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    “Which hyung where you thinking of when you came, Seungminnie?” Minho is behind him, and it’s confirmed when he kisses his shoulder blade. Calloused hands resting on his hips and pulling him back.
    Oh… Oh! Minho is quite obviously hard.

    “It’s okay pup, you can tell hyung how you came to the thought of my muscles manhandling you.” Changbin chimes in from behind Chan.

    AKA Kim Seungmin has been in love with his bestfriends for years, but he never thought he’d become one of those guys who accidentally gets caught masturbating to said friends. Chaos ensues

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Seungmin has always felt like a stranger in his own home. He always felt like he was hiding until, one day, everything clicked, and he could force all those feelings down until they were nothing but a small ember instead of the raging fire it once was.

    The raging fire is back, and Seungmin is choking on how he’s feeling. It’s so hard to even breathe for a moment and calm himself. He feels like he’s drowning, and he doesn’t know what will happen if he gets his head above water. He doesn’t know who he’ll be.

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    25 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    "Tonight's all about you," Chan continued. "But…we want it to be fun for us too, so we came up with a little idea. Do you want to know what that is?" 

    Changbin wasn't sure he did, but he knew Chan was going to tell him anyway. His boyfriends’ ideas of having 'fun' with him, though, was often more fun for them than it was for him. 

    "We wanna test you," Hyunjin told him. "More specifically, we wanna test your multitasking abilities. Doesn't that sound fun?" 

    Changbin's heart sank. If there was one thing he was notoriously bad at, it was doing multiple things at once. He just couldn't concentrate on several tasks, he had to give his full focus to one thing otherwise his brain glitched and he fell apart. 

    And his boyfriends loved it. They were always teasing him and laughing as he fumbled and made a fool of himself. He couldn't imagine what kind of tasks they would make him do tonight but he knew it would be hard and that they would take immense joy in watching him struggle. 

     

    OR: Changbin's boyfriends test his ability to multitask in...interesting ways

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    14 Jun 2026

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    “I want to kill you,” Minho grunts in pain. “And yet you help me. Why?”

    “I’m not sure, huntsman.” Jisung answers. “Why did you let me live?”

    It’s like inhaling gravel when Minho swallows dryly. He thinks back to the day they met and Jisung’s wounded body. His brown eyes full of prudence, his serpent tongue and soft skin. The way the other angels seemed to cower behind Jisung like he was their keeper. The way Minho disregarded his safety when freeing Jisung from his shackles. The inexplicit trust Jisung put into Minho after mere moments of meeting, the way he knew Minho wouldn’t hurt them before Minho knew it himself.

    Minho looks away. “I don’t know, angel.”

    On the brink of death, Minho attempts to pierce the heart of an angel with his arrow. Everything that happens afterward goes against the grain of what’s conventional.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Seungmin finds himself tangled in a white lie after claiming to be in a secret relationship just to stop his nosy colleagues from prying into his personal life. When his firm’s annual gala approaches and he’s expected to bring this “boyfriend.” Seungmin panics and signs up on a discreet dating app.

    Enters Lee Minho, a struggling PhD student, pressured by his worsening situation.

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    11 Jun 2026