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    Shane Hollander, hockey player extraordinaire, hovers in the doorway to his impressively designed but sparsely filled walk-in closet, looking at her with wide eyes like she might shoot him if he’s got the wrong things in there. If she finds any cargo shorts, she might shoot herself.

    or: shane hires a stylist.

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    25 May 2026

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    “Me finding out that instead of mysterious and cool, people think I’m autistic and lesbian.”

    Ilya and Shane get Reddit’s advice under the aliases Lily and Jane. Things spiral from there….

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    22 Mar 2026

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    A bunch of my Ilya headcanons turned into fics, all you need to know is that this man is absolutely unhinged.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    hollanov’s third 🧚 @hollanovoodoo
    so….did anyone see the way shane had to be held back on the bench when ilya got hit…i don’t think i’ve ever seen him that mad….

    wanda v @hellorhighwater
    montreal’s really done it now i hope they’re scared for their lives

    reagan 𓂀 @shilya_hollanov
    his face when the refs called double minor….i fear we’re gonna see a shane hollander we’ve NEVER seen before in the last period

    Or, Shane Hollander plays Montreal for the first time since becoming a Centaur. It goes about as well as he expects.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    03 Mar 2026

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    The queer NHL players (begrudgingly) unite via group chats in the face of social media scandals.

    These stories take place on a (slightly loose) chronological timeline and make the most sense when read in order. However, they're all independent stories/scandals and can be read as standalones.

    All stories take place post TLG and include spoilers for the books.

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    17 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 67

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    Castiel's arranged marriage needs one final religious ceremony. He and his betrothed need to make a terrible sacrifice to atone for their experiences of lust before matrimony. Even though it must be done, he is taken aback by his feelings for the beautiful green-eyed boy chosen as sacrifice.

    (This is just twisted porn.)

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    31 Mar 2023

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    After the fall, Will drags Hannibal out of the Atlantic and they find their way north to a remote part of Labrador, where they try to make a life together.

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    23 Nov 2022

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    Will is Hannibal's younger brother.

    That goes about as well as you would expect.

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    31 Oct 2022

  10. Public Bookmark 29

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    “Hello,” Francis replied evenly, meeting his eyes, and I wondered if he still held any bitterness against his old lover or if Charles did the same. Depending on the way you look at it, it was a moment of soap opera-like significance, Francis and his two greatest loves confronting each other at his wedding, and although I was reasonably sure that only Charles knew what happened in my dorm room between Francis and myself that night, I was also sure that Charles knew I was aware of his and Francis’s shared history. A secret history, as are all the histories of boys loving boys, concealed behind closed doors and dark rooms and lies we tell ourselves. How strangely connected were we all, clinging to each other’s history: Henry and Bunny and Camilla, Charles and Francis and me.

    An alternate ending to The Secret History.

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    10 Oct 2020

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    “He has a crush on him,” Joe says around a mouthful of carrots and points his fork at him for emphasis. To someone who once has had Joe’s scimitar rammed through his chest, it’s not exactly a terrifying gesture, but it still feels a tad more aggressive than Nicky thinks the situation warrants.
     

    (In which archaeologists make a discovery, Joe is upset, and Nicky trolls historians.)

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    08 Aug 2020

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    John is back, and Dean is angry. My take on the 300th episode. Mind the tags.

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    25 Apr 2020

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    Dean has it out with John the way we want in s14e13

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    21 Jan 2020

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    A week ago, Dean was pulled out of Hell. Now, he’s apparently woken up in 2018, and the angel that a mere twenty-four hours beforehand had threatened to chuck him back into the pit is sleepily pouring himself coffee and wearing Dean’s second-favourite Zeppelin shirt. It all seems like a perfect happy ending, but with Hell’s scars still so fresh, Dean can’t imagine how he could have possibly gotten there.

    At the same time, the Dean who went to sleep in the bunker, right next to Cas, wakes up on Bobby’s couch in 2008. He’s instantly bombarded with questions by a Lilith-obsessed brother and a man who’s been dead for years, and must decide between keeping his finally-perfect life intact, and the lives he could save by re-writing history.

    Regardless of these choices, both Deans are trapped in the wrong decade, and their only way back lies with a Castiel still very much under Heaven’s thumb – one who might find the future Dean describes difficult to believe.

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    19 Dec 2019

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    ‘So,’ Tommy says around a mouthful of fries, ‘what the fuck is the deal with you and Hargrove?’

    And that’s really the goddamn question, isn’t it?

    He wants to know Billy. Wants to know why he is the way he is. Wants to be able to figure out what the fuck he’s thinking when he looks at Steve like that, when he touches him like it doesn’t mean shit and like it means everything all at once. Wants to know why he talks so much shit, why he needs to fight, where all that fire comes from. Why he’s so volatile, why he’s such an asshole, how he can be so fucking mean and so fucking sweet in the span of seconds, at the same time, even.

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    05 Dec 2019

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    Steve Harringtons father was terrifying, his words were cold and his eyes were even colder. For as long as he could remember his father was a looming prescence always there and never happy.

    or Steve's father is an emotionally abusive dick and he's struggling to cope with it

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    21 Aug 2019

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    When the Daily Mail floats a new story, Malcolm and Jamie know that their duty to stop it goes beyond partisan loyalty.

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    11 Apr 2019

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    Something happens that makes Bruce angry. So angry that he doesn't hulk out, but stays calm and proceeds to do something incredibly intelligent, precise, and shit-your-pants-scary.

    See, the real person to be afraid of isn't the rampaging Hulk but the super-genius who knows how to control gamma radiation and has learned exactly where the most vulnerable parts in the body are and how long someone can stay alive under intense pain. He knows how to break a person mentally, how to prey upon people's fears and out-psyche them. He also knows that there is no stopping himself once someone close to him has been hurt.

    Chapter Two: In which the team finds out that Bruce isn't all together the nice person they thought he was.

    (Notice Tags Please)

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    10 Apr 2019

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    What if the Twilight Saga was re-written with Jacob as the Protagonist? What if instead of Bella being the new girl in Forks High it was Jacob? What would happen when the wolf warrior and the cold one parts crossed and their destiny was already written? Would the two of them be able to co-exist in peace? Or will they be torn apart.

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    05 Sep 2018

  20. Public Bookmark 56

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    "Ex-preacher. Tried it, was shit at it. Can't save people who don't wanna be saved, as my father used to say, and some days it felt like the whole damn planet wanted nothin’ more than to go to hell in a handbasket. I waited and waited for a sign that never came, and when it got all silent where God used to speak to me, I gave it up." He shrugs, as if to say and now I'm here.

    "And your plan B was to load a shotgun, grab a lady friend, and go on a crime spree? Blimey. That's an attitude that'll getcha far in life."

    (or: cassidy meets a preacher man walking the left-hand path)

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    29 Aug 2018

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