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It isn’t easy being the pack alpha of an all-alpha pack, especially in the idol world. Tempers flare easily, and the pack alpha is supposed to minimize conflict and be the unquestionable leader—the alpha of alphas.
Admittedly, Hongjoong has no real right to hold such a title, but after nearly a decade, he’s gotten decent at faking alpha. Omegas don’t last long in this industry, not in the leader position. So what if he’s lying to everyone he loves? It’s a sacrifice for the good of ATEEZ, and Hongjoong will do anything for his members.
They’re why he keeps a bottle of “Automatic Alpha” pheromone spray in his bag and has a lock on his desk drawer where he keeps it with his suppressants, so they don’t suffer the stigma of an omega leader. They’re why he stays in the studio until the sun rises, so he can give them the best comeback.
It’s not like Hongjoong would be a good omega anyway. Not the one that his pack deserves, at least.
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It’s difficult to be the pack alpha of any pack. Hongjoong knows this better than most. As the Captain of ATEEZ, an all-alpha pack and idol group, Hongjoong tries his best. Of course, it would help if he were an actual alpha and not an omega pretending.
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10 May 2026
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San is doing his best to survive college. Granted, he hates his classes, hates his part time job, and his shitty roommates. But what person his age doesn’t? It’s almost a right of passage to suffer during your college years. At least, he thought so until he’s partnered with Choi Jongho for a class project. A business major who doesn’t hate his classes, or his part time job, and loves his supposed roommates. San is convinced he must be an angel, because Jongho’s just offered to put in a good word for him at the place he works too. At this point, San is desperate for anything that isn’t bringing food and drinks to ungrateful patrons who don’t know how to tip.
What San doesn’t expect, though, was to show up to a modeling agency. What he expects even less, is to be roped into a shoot. Who is he to pass up good pay and a nice work atmosphere, though? Maybe his coworkers are a little more than friendly...maybe his bosses are gorgeous and he can’t help but think they have a thing going on with a few other people in the office...San is caught up in something a little more complicated than he was ready for. But that isn’t always a bad thing.
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08 May 2026
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Betas are rare and disliked by most, deemed useless and boring. Kang Yeosang is a lone beta, just going through the motions of life when he meets Jung Wooyoung and his pack- who may change his life forever.
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07 May 2026
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Hongjoong and Seonghwa made a promise when they were young.
“I never want to hurt you again.”
Life tore them apart. Years have washed them from each other’s memories, but when Hongjoong looks into hateful eyes, he knows who they belong to.
Time had not been kind to Seonghwa.
Darkness changes a person when they are denied light for so long.
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24 Apr 2026
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Five times the fans heard the mysterious "Hwa-hyung's" voice through the other member's streams, and the one time they finally met him.
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14 Apr 2026