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Deep down, Juhoon knows Martin's the perfect match for him.
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31 May 2026
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"You only know how to love me when something's wrong with me."
Around them the playground keeps breathing, wet chains knocking softly against themselves.
Keonho lowers his eyes toward his hands. "You only look at me when I'm bleeding or high or crying or passed out somewhere."
There are some people who spend so long being rescued that they eventually start glowing in emergency colors, smoke signal people, car crash people, people whose grief grows sharp little hooks because they become terrified nobody will touch them otherwise.
Keonho lifts one shoulder. "If I'm okay, you get bored."
And suddenly Seonghyeon understands why people avoid mirrors when they're already having a bad day.
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Five boys, one dying town, and several very poor coping mechanisms.
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- Part 2 of undertow
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26 May 2026
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In which Cortis loses their singer and their center all at once, James, and they're left behind, having to reckon with what they built around him. As winter settles over the city, old wounds resurface, loyalties shift, and the question stops being about how to move forward without James, and starts being about whether any of them were ever really holding each other together to begin with.
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Martin and Juhoon were best friends—until Martin met James, and Juhoon learned how easy it was to be replaced.Bookmarked by vividew
26 May 2026
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Maybe it'll all work out, Juhoon writes into his battered journal that night. No one else is home, but his heart is full. Maybe.
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21 May 2026
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Martin reaches over instead of doing something normal and plucks a leaf from the grass beside them, presses it gently to Juhoon’s cheek where the tear was.
It’s absurd and weirdly soft.
“It’s fine,” Martin says, suddenly serious. “This is an ancient method.”
Juhoon blinks at him. “Huh?”
“Before tissues,” Martin says, nodding. “This is what they used.”
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Juhoon and Martin’s relationship begins to collapse the moment it stops being uncomplicated.
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- Part 1 of undertow
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15 May 2026