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    Ilya’s still learning what Shane likes and needs, observing him quietly because Shane’s not so forthcoming with what he wants unless he’s certain it’s what he’s supposed to want. But it’s not until Shane reaches back and grabs Ilya’s hip to pull him closer, pressing their bodies together and taking some of Ilya’s weight, that he realises Shane’s been studying Ilya the same way.

    “I’m trying to take care of you.”
    “Why?” Ilya says, instead of something safer.
    Shane twists over his shoulder to frown at him. “Because I want to? Because you’re tired and sad and not feeling well?”
    “Oh.” Ilya pulls his bottom lip through his teeth. “But I…”
    “I think maybe we both fucked up tonight?” Shane says tentatively.
    “No, is not your fault.” Ilya rubs a hand over Shane’s shoulder and then kisses it, wet and soft. “You’re good.”
    Shane hums like he’s not convinced. He turns and drapes his arms over Ilya’s shoulders, still pressed close. “After this, will you…”
    “Yes,” Ilya says, his mind sharpening attentively, “Tell me what you need.”


    Or: They communicate just a little bit better and let themselves be just a little more vulnerable, both with each other and their people.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “Ilya?” There was some worry in the rookie’s voice. “We need to go to the hospital.”

    Fear shot across Ilya’s face. “Haas, what happened? Your concussion is feeling worse?” 

    “Something’s wrong. I’m having hallucinations that you said Shane Hollander is your boyfriend and that we’re all having a sleepover.”
     

    OR: When Ilya has an away game in Montreal, he often stays with Shane at his apartment instead of the team hotel. But when Centaurs rookie Luca Haas gets a concussion during the game and has to be monitored overnight, Ilya makes the call to bring Luca with him.
     

    Takes place approximately two months after Part 1. It's Luca's first season as a Centaur and Shane's last season as a Voyageur. Shane and Ilya's relationship is still private.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are first-time foster parents to a trans eleven-year-old who just needs a safe place to land for a few days. There are big challenges ahead of them, but Shane and Ilya are naturals at the whole parenting thing. Most of the time.

    This is a story for anyone who wants to see a trans child being loved and celebrated while a particular Russian hockey player heals his inner child along the way.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Troy grins as he watches his teammates offer ideas (not all of them particularly sane or legal, but it’s the thought that counts) and they get jotted on the board. He really is humbled that Shane would do this for him without anything in return, just as his friend.

    Troy will make sure that he’s earned Shane’s friendship.

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    21 Mar 2026