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    "And despite Shane being the most inconvenient person to have a from-afar crush on, it has been years and Ilya hasn't been able to kick it. They have yet to have a conversation beyond basic pleasantries, but that still doesn’t stop Ilya from feeling the want."

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    AU in which Shane and Ilya get to know each other throughout a messy summer at Hayden's vacation home in Florida, each of them dealing with complex personal issues and a whole lot of feelings for each other.

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    22 May 2026

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    When Dr. Robby leaves Pittsburgh on his sabbatical, Dr. Baran Al-Hashimi inherits his department, his board, and the particular problem of Dr. Jack Abbot - who keeps showing up, keeps saying exactly the right amount, and keeps noticing things she has spent her entire career making sure nobody notices.

    She has managed her absent seizures since she was five years old. She has managed the weight of Dasht-e-Barchi since May 2020. She has managed everything, always, alone - because managed is the only thing she knows how to be.

    Abbot doesn't ask her to be anything. That's the problem.

    A slow burn in twelve weeks, two people, and all the things that go unsaid until they can't be.

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    12 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 60

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    There were many reasons this could’ve happened; that it would have happened eventually, no matter if Shane had done everything the way he should’ve. Which he did. It still remained inevitable. The same way his knees buckling down to the tiles was fate. An unfortunate consequence to existing in this body, in his body.

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    It’s Shane Hollander’s first season with the centaurs so of course things are different. He’s nervous, he’s neurodivergent but he’s also got a little something called POTs syndrome. Shane navigates his chronic illness in secret, but he can’t stay hidden for ever. What happens when a major athlete has a flare up? How long can he stay in survival mode?

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    09 Apr 2026

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    At first, he thinks he’s hallucinating Rozanov. The lethal half-cut of his gaze, the open collar of his shirt, the span of his hands moving up someone else’s waist. Shane’s always been a glutton for punishment.

    But he blinks, or the lights keep blinking for him, won't fucking quit, and Rozanov is still there. Looking. An anchor. Shane stares back, can’t make himself stop.

    The glass he’s holding slips out of his hand and shatters as he jolts forward. He's drowning in this sea of people but he thinks, maybe, Ilya is the only one that manages to hear.

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    08 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    “I keep getting that… warning feeling,” Robby said eventually.
    Jack stiffened almost imperceptibly.
    “Auras?” he asked.
    Robby nodded. “Like something’s about to happen. Like the room shifts just a little.”
    Jack reached for Robby’s hand. “How long?”
    “Couple days,” Robby admitted. “I didn’t want to freak you out.”
    Jack turned to him fully now.
    “You don’t protect me from this,” Jack said gently. “You let me help.”
    Robby smiled weakly. “I know.”

    Robby's epilepsy returns.

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    23 Mar 2026