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    *cues training montage*

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    it is as the title says 🙂‍↕️

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    Everyone's back for 8th year, and Harry and his friends seem determined to spend their last year in school running around at night, hyped up on coffee and alcohol and Honeydukes candy, doing all the childish things they didn't have the chance to do before. Draco watches as he's always watched: from afar, quiet and bitter and hopelessly in love. That is, until Pansy decides she's had quite enough of it.

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    18 May 2026

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    THE GREATEST OF ALL TIME- I THINK!!!!!

    This cannot be understated. I have perused and perused drarry because (i am incredibly bored and my favorite ship of all time, fyozai, has been read dry and so i was wandering around listlessly to find anything else good to read) and i found it. THIS. I found IT. This is the IT fic and i dont know if anything shall surpass it ever, it is up with the likes of God Was Singing for me 🥹🥹🥹🥹

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    Fyodor is eight, when he meets Dazai. He’s at a chess tournament and Dazai is the only one who has made it worth it. Made it interesting. He’s the only one who is playing at the same level as Fyodor. Fyodor loves chess but he hasn’t felt challenged in what seems like a long time. Not until Dazai, that is.

    They’re in the final game. Dazai and Fyodor are two children lost in a world that has nothing to do with anyone but them. Dazai has one of his eyes covered with a bandage. His hair is almost but exactly not the same color as Fyodor’s. He plays aggressively and recklessly and so carefully measured Fyodor feels it all the way to his toes, swinging in their too tight shoes, unable to touch the ground.

    They draw.

    “I’m Dazai.” Dazai says afterward. Like Fyodor, English is slightly stilted on Dazai’s tongue, rounded awkwardly around different syllables than it should be.

    “I’m Fyodor.” Fyodor responds. Dazai mouths Fyodor’s name to himself. “It’s Russian.” Fyodor explains quietly, used to other children not being able to say his name, teasing him.

    “Fyodor.” Dazai repeats. “You’re good at chess.” He adds bluntly.

    Fyodor feels something stronger than happiness, quiet and content, low in his soul.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    next to God was Singing, probably most favorite fyozai fic ever. Honestly, I could read a million fics like this and GWS and legitimately never get tired, there's something just so... incredible about both author's works. It's just. I don't know. It's just the golden bar for fyozai. I don't want to read fyozai if it isn't like this... :( which is a problem, because I've officially scrolled through every fyozai (albeit with my tag filters) and just. That's it. :(
    I'm absolutely devastated, but also, let's just be grateful to have been graced with such works in the first place 🥹

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    Dazai tilts his head, his gaze unnervingly intent. “And why do you care? Do you hate my music— or do you hate that I play it better than you?”

    “What I hate,” Fyodor hisses, “is that you have disguised your arrogance as brilliance. You waste a gift that was made to be worshipped.”

    Dazai’s expression shifts, his eyes gleaming with something that sends a shiver down Fyodor’s spine.

    “And if I followed your words— played to please you, earn your favor,” he murmurs, stepping close enough to feel the warmth of his breath, “would you worship me, Fyodor?”

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    Amadeus Fyozai AU, oh my! Fyodor and Dazai are rival composers in Vienna, and it gets way more intense than it has any right to.

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    03 Aug 2025

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    three letters:

     

    ong

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    “Laughing at the universe liberated my life. I escape its weight by laughing. I refuse any intellectual translations of this laughter, since my slavery would commence from that point on.” ~ George Bataille
    ──────.·:*¨༺💮 ༻¨*:·.──────
    'Anger, Despair, Remorse, Embarrassment but also the itching sensation he would never forget feeling for the first time in his life – Freedom.'

    After running from the mafia, instead of going into hiding and joining The Armed Detective Agency, Osamu Dazai became a Hunting Dog.
    ──────.·:*¨༺💮 ༻¨*:·.──────

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    30 Jul 2025

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    Unexpected gold… but will it update again? 😢 only time will tell 💔

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    Childe fell in love with Scaramouche. Scaramouche fell in love with Childe. Nothing else happens and nothing goes wrong. The world does not cave in on itself.

    Or,
    Childe has a hell of a time.

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    27 Jul 2025

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    the best thing i've read this year, and by far the most hyped.