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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    Shane Hollander doesn't understand why everyone thinks he and Ilya Rozanov hate each other. He's pretty sure that in all the years they've been playing in the league together, they've never even talked before.

    Well, he's kind of sure. He thinks he would remember. He would remember something about Rozanov, if it was really important.

    Right?

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    10 Jun 2026

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    And before that, Rozanov saying: are you sure? it has not been okay until now? it can all go back to how it was before. you do not have to do this.

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    “You don’t want a condom?” He asks, sounding unsure.

    Ilya curses himself and then shakes his head before quickly taking the condom from Hollander’s soft, pliant hands, to quickly apply it himself.

    But as soon as he tries, he knows, the realisation settles through him like a stone sinking in deep water… it was fucking over. He tries anyway to roll it over himself but swiftly gives up, discarding it somewhere in the bedsheets as his back lifts from the mattress and the heat floods all at once.

    He grunts, tenses, muscles under his thighs flex as his toes curl and he throws his head back, biting his lip hard enough to almost draw blood.

    It’s clear what’s happening, and it’s fucking humiliating that Shane Hollander was here to witness it happen.

    “Are you… are you about to come?”

    or: ilya finishes very very fast

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Ilya widens his eyes, moves his hands in an impatient “get on with it” motion. He has the urge to say it for him, end both their misery. Shane blinks rapidly a few times, takes another deep breath. “I want to stop,” he says simply.

    Ilya lets out one humorless laugh, “Stop what?”

    Shane ignores him. “At the All Star Game, I told you I liked you. And you said about Russia and your family. And I looked some things up. I get it. I get it better now. I know we can’t but I can’t stop wanting to be…more. Unless we stop.”

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    Shane just wants to be friends and Ilya is, like, fine with that or whatever

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    29 May 2026

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    Shane sighs. “So did you plan it?,” he asks again. “Was it all just you kind of laughing at me because I’m not as cool as you and Svetlana and fucking Marleau apparently. I won’t just lighten up and have casual sex with my friends.”

     

    “No,” Ilya says and he feels fucking ashamed. “It was never that. I just-“ he takes a deep breath. “I missed you, the sex we used to have, I don’t know. And I hoped maybe if I pushed the boundaries a little you would-“. Ilya throws his head back to talk to the ceiling, “maybe we’d- I don’t know- kiss while he was giving us handjobs or you’d grab my hand when you were about to cum. But I didn’t mean for it to- it got out of hand. The end part especially when I asked him to-“ he makes a vague gesture, can’t quite say it, “my cum in you. I regretted that. I’m sorry.”

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    In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.

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    29 May 2026

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    Coming this fall to ABC… MLH star Shane Hollander is The Bachelor!

    Bachelor Nation, we have one question: will you accept this rose?

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    15 May 2026