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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    It all started with such a stupid argument when they woke up that morning.

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    Matt and Jay break up in 2008, and the fallout brings up things that had been deliberately left unspoken.

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    11 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    "You're an addict."

    "A what?" The seriousness of Matt's tone was almost as astounding as the words he had spoken. Usually there was a edge to even his most sombre of confessions, his inability to be actually vulnerable without picturing how it looked from the outside and turning it into a joke made it so they had had very few earnest conversations that didn't end with Matt begging to break the tension with ill-timed references and plots pulled from thin air. It was a little scary to hear him sounding so solemn about something so otherwise ridiculous. 

    "An addict. You're addicted to porn." If it was embarrassing to hear, it was twice as embarrassing to say out loud. The look on Jay's face would have been funny in any other situation, his bugged-out eyes and comically gaping mouth would have told Matt that he was on the right track, he was saying something so outrageous that he must have been treading new and exciting ground but he didn't want to battle with Jay to be taken seriously. "Don't try and deny it, I've already looked through your browser history and it's disgusting, Jay. It's— I'll admit it. I'm worried for you. You've got a serious fucking problem."

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    27 May 2026

  3. Rec 21

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    Somehow, Matt has become an adult before Jay. He goes on runs, lifts, cooks at home, reads, takes more than 2 showers a week, goes out on the weekends, does his laundry consistently. It drives Jay crazy. It's not fair. He goes back to sleep, pulling the covers over his head, hoping that maybe he'll disappear.

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    07 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    “Step one!” He exclaimed, writing on the board as he spoke. “We…get…married.” He pressed ahead, leaving no room for interruptions. Jay’s melody eased into something a bit slower, lighter, guiding Matt’s words.

    “Step two! We go to the Rivoli…we say ‘Hi we just got married and this is our reception. Oh look, here comes the wedding band now!’ But OH-WHAT’S THIS?

    Step three! SURPRISE! We ARE the band!” Capping the marker with a triumphant snap, Matt wheeled around to face Jay who had wrapped them up with a few joyous notes that sounded like the morning sunshine flooding their living room.

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    Matt and Jay try to get a show at the Rivoli...

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    27 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    After Matt sacrifices his life so he can go back, Jay sets the timeline right and comes home to his previous, normal life.

    He wants the whole thing to be over, but as it turns out, messing with time is far more trouble than it's worth and things aren't quite right just yet.

    Stuck repeating the same day over and over again, Jay learns many things: about time, about Matt, and about himself.

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    20 Apr 2026