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  1. Rec *

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    He stared at the screen. His body was thrumming, vibrating with a desperate, pent-up energy that made his skin feel too tight. It had been two days. Two days of Ilya saying start. Two days of Ilya saying stop. Two days of being edged until his brain felt like it was melting out of his ears. The ache in his balls was a dull, constant throb, a pressure that bordered on agony.

    But it felt so good.

    Two men, one secret, a decade of choosing each other in every wrong way possible.

    Shane Hollander is careful, controlled, and very good at performing both. Ilya Rozanov is the one person who has ever seen through it, and the one person Shane has never been able to perform for.

    What started in Vegas in 2011 has followed them through six years of rivalry, obsession, and something else neither of them has been willing to name. When Shane falls apart, will Ilya be able to put the pieces back together again? Whether what he builds from the pieces is something Shane can survive is another question entirely...

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    Rose gets some touch ups done, Shane joins her for emotional support and has an impulsive idea.

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  3. Rec 99

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    Ilya was so touched by the sweet gifts Shane had spread all over his body for him to discover that he wants to do something back for him...

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    Shane Hollander is twenty-three, a student at McGill University's prestigious Physical Therapy program, and a part-time employee at a local, run-of-the-mill coffee shop. After a supposed one-night stand throws him completely off-balance, he finds himself drifting unwittingly towards a man who just might be the literal death of him.

    Ilya Rozanov is twenty-nine, heir to the family "business" in America, and currently staving off attacks from both his scheming brother and an annoyingly persistent FBI agent that seems hellbent on throwing the book at him. He is also quickly becoming obsessed with a boy whose very existence may be jeopardized by his presence alone.

    Too bad Shane is itching to be released from the ties that bind him to his boring life, no matter the cost. Too bad Ilya is selfish enough to cut him loose.

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  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    "Oh, fuck! Shit- god," Shane exclaimed.

    Ilya felt the air hit his cock, and his tongue suddenly empty. Shane hadn't sounded excited when he said that. Shane quickly got off of Ilya, rolling to the side.

    Ilya propped himself up on his elbows to see Shane with a hand covering his face.

    "What's wro-" Ilya was cut off as he glanced at his own cock.

    It was bright red, and so were his hips. A slimy red substance covered him, the same that was on Shane's mouth and chest.

    "Fuck, I'm sorry. I didn't even realize-" Shane choked out, his hand still covering his nose.

    Something felt like it had awoken in Ilya. Some primal, animalistic feeling that tore through him. He was so unbelievably turned on.
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    Or - Ilya really wanted to introduce something new to Shane in bed. What ended up being introduced was not necessarily what Ilya had in mind, but fuck, it made him feel rabid like an animal.

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