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  1. Rec *

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    “Ya loobloo ty—” Shane tries to repeat the Russian phrase that Ilya has told him more than once in the last five minutes but Ilya cuts him off abruptly. 

    “I love you.” 

    The numbers on Shane’s heart monitor skyrocket, so much that Yuna is tempted to call a nurse, or maybe take the elevator to the roof and scream until her throat is raw because this can’t be the real world, this must be some weird, crazy dream her mind must have come up with after too much wine.

    Ya tebya lyublyu,” Ilya says again. “Means I love you.” 

    After Marlow’s hit, in his confused state, Shane begs the trainers to tell Ilya that he is okay but they think Shane wants Ilya to come to the hospital with him, so they get him. And Ilya… goes.

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    21 May 2026

  2. Rec 97

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    Week 2 Challenge Prompt: Shane comes out to Montreal Team.
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    Shane comes out to Montreal during training camp after the summer at The Cottage. He does it before practice thinking he can just say it and it will be over. Rip off the band-aid. Private life is private no big deal.

    Unfortunately for Shane, he doesn't know he's autistic and the "panic attacks" he thought he had under control were really autistic meltdowns from an overwhelmed nervous system.

    When the tension in the locker room & practice creates a cascading effect in Shane's mind he experiences one of the worst episodes since childhood.

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    14 May 2026

  3. Rec 55

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    He was on the ice. And then he wasn’t. He was okay. And then he wasn’t.

    He was a hockey player, and then he wasn’t.

    Ilya retired last season. Following a scare from Ilya, Shane is now also retiring. Ilya blames himself, Shane hates being autistic, and both have to navigate their lives without hockey for the first time.

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    Or: a few moments following Shane's retirement from hockey.

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    12 May 2026

  4. Rec 45

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    Shane had an overwhelming day, Ilya helps him through it.

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    09 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 63

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    If there was one thing Shane knew in this moment, it was that he was so fucked.

    This fic is going to stick mostly to the cannon of the books and show, but there will be some added moments and other fun little things like that. Also I'm going to try and include a song for each chapter. Idk how often I will be updating, but I hope you enjoy. The majority of this fic will consist of scenes that jump around, adding to and expanding on things we see in the show, while also filling in details we don't. However, I have my own twist on things.

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    21 Feb 2026