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“I don’t think I’ve ever seen a fanboy in the front row. I’m a little shy,” Haechan’s saying.
Aww-s and ooh-s follow his admission. Mark laughs as is contextually appropriate before he realizes it’s him, he’s the fanboy. He’s the fanboy in the front row, and Haechan’s smiling at him. He’s really, unfairly beautiful.
“You’re Korean?” he asks in Korean.
Mark has never been more Korean in his stupid, little life.
Mark's date is a fan of Haechan.
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“Does he make you happy?” Taeyong asked him, suddenly. “Ah,” assumed the worst when Mark hesitated, but he had caught him off-guard, that’s all.
It wasn’t often people cared to ask about the good stuff, why they were still together. It didn’t fit their narrative to accept that there was truth to their moniker, that, when and where it mattered, Mark wanted Donghyuck by his side on the thing he most prized. If the music outlived him—which it would, he was certain—then, everyone, forever, would know there was never a question about his loyalty to Donghyuck.
260201 SMT. Mark survives a night without Haechan.
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- Part 2 of on and off
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Sungchan didn’t have to know—he didn’t mind, but he would rather not. He was the type to get jealous, yes, but being jealous wasn’t compatible with having Haechan in your orbit, and, like he said, there was never a Donghyuck without Mark. Long before Sungchan met him—them—their lives had tangled past hope for excision, mutually-assured meltdowns with collateral far beyond the reach of the rooms they silently fumed in.
Mark was a moneymaker; Haechan kept him sharp, because he kept him wanting.
260131 SMT. Sungchan and Haechan reunite backstage.
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- Part 1 of on and off
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So he’s loud in bed. This is something Sohee can process. In the folder of embarassing Anton facts he keeps stashed in his brain, it wouldn’t be an outlier.
And, oh. A begger, too, “Yes, please, please, fuck.”
But Sohee could have told you that. Anton begs for everything, more praise, less punishment. The picture of him, puppy-eyed, hands clasped, combined with the audio—continuous now, ohh-s and ahh-s and slicked skin on skin—does not bode well for Sohee’s objectivity.
Sohee's on a mission.
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“It’s a fan thing, like something fans do. You don’t wanna know.”
Oh, but Sohee does. He’s not above being obsessed with what the fans think of him. That’s what got his ass in this predicament, this cool, little trick called Googling himself. “I’m gonna ask Google if you don’t tell me. I’m gonna ask Shotaro-hyung, I’m gonna ask Siri. Right now. Out loud.”
Anton cringes, lowers his voice. “It’s umm… a sex thing.”
Sohee learns about the 'Bottom Lee Sohee' tag, and he has notes.
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a relationship, sliced three-ways.
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“It’s the middle of the night. And freezing.”
“Got hungry after practice.” He gestures vaguely with the tub of Häagen-Dazs. The spoon is still in his mouth. “Sugar.”
“Can you stop blowing the spoon?” Sohee reaches for the spoon’s handle and almost socks him in the face.
Bookmarked by toffeepuddin
25 Apr 2026
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Anton’s mouth opens, then closes. He looks Sohee up and down, gaze sticking on his throat, his jaw, then back to his eyes.
There’s a beat of silence, heavy and pulsing, and then Anton blurts, so fast he almost trips on the consonants: “I can’t knot anymore.”
Sohee, who’d been braced for an awkward confession—maybe a secret crush, maybe some embarrassing group dynamic shit—just stares at him. “What?”
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eunseok: my roommate is super into these atm
Upon clicking the link, Sungchan is met with the ugliest mix of flames and pink bows falling down his screen over a photo of an orange cat with aeroplane ears and eyes filled with murderous intent, the text beside it reading “Let’s Fuck” with the location set to Sungchan’s building.
eunseok: romantic right
sungchan pursues a relationship with the world’s worst-rated doordash employee
Bookmarked by toffeepuddin
17 Mar 2026
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Mark's fuzzy brain begins to believe what it's been told; he's bad at sex, he can't fuck Donghyuck right, he needs to do better. Sungchan proves him right when he finds a steady rhythm with ease, his long limbs hiding most of Donghyuck away and forcing Mark to try and see things clearly, only making him feel more pathetic because he wants to see everything.
What does this say about him? How will he come back from it?Bookmarked by toffeepuddin
15 Feb 2026
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monkey sees big dick sungchan + pathetic mark
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“Do you—”
“It’s not—”
“Like for feet, is it a feet thing or—?”
“I don’t—” he starts, then takes a moment to self-reflect. With a crackling voice, he says, “Maybe?”
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- Part 2 of the sungchan incidents

