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Crush by widowling
Fandoms: Cyberpunk 2077 (Video Game), Preacher's Daughter - Ethel Cain (Album), Willoughby Tucker I'll Always Love You - Ethel Cain (Album)
04 Jun 2026
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Robbie John has just turned sixteen, and this year he's decided to be mean.
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Johnny has a plan, a twelve step program, on how to quit grief. First, he'll put away the bullet pendant. Second, he'll get out of Night City. But afterwards, who knows? How does one get over the loss of divine half their mortal soul?
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- Part 2 of Anglerfish
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“You know how back in the day," Johnny says, "I’d sometimes get all prissy and not want to do shit, lay in bed for days and never take you out dancing or whatever.”
Rogue sighs, “Yeah…”
“And you’d put on your strap and fuck my ass so hard that you fucked the will to live right back into me?”
“Yeah?”
“Well, I want you to do that for V.”
Concerned that V might not be adjusting to the separation of their souls, Johnny enlists the help of Rogue to make V feel better.
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Johnny is tired, sick of the tour and the gigs that all feel the same, and Valerie Vincent is just the line of synthcoke he needs to keep going.
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Valerie Vincent struggles to adapt to a reality without Johnny Silverhand.
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- Part 3 of Anglerfish
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From the shadows of his surveillance hub, Caleb watches Zayne seduce you through hidden cameras he installed into your apartment before his 'death'. Night after night, as Caleb forces himself to witness Zayne claim you again and again, his rage curdles into a dark resolve. He will make you choose him, or he will eliminate the doctor who dared touch what belongs to him.
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28 Apr 2026
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Left behind in Night City, V is slowly dying as the Relic destroys her body. Rather than lie down and die, she decides to leave her flesh behind and look for Johnny beyond the Blackwall.
When V and Johnny smashed Mikoshi, they released thousands of souls into Alt’s care. Every one of them followed her past the Blackwall, to Ghost City, where the soulkilled can live under her protection. V will soon find out that living as a disembodied engram is weirder than she imagined. She might be free from the ravages of the Relic, but trouble has a way of finding her.
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18 Apr 2026
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No Name Man, Identity Reborn by dellavihistoo
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
22 Feb 2025
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That sickness. It churned relentlessly in his gut. He flicked, flicked, flicked through the cameras, metal fingertip tapping against the monitor to capture you at every angle. He couldn't bring himself to admit how many times he had zoomed in and brought his hand to the screen in a pathetic gesture just to imagine he could feel the warmth of your cheek against his palm. His reason for life, granted to him by you, stunted and stalled by...well. By his death.
He's back, now. He'd endured countless horrors and torn open the gates of hell to claw his way back to you. At last, he could return to his purpose. To kneel at your feet and present his neck to your boot. Nod his head yes and bow to your every order. Be right where he belongs. But...
In his absence, you've started taking care of yourself. Poorly. Very poorly. And you're so fucking stubborn, refuting his help. It makes his jaw hurt with how hard he clenches his teeth.
This night, though, this blessed, perfect night, you finally let him back in. You finally let him further. It's more than anything he could have ever dreamed. He should know better by now, but you make him so hopeless he can’t help himself. He knows good things for him never last.
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04 Apr 2026
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"Oh my god. It's porn?"
Johnny snorts. "Sure, if shaking your head sounds like a bum rattling his cup to beg a second ennie off ya."
"'Kay, genius, then what would you call it?"
Johnny blips out of existence—only to rematerialize behind her, slouched back against her apartment window with a cigarette slotted in his lips. "Was like the old days, putting together an album: I've got the vision; braindance chick's jotting concepts on the back of a napkin."
"Right. So the sort of thing you jerk it to with your pinky sticking out."
Johnny exhales a zigzag of smoke as he shakes his head. "This ain't some gluey nudie mag, V. This is feeling."
Or: While in control of V's body one night, Johnny commissions a braindance for the two of them to watch together.
And, yeah, it's porn.
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03 Mar 2026
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A Wind Age, a Wolf Age by 2ars2notorious
Fandoms: Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age: Inquisition
19 Apr 2026
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The year is 2:17 Glory. Chantry forces march on the Dales in a bloody war that seems to be drawing quickly towards its inevitable end.
In the wake of a disastrous battle, an Emerald Knight casts a spell that will change history. Solas, the Dread Wolf, may be her last hope to save her country and people from destruction, if she can only convince him that the world he has woken to is worth saving.
Bound to the will of an ancient trickster god and entangled in the shadowy politics of the Lords, who would as soon stab each other in the back as they would fight their invaders, she will quickly learn that the cost of freedom will be paid for in blood. And as the people kneel to her as their divine saviour, power may cost her everything—even as its allure beckons as enthrallingly as the attentions of Fen’Harel himself.
Holy war has been declared, and gods demand sacrifice. When no easy choices remain, Lavellan must decide how far she is willing to go for the love of her people… if the Dread Wolf doesn’t decide for her first.
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16 Feb 2026