Tom Odell
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"Simon hated the ride back home that morning. He hated himself for breaking up with Wille. The sun shined beautifully on the countryside near Bjärstad, if it was any other day he would have loved it. He usually hated the cold and muggy weather Sweden had to offer, he much more preferred waking up with the sun caressing his face, ready to go to the beach. But now he hated everything that surrounded him. Everything that didn’t have short blond hair and strong cheekbones."
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Simon regrets what he has done. Wilhelm doesn't answer his phone. That is why Simon decides to write about their love, in order to keep remembering. And to get Wille back.
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The title of the fic comes from Alley Rose by Conan Gray.
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“We are linked by an infinite thread, even when we are apart I am still with you. Love u, Wille”
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The aftermath of Wille’ speech at Hillerska. An heavy and twisted version of how the story could continue. But with a happy ending of course.
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James Potter is in love with Lily. They have always been the golden couple in the Royal Ballet School. He has never wanted for anything to change.
Then November brings a chill—and the arrival Regulus Black from the Bolshoi.
Suddenly, James finds himself drawn to Regulus in a way he can’t explain.
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19 May 2025
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Regulus knows James Potter. The kind of music he likes, what he does in his free time, every single detail he can absorb.
James does not know him.
Sirius has made sure of that, keeping his mentally unwell brother far away from the object of his obsession. Funnily enough, it's James who comes to Regulus. Well-meaning, curious with no idea what he's getting into.
The lines between love and obsession are blurry and hard to read.
“No, we’re friends now, remember? I know it hasn’t been long, but I think I’m learning you, aren’t I?”
Are you?
James had Regulus, but he didn’t know him. Regulus knew James but didn’t have him.
“Maybe you could,” was all Regulus could say in response. That was a truth. James could probably learn Regulus inside and out. Regulus would offer that if it didn’t mean breaking down the fixation—the rotting truth behind their growing relationship.
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05 May 2025
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James Potter's guide to getting together (oblivious friends edition) by Starlesscave
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
15 Jun 2025
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One of the few things Regulus Black was proud of was minding his own business.
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Enter James Potter and his ridiculous plan to get Sirius and Remus together, dragging Regulus along with him and forcing him to discover things about himself he really didn’t want to know.
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03 May 2025
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This fan fiction follow Regulus entire Hogwarts trajectory and a little past it. It goes from his first year at age 11 to his last year at age 18, and a few scenes afterward.
This is not a happy fan fiction, it will not end well.
You are warned.TW // a lot of suicidal thoughts, violence, major character death, smut, drugs, etc throughout entire fiction
This fan fiction follows the original timeline with the Wizarding War and Regulus joining the Death Eaters. He struggles a lot (obviously) with his feelings for certain characters and to the side he decided to join.
Again, not a happy fic. You are warned.
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31 Mar 2025
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Regulus has always known he's destined to drown. He feels it deep in his chest, past his rib cage, nestled somewhere behind his organs. He feels it in his arm when his mother squeezes it a little harder than a mother should. He felt it, the water rising in his throat, when his brother slipped out the window and into the night. He often wonders if it'd be easier to just let himself sink.
He often wonders if he has a choice.
Regulus gets sent back to school with a mission from the Dark Lord himself— find the “beast in the chamber” and claim its fangs without killing it. But when a certain curly-haired bespectacled boy asks for a rather large favor, everything suddenly gets a lot more complicated.
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