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Wakatoshi,
My dearest, beloved, Wakatoshi,
As I write this, I’m scared. Because if you’re reading this, I’m probably long gone.
It’s 5 in the morning, I think. I know practice doesn’t end around 6 PM, so it’ll be a while before you see this.
There’s a lot I wanna tell you. I don’t know if I’ll have the time, or space on this paper to write it all, so I should probably start.
There’s probably a thousand little things going through your head. I know it’s hard to understand, but try to gather your thoughts and let this set in: I love you so much. Life never really had a meaning for me. And then, I met you. You helped quite a lot. But not enough. And for that, I’m sorry. I would’ve loved to stay with you, just a little bit more. But I can’t do this anymore.
I’d like to make a final request. You’ve always been the type of guy to stick to his own road, so it might be odd to you. But if you want to do one last thing for me, please don’t tell the others. I want to keep them as happy as possible before they find out for themselves. It goes against all odds of what you’d do in this situation, but please.
You’re strong. The strongest, most amazing guy I’ve ever known. I know you’ll be able to get through this. Please believe me when I say it’s not your fault. If anything, it’s my own.
I suppose this is our last goodbye. I’m not gonna lie, I wish I could kiss you right now.
I love you, Wakatoshi.
Yours,
Satori