Let's say you had the power to save everyone you've ever cared about and more. Let's say that you could have a do-over every time you lost, messed up, or missed something. You could have another try anytime, but you had to die to have it. At first, you're happy about it; nothing can stop you. "Just one more time." Then, it gets old. Your joints ache and you're tired, and no one around you knows why because you're the only one that remembers. "Just one more." Eventually, you want to give up. You know what death feels like. You've experienced it far too many times than anyone should. But now you know everyone by name, eye color, voice, the sound they make when they hit the floor. You can't just leave them to fend for themselves. "Just one more..." Then, you're done. You've had it. You cry into your pillow, wondering if the curse will ever end. You've lost count of how many times you've tried again. Then you think of those people you had tried to save; they would die without you. You would have blood on your hands. So you pull yourself together and put on a smile. You pretend it's the first time, and you walk through the door like the future is ahead instead of today. And then you say, "Just one more day. One more day."
Content Warning ((DO NOT READ THIS FIC UNTIL YOU HAVE READ THIS WARNING))
This author's note is very important for you as a reader. While I cannot really control whether you read this or not, I really care about each of you and I don't want you to stumble into this fic if it will cause you any pain. So, I highly suggest that you read this note before you continue to the prologue.
This is an Avengers fanfiction, for one, so there will be plenty of violent content (and eventual cursing). However, it is my character that will probably be more of a problem. Because of the power she has, death will be present in many of the chapters. Suicide will be mentioned fairly often as well.
I am not taking these subjects lightly in any way. I know that these are very serious topics and that some people are strongly affected by them. With the way my character was designed, though, there is no way to avoid writing these subjects in.
This fanfiction will generally be a casual fic, like most of the others you will read on this website. However, as I've said, there will be several mentions of death (both of the main character and other major characters) and suicide, and that is why this note is included, and that is why this fic is rated Explicit.
There will not be any in-chapter warnings for when these subjects will be mentioned. PLEASE, if you are under the age of 18 or affected negatively by mentions of death or suicide, do not read this fanfiction.
Takes place between Captain America: The First Avenger and Iron Man (( Iron Man takes place in either 2008 or 2009 before the Captain wakes up in 2011. ))
Synopsis: A young woman stops at the bank with big plans for her future. While she's there, she discovers that she's not as normal as she had always believed.
(( This is the cover I use for my other fanfic accounts. ))
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