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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    “See you in Ottawa next month, okay?"

    Ilya presses his lips together. “So we will really be in Ottawa for my birthday, then?”

    “Yeah, looks like it,” Shane says. “Don’t worry, it’ll still be fun.”

    “Oh, I am sure,” Ilya drawls. “Ottawa is nothing if not fun.”

    * * *

    Ilya is about to exchange Boston for the suburbs of Ottawa, and everything is fine. He’s definitely looking forward to moving to a city that’s notorious for being boring as hell. He’s also coping spectacularly well with how oppressively quiet his new surroundings are, because it’s not like his most anxious thoughts amplify in the silence. Oh, and Shane wants to come over and celebrate Ilya’s birthday with him in his half-furnished house? That’s fine, too.

    He’ll be fine. Everything will be fine.

    (Or, Ilya moves to Ottawa. Shane welcomes him home.)

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    18 Jun 2026

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    After Ilya's first season with the centaurs, Shane and Ilya want to spend as much time together as possible. Which leads to increasingly ridiculous conversations, one magically transformed boyfriend, and Ilya proving that there has never been a version of Shane he could not love.

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    16 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 79

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    On the morning of his twenty-sixth birthday, Ilya Rozanov receives exactly one gift from his Husband: a whispered "Happy birthday, baby."
    And then Shane Hollander goes back to answering emails.
    By 6 p.m., Ilya is convinced he's forgotten.
    By 7 p.m., Shane has accidentally broken Instagram.
    By 9 p.m., Ilya is crying over a boarding pass from six years ago.
    And by midnight, he discovers that Shane has apparently been collecting evidence of their love story since before either of them knew they were in one.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “I can’t have this baby.”

    Ilya has never asked Shane for anything in ten years.

    But this—

    This, he refuses to lose.

    Or: one missed suppressant, one impossible decision, and the moment everything they never said finally matters.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?

    If Shane wants experience…

    If he wants to stop feeling behind…

    Why not Ilya?

    Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.

    For hockey.

    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.

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    30 May 2026