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“…Are you mad at me?”
Ryuusei was silent for a moment before slowly shaking his head. “No,” he admitted quietly. “I’m hurt.”
“And it’s probably gonna take me a while to forgive you for hiding something this big from me.”
Guilt twisted painfully inside Sae’s chest. “I know,” he whispered. “I’m sorry.”
Ryuusei sighed quietly before reaching over and pulling Sae’s hand into his own. “But I’m still here,” he murmured. “And I’m still gonna take care of you through all of this.”
Sae finally reveals he's secretly had leukemia since he was sixteen. (basically what would happen if Sae lived instead of dying after Before the Morning Came)
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- Part 2 of Before the Morning Came
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“Sae…” she started softly. “I’m so sorry.”
Dabadie stopped moving entirely.
“But based on the test results, it’s been confirmed that you have leukemia.”
Leukemia.
The word sounded strangely distant. Like it belonged in someone else’s life instead of his.
“Oh.”
Diagnosed with leukemia at sixteen, Sae hides his worsening illness behind the cold facade expected of a rising football prodigy in Spain.
While isolation, harassment, and his illness slowly consume him, he struggles between pushing everyone away and finally allowing himself to be loved.
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- Part 1 of Before the Morning Came
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It’s been a year since Shidou Ryuusei lost the one person who made everything make sense.
Now, without him, everything feels unfamiliar.
Soccer used to come naturally—now he avoids it entirely, until he’s forced to confront what he’s worth without Sae.
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Two weeks at home.
A brother who destroyed him. A mind on the brink of the abyss.Itoshi Rin returns from Blue Lock, but his greatest battles are not played out on the field, but in the empty hallways of a house that once held the title of a warm and welcoming home, in the cutting memories of a relationship shattered.
In the midst of all the anguish Rin discovers that there is an unhealthy but effective way out to escape her pain and numb her mind to have even a few measly minutes of peace.
But apparently someone has a different opinion about that method....
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08 Jun 2026
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You’re a semi-famous singer of a Japanese rock band. Your ten-day Madrid tour starts tomorrow. What do you do?
A) Lock in and do normal things
B) Realize that your childhood best friend, whom you haven’t talked to in five years, lives in Spain, then spend the rest of the trip trying to chase down that childhood friend in hopes of reconnecting
C) The same as option b, except…you’re also hopelessly in love with said childhood friend.
D) Let your wild-ish tendencies ruin the whole trip, because you only have one shot at this, and you actually can’t mess this up.
You probably picked option A. Ryusei Shidou, notably, picks everything else.
OR: Shidou, the lead singer of a three-man rock band, writes a song that unexpectedly blows up in Spain, sending them on a ten-day music tour in Madrid: the same city his childhood friend Sae vanished to five years ago.
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05 Jun 2026
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When college let out and Isagi returned home for the summer, his parents informed him that he wasn’t to spend summer at home this year.
Isagi was being sent away to his grandparents’ home. Their home was in a small town far out from any of the cities.
His parents reasoning behind this was, “You need a break from all the pressures of city life,” and “School was hard for you this year. Spending some time out in the open helping your grandparents will do you some good!”
Now, it wasn’t that Isagi hated the idea of spending time with his grandparents. Even though he didn't particularly like them. Rather, it was the issue of where they lived.The smalltown they resided in was always rainy and overall, just glum. He would much rather spend his time in the city and occasionally go to the beach with his friends than stay somewhere that was wet all the time.
However, Isagi’s summer was about to get much more dramatic than he would have ever anticipated. With the introduction of many new people into his life. His view on his grandparents' dingy town on the outskirts of Japan was going to change.Bookmarked by venilor
31 May 2026
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Sae is a world-famous runway model who cares deeply about his looks and fashion. Everywhere he goes, paparazzi follow him. Yet, they can never catch him from a bad angle or in an unflattering outfit. Even in comfy, casual clothes, Sae effortlessly sets new fashion trends. His face covers headlines, magazines, and social media screens worldwide.
One night, a late shoot leaves him completely drained and stressed. Seeking an escape, Sae ducks into a local bar. There, he meets Shidou, and they share a wild night together at a hotel. Sae assumes it is just a one-night stand.
His plans change when he sneaks into an underground, illegal concert. He looks up at the stage and sees Shidou shredding on an electric guitar for a heavy rock band. How will this unexpected reunion turn their lives around? Will Sae watch his perfect reputation crumble? Or will he abandon the glamorous fashion industry for a life with someone he never expected?
Chapter 1-7: Beast
Chapter 8-15: Do I Wanna Know?
Chapter 16-?: unreleasedBookmarked by venilor
30 May 2026
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gay thots and frats of bluelock by doomeddyaoi
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
15 Jun 2026
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welcome to the prestigous, luxury sports education college where only 240 people in the whole country gets chosen. its not an easy and tough place but together they make do!
mainly bachisagi centered fic with very heavy angst at the beginning so please read notes! 30 percent chatfic because i ithink am funny and 70% fanfic but im not in top three high sets for english so uhm dont expect shakespeare type shit. i also barley proofread these
be prepared for a wild journey of angst, fluff, fights, humor, domesticness, hurt and comfort and just a bunch of teenage boys having fun - plot twist they all have some illness and zestiness in them
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23 May 2026