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Taehyung was the first one to sit on the chair while the other members were supposed to walk around him, say or do stuff and he was supposed to pick the most memorable one for the fancafé.
Right at the beginning, Seokjin kissed his hand and he was already losing it, chuckling like crazy. Then Namjoon told him a nice thing about his longer hair, which he really appreciated. When Yoongi came and kissed him into the hair, he almost lost it because what the fuck, Yoongi? When Hoseok came and also kissed him into the hair, he couldn’t hold it anymore and burst out laughing into his hand. Then it was Jungkook’s turn and Taehyung didn’t know what to expect.
The maknae came to him, put one hand behind his neck and the other on his biceps, leaned it and kissed his cheek. This action earned loud laughs and cheers from the other members. Taehyung was laughing but he was flustered as hell, he couldn’t believe that Jungkook just did that. It was just a small peck but it was enough for Taehyung to almost stop paying attention to what happens next.
Jimin also came and kissed his head, at that point he honestly thought he’d pee himself from holding back his laughter. Then Namjoon came and kissed his hand and Yoongi came in and kissed his head again. And finally it was over, not that he wouldn’t appreciate all the love the members were giving him but he was worried about his mental health.
Then he was supposed to say what was his most memorable moment. Everything in him screamed the kiss from Jungkook but he knew he couldn’t say that. Not only because the fans would go crazy about Taekook (which he was sure will happen anyway after the kiss) but he’d also feel so embarrassed in front of the others and especially the maknae for saying that. So he chose Namjoon’s comment on his hair because that was the most innocent.
Then it was Jungkook’s turn to sit on the chair and Taehyung was supposed to go first. He really didn’t know what to do or say but then he thought that he could repay the favour back to Jungkook. He was considering his options, it wouldn’t be weird or obvious if he does that right? All the members just kissed him few minutes ago(although only Jungkook did on the cheek).
Taehyung thought: what the hell. He went to Jungkook, grabbed his chin gently with his fingers, turned his cheek little bit to his direction, kissed it and quickly walked away. Jungkook’s eyes widened slightly and he fidgeted with his legs while he was slightly smiling. The other members were taking turns coming to Jungkook and Taehyung watched with horror that no one else kissed Jungkook like he did. What the hell? Great, now it will look totally awkward and obvious. He wanted to face palm so badly right now.
Then it was the others’ turn and Taeyhung nearly forgot about the kisses. He was reminded of it however pretty quickly, when the cameras stopped rolling and they went to the dressing room to get rid of the clothes and go home.
“Taekook shippers will go crazy, seriously you guys are unbelievable,” Hoseok laughed and grinned provocatively at the two youngest members.
“Seriously, can you just do us all a favour and get together already? You know what it’s like to watch your shameless flirting all the time?” Jimin joined his roommate in teasing his best friends. Taeyhung wanted to smack his friend so badly right now. Jimin was the only one who knew about his small crush on Jungkook and Taehyung knew that Jimin didn’t mean to give anything out but still, he didn’t have to say that. He could feel his cheeks burning up so he decided that the best defence is an attack – being cheeky, that always worked out for him. Taehyung didn’t want to give the satisfaction to the others for teasing them, so he walked over to Jungkook.
“Well, Taekook is obviously the best ship in the group, you are just jealous,” Taehyung deadpanned and wrapped his arm around Jungkook’s shoulder with a huge cheeky grin on his face. The maknae looked little bit flustered at this action and Taehyung’s words but when the older poked him into the ribs, he started giggling. Jungkook of course never gave up without a fight so he started tickling Taehyung and they both fell into a small play fight. The other members were just watching them amused. After a minute, no one was paying them attention anymore because this was just a normal occurrence.
Yoongi was the first one to leave to go to the car. Taeyhung and Jungkook were still fully dressed in their photoshoot clothes, still fighting and bickering. The oldest rapper passed them and murmured lowly: “Jesus, just fuck already.”
Taeyhung and Jungkook both snapped their heads at that. They looked briefly at each other. Taehyung’s cheeks were red and Jungkook coughed awkwardly. They separated and went to change their clothes.
Later that night, Jungkook was rolling in his bed, failing to fall asleep. He couldn’t stop thinking about his members’ words. He knew it was just a teasing – mostly – but there was something uneasy under his skin when he remembered Jimin’s and Yoongi’s words. He wasn’t stupid or oblivious, he has realized years ago that he and Tae have always had quite close relationship. Some of the touches they shared were very questionable, the way they were so comfortable around each other was questionable and the way he felt about Taehyung kissing his cheek was definitely questionable.
He could still feel the older’s lips on his cheek, it was just a quick peck but it was still lingering there. He’d be lying if he said that he didn’t like it and that it didn’t leave him flustered. He briefly wondered if Taehyung felt the same about his kiss.
He’s somehow made his peace with the fact that he might feel something for Taehyung quite some time ago and he was pretty sure that the other felt the same. But neither of them ever decided to act on it. With their jobs, the constant spotlight and cameras around them, it would be just too complicated. So that is how things have been for seven years, ever since their trainees days.
But the feeling of Taehyung’s lips was still there as well as Jimin’s and Yoongi’s words and he suddenly wondered what it’d be like to feel Taehyung’s lips against his, instead of the cheek. He wondered what it’d feel like if he touched Taehyung and Taehyung touched him back. He could feel a buzzing under his skin and he rolled onto his other side again, groaning in frustration. After so damn many years, why now? He made promise with himself a long time ago not to let his emotions in the way of their work and decided to just ignore it and be just Taehyung’s friend and co-worker. So why did he suddenly feel the urge to break that promise?
After another hour of rolling in his bed, Jungkook groaned and got up. He was sitting on his bed for few minutes, rubbing his face with his palms. They were in the middle of the promo for their Tear album, about to record and release the Answer album and then go on tour. There was no time for that. But when in Jungkook’s life was time for anything? He loved his life, he really did, he wouldn’t trade it for anything. He loved his job, he loved his members and his fans and he couldn’t be more grateful. But this life has stolen most of his youth from him. Of course there have been times when he experienced some normal teenage things – small relationships and sex included – but he always had to watch out and be careful. So what if he wanted to finally let go? Fuck it.
He got up from the bed and made his way to the hallway. He approached the door, raised his hand to knock but stopped. He was considering all the options for few more second but then he took a deep breath and knocked softly. He didn’t wait for the answer because he was pretty sure Taehyung was asleep so he just entered quietly.
“Kookie?” Taehyung murmured with a raspy sleepy voice, poking from the covers, looking to the door to see who it is.
“Yeah, it’s me, Tae,” Jungkook confirmed and slowly made his way to the bed. He sat down on the edge. Taehyung blinked few times, trying to get rid of the sleep and sudden nervousness.
“Is something wrong?” the older asked when Jungkook just sat there and watched him. He was shuffling nervously under the maknae’s gaze, he always did when Jungkook looked at him little bit too long and when he looked at him with THAT look.
“Um, about the kiss today,” Jungkook started slowly, he didn’t really know what to say. He didn’t even know why he came here.
“Yeah?” Taehyung looked at him hesitantly and sat up on the bed so he wouldn’t look up at Jungkook in an awkward angle.
“I wanna apologize if I overstepped some boundaries or something. I saw guys kissing your head and I wanted to beat them somehow so I didn’t really think about it. I wouldn’t want to make you uncomfortable or something,”
“It’s fine Kookie,” Taehyung smiled softly at him: “I kissed you too after, didn’t I?”
“Yeah, you did,” Jungkook nodded. They both stayed silent for few minutes.
“And, did you…” Jungkook broke the silence and trailed off, his eyes wandering nervously over the room but then he looked straight at Taehyung: “Did you like it? I mean…I did.”
“Yeah…” Taehyung breathed out: “I liked it too,” he said quietly, not really sure if Jungkook heard it but when he saw the maknae’s eyes boring into his, he knew he did. They were just staring at each other for few seconds. The air between them was heavy and Taehyung could feel his heart race. This was definitely new. They’ve shared some moments but they never really talked about anything, they always shrugged it off and went back to being friends. He didn’t understand why Jungkook decided to come and talk about it this time but he wasn’t angry, quite opposite actually.
“I actually…” Jungkook broke the silence again and stopped himself. Okay, this is it. He’s either doing it or not. It’s now or never. He sucked in a deep breath, looked directly at Taehyung and continued: “I wouldn’t mind to repeat it…Would you?”
Taehyung was staring at the younger with slightly parted lips. This definitely wasn’t what he expected. His heart was now thumping like crazy. Was this really happening right now or was he dreaming? After all those years of just walking around each other, ignoring the obvious feelings and connection between them, are they seriously doing it?
“I wouldn’t mind,” the older breathed out finally. Jungkook’s eyes widened at the answer, he wasn’t sure if he expected Taehyung to agree or not. He wasn’t sure if he wanted Taehyung to agree or not. If he refused, the things would be much easier. But now, when he basically offered himself to Jungkook, how could he go back now?
“Okay,” the maknae whispered and adjusted his position on the edge of the bed, shuffling little bit closer to the other. Taehyung was sitting there, almost not breathing as he was watching every Jungkook’s movement. The younger leaned close to his face, watching him intently. When he saw there was no resistance or hesitation in Taehyung’s eyes, he leaned closer, finally closed the gap and planted his lips softly against the older’s soft cheek. Taehyung let out a shaky breath.
“Is this okay?” Jungkook whispered, only few millimetres from Taehyung’s face.
“Yeah,”
Jungkook leaned in again and kissed his cheek again, this time twice and with bigger pressure. He leaned back to look at Taehyung again and again closed the gap, this time placing his lips on Taehyung’s jaw, kissing it slowly few times.
“And this?” the maknae whispered against Taehyung’s jaw.
“Yeah,” the older breathed out again. Then he almost stopped breathing when Jungkook leaned closer and planted a kiss to the corner of his mouth. He was dying to feel how Jungkook’s lips feel against his.
The maknae leaned back little bit, staring Taehyung deeply into his eyes and the older instinctively licked his lips. Jungkook’s eyes fell on them for a second before returning back to Taehyung’s eyes. There was a silent conversation between them and after a minute of staring, Jungkook finally leaned in and connected their lips. It was barely a brush, their lips were touching lightly and they weren’t moving but it felt so good.
Jungkook leaned back after few seconds, gazing Taehyung carefully. He was afraid that he’d overstep some boundaries but the older didn’t seem in any discomfort.
“Jungkook?” Taehyung spoke up lowly.
“Yeah?”
“Kiss me,” the older demanded and Jungkook didn’t have to be told twice. He leaned in again and captured those plump lips with his own again. This time little bit harder. Both of them started moving their lips slowly in a perfect sync. It was like their lips were meant to kiss each other.
They separated for few seconds, sharing a quick look but then they crashed their lips together again, this time with bigger urgency. Taehyung wrapped his arms around Jungkook’s neck, bringing him little bit closer while Jungkook cupped the older’s cheek with one hand and placed the other at the nape of his neck, holding him in place.
Taehyung sighed contently and Jungkook used this opportunity to sneak the tongue inside the older’s mouth and started exploring his mouth slowly. Taehyung’s tongue soon joined him and their wet muscles were dancing together. Jungkook broke the kiss after a while so they could both catch their breaths.
“More,” Taehyung let out a sound close to a whimper and Jungkook almost lost it. He obeyed and kissed Taehyung again, this time more roughly. In few minutes, they were full on making out. It was like they were making up for all those years of suppressed feelings, for all those years that they could’ve been doing this and they just couldn’t stop.
Jungkook brought his body closer and slowly brought Taehyung back to lie on the bed and lied on top of him. His hands sneaked under Taehyung’s t-shirt to grip his hips and he was loving the way his hot skin felt under his fingers.
Taehyung was running his hands all over Jungkook’s back, enjoying the way the muscles were tensing under his touch. They always broke the kissing for only few seconds to catch breaths as if they were afraid that if they were separated for little bit longer, it would all stop. And maybe it would because maybe they’d realize they shouldn’t be doing this and chickened out.
Jungkook licked into Taehyung’s mouth eagerly and he subconsciously brought his hips down. Taehyung moaned breathlessly into his mouth at the feeling and okay, this was definitely interesting. The maknae repeated the action with his hips, rubbing them against the other’s and it instantly sent an electricity down his spine.
“Kookie,” Taehyung breathed out when they broke the kiss. Jungkook immediately attached his lips to Taehyung’s jaw, kissing it quickly and then he moved on to the neck. The older was panting under him and Jungkook could feel his heart thumping against his chest.
The younger started grinding his hips down in steady movements while he was licking and biting down on the other’s neck and Taehyung let out a sweet tiny sound.
Jungkook looked at him and connected their lips in a heated kiss once more. Taehyung spread his legs under him for a better position and Jungkook happily shuffled between them.
“Fuck, Tae,” Jungkook groaned lowly at the feeling of their hips grinding together. Taehyung looked him deeply in the eyes, there were so many emotions in them, from lust and passion to loving and vulnerable.
They reconnected their lips again, for like hundredth time that night and they kissed roughly. Their tongues were battling together and they were moaning quietly into each other’s mouth at the feeling of their now fully erected cocks rubbing together.
Jungkook sneaked his hand down Taehyung’s body and palmed him through the pyjama pants. The older moaned into his mouth. He sneaked his hand into the pants and took Taehyung into his hand. His erection felt heavy in his hand. He pumped it few times slowly, which earned him more moans and gasps from the other and then he pulled him out of his pants.
Jungkook then sneaked his hand into his own pants, hissed at the contact and pulled it out as well. He lined himself up with Taehyung’s cock and started grinding his hips. They both started gasping into each other’s mouth, the feeling of the bare skin against each other felt incredible. Their kissing became sloppy, it was all teeth and tongue but they didn’t lean back to separate, too hungry for the kisses.
“Shit, Kookie,” Taehyung whined deeply, grinding his hips up to meet Jungkook’s movements. Their hands were roaming over each other’s body and their breathing was increasing.
“Fuck, Tae,” Jungkook groaned in the back of his throat and he buried his head in Taehyung’s neck. He started licking and biting on it while Taehyung closed his eyes shut, enjoying all the overwhelming feelings.
“Kookie, I’m gonna-“ Taehyung choked out. He’d be embarrassed for lasting that short but he could tell that Jungkook wasn’t any better. It was all just too much, all those years of holding back, all the floodgates were open now.
Jungkook looked up at him and crushed their lips together in a deep kiss as he sped up the movements of his hips. Taehyung gasped few times and bit down on Jungkook’s lip. The maknae opened his eyes just in time to see Taehyung’s eyes roll back in his head, his body shivered under him and the older spilled between their stomachs. Jungkook was watching him in awe and kissed him one last time before his own orgasm hit him and he added a load to Taehyung’s.
They stayed like that for several minutes, both breathing harshly and kissing lazily in their post orgasm states. When they came down from their heights, they looked at each other, both of them realizing at the same time what just happened.