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The 118 gets invited to a cabin resort in the woods.
When strange things start to occur, only one person can help them.Bookmarked by xxan3
10 May 2026
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“I think maybe Pepa's setting you up with the wrong people,” Buck blurts out.
“I did like him, he just–”
“I mean–” Buck huffs, and then he really gets going, “he’s basically just some–some emotionally unavailable douche who dragged you all the way out to Studio City fully intending to ditch you until he realized he had a chance to get in your pants, which–where, in some restroom? And don’t even get me started on–like, you said you sucked his dick, but what about you? Did he even get you off? That doesn’t sound very considerate! Frankly, he sounds like a terrible guy, and you should let me set you up with someone!”
Eddie’s brain isn’t going remotely as fast as Buck’s, because he’s still slowly making his way from his first thought (did I ever tell him I was meeting Matt in Studio City?) to his second one (has he been thinking about if and how I got off this whole time?) when Buck says that last part, and then it takes another moment to sink in. He blinks at the table. He blinks at Buck. “I’m sorry, what was that?”
Or: Eddie comes out, Pepa takes the initiative, and Buck follows her lead.
Bookmarked by xxan3
10 May 2026
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But you know that you're needing it, And you know that you need it bad by Jason_Todds_Thigh_Holster
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Apr 2026
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''What are the facts here, Buck? Tell me them! Because you should know that none of this, absolutely none of the fucked up shit you tell yourself is true. Not even the slightest bit,''
''It's facts that you want?''
''You know I do,''
''Fine, Eds. Here they are, we both know I should be in that coffin six-feet under instead of Bobby,''
''You didn't..'' Didn't what? Didn't just say that? No, Eddie couldn't ask that because he knows too well that Buck had said it. ''I need you to repeat that, what did you just say, Buck?''
Eddie swallows. He wants to weep, to cry. Cry until there's nothing left. His eyes burn, but he has nothing else to give.
He's broken from his spiraling thoughts finding that Buck still hasn't responded.
''No,'' Eddie bleats. ''No, you can't - you cannot say something like that, Buck, don't..''
''It should've been me, Eddie. It always should've been me instead of Bobby,'' Buck insists, eyes squeezed shut. Willing the fresh gleam of tears to not cascade down the blonde's cheeks. ''And I'd reverse our roles instantly, I'd be the one in that coffin if it wasn't already nailed shut,''
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- Part 1 of Evan Buckley Angst
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10 May 2026
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My dear Eddie,
I don’t know how long I have but I am hoping you will receive this anyway. I’m sorry. In case I don’t make it out of here I just need you to know that I fought.Buck and Eddie are tangled in a life that’s equal parts chaos and devotion, their bond deepened by eight years of something that’s never quite been defined. As Buck begins to recognize that his feelings for his best friend run far deeper than he’s ever admitted, Eddie is still fighting his way through old wounds, trying to reconcile his past with the person he’s becoming.
They’ve spent years circling each other, too close to let go and too afraid to name what’s between them, until everything changes. When Buck is taken hostage, the fragile balance they’ve maintained shatters, forcing both of them to confront what truly matters.
Or: Buck ends up in a hostage situation with only his apple watch linking him to Eddie. While his battery is running out he tries everything to make it back to the man he loves.
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10 May 2026
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After Eddie leaves, Buck doesn't know what to do with himself. So naturally, he gets drunk and writes him a letter instead of texting him. Because that makes sense.
Bookmarked by xxan3
10 May 2026