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Atsumu lent against the newly built bridge in the park, staring down at the water below, he tossed a rock in and watched the water bounce up and still again. He was completely unaware of the fact he was being watched by a black haired man, in the back seat of a town car, stuck in traffic at the edge of the park.
Sakusa stretched his legs out, watching the man, and smiled, he turned and spoke to one of his guards.
"See the blond on the bridge. I want a new toy. Go. Fetch. Unharmed."
The guard opened the door and got out immediately, moving to approach Atsumu.
"Good afternoon, lovely day isn't it?"
Atsumu startled, looking up from the water, he smiled and hummed in agreement as a reply. The guard glanced around, there were too many people to just grab him, he tried a tactic that always worked. Money.
"I actually got sent over here because you've been randomly selected to win 500,000 yen. You're being filmed right now, how do you feel?"
Atsumu let out a soft laugh, eyeing him, he looked around.
"What?"
"Congratulations. If you come with me, we'll get you sorted out with the cash."
"Ah.." Atsumu started, he was taught not to trust strangers, he shuffled away and looked back at the water, "I'm sure someone else needs it more, thank ya though."
"It's perfectly legit, the gentleman over there with the black case has it inside. You just take the case and walk away now."
Atsumu looked around, he sighed and nodded slowly.
"Okay."
The man lead him towards the edge of the park where the other man with the case picked it up and started moving away in the other direction, blowing the guards plan out the water.
"Fuck."
He pulled out a needle and jabbed it in Atsumu's neck, and carried him over to a second car that had stopped to wait for him, dumping him inside then got back in, driving back to the tower block Sakusa owned. He made quick work of tying Atsumu to a chair in the basement and stood waiting for him to wake up.
"Help!" Atsumu yelled at the top of his voice as soon as he woke up and realised where he was.
"Yelling isn't going to get you anywhere, you're three stories below ground," the guard said, sounding bored.
Atsumu looked over at him, "let me the hell out of here, are ya fuckin' crazy?"
"I can't, I have to clean you up and make you all pretty. You're going to be a new toy you see. He broke the last one.. the guy wasn't so pretty anymore.. so the boss disposed of him. I hope you last a little longer then three days."
Atsumu let out a shaky breath, eyes wide, he started to panic.
"Let- let me out, yer fuckin' ill."
"Shall I let you in on a little secret princess?"
Atsumu glared at him, he didn't respond, so the guard continued.
"You want to know where you are?"
Atsumu swallowed, he nodded.
"Does Itachiyama mean anything to you?"
Atsumu remembers vague mentions of the name, but couldn't place it, he shook his head.
"The most feared Yakuza in Japan.. and at its lead, Sakusa Kiyoomi."
Atsumu looked down, realising he was never getting out alive, tears formed in his eyes and started to fall.
"Don't worry, a pretty little thing like you he will keep for at least a week."
"Let me leave.." Atsumu pleaded.
"Not a chance. My advice to you is... the once who lives the longest are the ones who just obey."
Atsumu stared at the floor, shaking, he nodded.
"You going to be good and let me make you all pretty for him?"
Atsumu felt sick, he nodded again, crying.
"I'm going to untie you okay? I know exactly what he likes most, it's your best chance of living."
Atsumu swallowed, he nodded for a third time, thinking keeping silent was his best bet. The man untied him.
"Strip for me sweetheart."
He held up a white leather skirt and bra. Atsumu stared at it, he let out a shaky breath, not moving.
"Either you put it on, or I put it on you. Up to you. Clocks ticking."
The man turned his back on him. Atsumu sighed, quickly stripping out of his clothes and pulling on the skirt, then struggled with the bra but eventually get it on. The guard turned again and ran his hand up the skirt, lifting it.
"Remove your boxers as well, then we will go meet your new owner."
Atsumu shook his head, taking a step back.
"You're the one who will get beaten if you go up there with them on."
Atsumu slid them down and kicked them off.
"That's better, let's go meet your new owner. Come."
Atsumu moved with shaky legs, feeling exposed and violated, he followed. The man took him into a lift, heading up at least 15 levels, to the top, then exited. He walked to a second lift, flanked with 6 guards, the front was black with a yellow circle on it, then a dark brown weasel with red eyes dripping in blood. He called the lift down, shoved Atsumu in and stepped back until the door closed on the blond, leaving Atsumu alone. Atsumu stumbled back against the side of the lift, and tried to hide in the corner.
The lift opened and a thin pale man with black curly hair sat in a pristine black and white suit. He looked up, his black eyes in sharp contrast to the black and white mask he wore.
"Come here."
Atsumu stared at him, pale, he didn't know if this was another guard or not, he didn't move. Sakusa picked up the gun on his desk and aimed it at Atsumu's head.
"The next time I have to repeat an order, you die. Got it?"
Atsumu shook with fear, his eyes wide, he got out the lift and walked towards the black haired man.
"Kneel down in front of me and open your mouth." Sakusa said, his voice commanding and powerful.
Atsumu did as he was told, the only small mercy in this whole thing, was the man wasn't really old like he had been expecting, Atsumu couldn't guess his age, but he didn't look like he was over thirty, and for what little he could see of the man's face, fairly attractive. Atsumu was brought back to reality with the sharp taste of metal on his tongue, Sakusa had inserted a pistol into his mouth. He froze in fear.
"Enter your pin."
Atsumu recognised his own mobile phone in Sakusa's hands, and quickly reacted out and typed it in. Sakusa opened his recent phone calls and withdrew the gun from his mouth.
"Who's ''Samu'?"
"Ma twin brother," Atsumu replied reluctantly.
"I see, thank you."
Sakusa opened a drawer full of phones, pulled one out at random, entered Osamu's number and hit dial.
"Hi, is that Osamu? Yeah I'm here with your brother, he hit his head pretty bad and isn't feeling great.. yeah.. no that's no problem. I can bring him over to yours. Yeah, that's fine. Okay thanks, bye."
Sakusa scrubbed down Osamu's address and tossed the phone in the fire behind him. He picked up his desk phone.
"Komori, got a collection for you to do, unharmed, just stick him in a cell for a few weeks. Yeah, I'll text you the address."
Sakusa took a photo of the note and wrote a message.
"I'm sure you've established from that little series of events who I am, why you should do as you're told, and not to fuck with me. Right?"
Sakusa smiled as Atsumu's phone started to ring, he picked it up, showing Osamu's face, and tossed it into the fire behind him, watching as the picture faded and Osamu's face disappeared.
"Don't hurt him! I'll do anythin'.."
"That's the idea. You do as you're told, when you're told, or I'll start sending you pieces of him in gift boxes. Got it?"
Atsumu felt bile rise up in his throat, he nodded.
"You know who I am?"
"I.. I think so.."
"Say it."
"Sakusa, Kiyoomi..?"
"Very good, the last toy didn't even know who I was. I had to beat him until he figured it out. Come sit on my lap."
Sakusa pat his lap with a sick smile. Atsumu frowned, swallowing and moved to sit on his lap, his body was shaking.
"You a virgin?"
Atsumu frowned more, "no.."
"Shame, I love violating that..." Sakusa smacked his thigh, hard. "move up onto your knees on my lap, hands on my desk."
Atsumu bit his lip to stop tears from falling, he did as told. Sakusa lifted the skirt, running his hands over Atsumu's ass, and squeezed.
"Now this, this is a nice ass. I approve. You should know, for everything you do that I approve of, you get something back from me. In this case, you get to eat what you like tonight. Move your legs apart."
Atsumu's breathing was uneven, he did as told once again, spreading his legs as much as he could, his thighs against the arms of Sakusa's chair.
Sakusa ran his hands up Atsumu's thigh and cupped his balls, the started running his hand over Atsumu's cock. Atsumu clenched his teeth together, body still shaking, he held his breath.
"Don't think you'll really need a cock, you won't be fucking anything again.. maybe I should cut it off," Sakusa mused, running his hand over it again.
Atsumu felt sick at the thought, bile rising up in his throat, that was beyond inhumane.
"What are you going to do for me, to let you keep it?"
"I-" Atsumu's voice broke, he clenched his fist against the desk.
"I asked you a fucking question."
Sakusa squeezed Atsumu's balls, hard.
Atsumu winced, "I- I don't know."
"You are disappointing me. You know why I've not asked your name? The same reason why I always have my toys heads shaved. It's part of your identity. I don't care about who you were before you walked in this door. Your only purpose now is to serve me. The only reason why you still have your hair is because I like it. That being said, if you annoy me, I will have you shaved. I own you."
Sakusa bent forward and sunk his teeth int the flesh of Atsumu's ass. Atsumu winced, shaking, this was grotesque, all of it.
"So you going to be my good little toy and do everything I ask?"
Atsumu scowled as Sakusa couldn't see his face, but nodded.
"Get off me."
Atsumu moved off of him, standing with shaky legs.
"Default position when given no other instructions is kneeling at my feet, not in the way of where I'm going to walk. If you're in the way, you'll get kicked or caned. Got it?"
Atsumu nodded, tears forming in his eyes again. He kneeled to the side of him. Sakusa looked down at him, and hooked a finger under his chin.
"No tears, I never want to see you cry, unless I'm beating you.. then.. you can cry... and scream...." Sakusa smirked. "You actually have a really important job to do today. Someones going to come and offer me a new toy to play with. I'll be keeping one of you.. so you need to prove to me that you're better for me than he is. You're going to sit on my lap, and do as you're told, and show them that I don't need their gifts, if you do that for me. I'll reward you. Understand?"
Atsumu wiped his eyes and nodded, though he was still visibly shaking.
"Good boy. Now lets decorate you." Sakusa opened a drawer and pulled out a collar, 'Property of Sakusa' stamped across it, and fit it around his neck, padlocking it in place. "Turn around and bend over, show me your ass."
Atsumu couldn't help but to glare at him as he turned around and did as he said. Sakusa slapped his ass hard.
Sakusa walked around him, holding a silver butt plug in his hand, with a flat end. On the flat end, the word Sakusa was written in black elegant script. He showed it to Atsumu.
"This goes in you, it doesn't come back out unless I want to use you, or you need to go to the bathroom. Nothing and no one enters you unless it's me, or I am with you. If anyone, ever tries to touch you, or put anything in you, you tell me, and ill beat them to death, you are mine and mine alone, understand?"
Atsumu's mouth ran dry, nothing's been in him, he nodded.
Sakusa moved around the back of him, and lubed up his finger. "Tight..." he commented. "ever been fucked?"
Atsumu shook his head, bile rising up in his throat.
"That... just earned you points in my book. I love a virgin." Sakusa worked him open and slid the thin plug inside. It was only small but it held tightly in Atsumu's tight hole.
"Final decoration. Come sit on my lap."
Atsumu had so much he wanted to say, though he didn't dare to. Instead he crawled onto his lap and glared at him. Sakusa slapped him.
"Don't you fucking dare glare at me you little shit."
Atsumu looked down, he scowled.
"I also don't like scowling."
Sakusa held Atsumu's cock and wrapped a spiked cage around him. It didn't dig in now he was soft, but when he grew hard it would hurt him.
"Don't want you entertaining yourself when you're alone. You only finish when I allow it."
Atsumu looked down at it in fear, he bit his lip to stop himself from making any facial expressions.
"Much better, you learn a lot faster than my last pet, I approve," Sakusa ran his hands through Atsumu's hair. "so pretty... I'm going to keep you for a long time."
Atsumu looked at him, eyes full of fear.
Sakusa picked up Atsumu's hand and pushed it against his own cock, rock hard and huge. "See what you fear does to me baby? You've turned me on."
Atsumu's breath caught in his chest, he stared at his hand then back up into Sakusa's eyes.
"Fear and pain are my two biggest turn ons... and I like being turned on.. I like fucking terrified boys..."
Sakusa bit his lip as he stared into Atsumu's eyes, he ran his finger over Atsumu's lips and pushed his thumb inside the corner of Atsumu's mouth. Atsumu opened his jaw, still shaking.
Sakusa ran his fingers over the surface of Atsumu's teeth, and stuck his finger between them.
"Right now I bet you're contemplating whether or not to bite my fingers aren't you? Question is, do you dare?"
Atsumu stared him straight in the eyes as he bit down, hard.
Sakusa withdrew his thumb and smiled.
"That took balls, I respect that."
Sakusa pulled him in by the collar and kissed his lips. Atsumu didn't kiss back, and kept his eyes open, frowning.
Sakusa looked up at his desk as the phone on it buzzed. He pressed a button.
"What?"
"They are here sir."
"Fine, send them up," Sakusa pressed the button again, "remember, sit on my lap, be good, or you will suffer. Make me look good and I'll reward you. Got it?"
Atsumu nodded slowly, determined to be the one that was chosen, he didn't want to consider what happened to the one who wasn't.
Sakusa looked up as a man came in, dragged a naked attractive young male with him by a collar and lead. The boy was unharmed but shaking.
"I've come to give you a gift sir. For allowing our time extension," the man said, looking in horror at the blond on Sakusa's lap.
Sakusa eyed him.
"Pretty... but.. my ones prettier. Why would I want yours?"
The man looked slightly nervous at that..
"Try.. try him out for yourself..."
Sakusa smiled and looked at Atsumu.
"Move."
Atsumu gave the boy on the floor a sympathetic look, he moved off his lap and kneeled to the side of Sakusa exactly as he had been instructed.
"Good boy." Sakusa said, stroking Atsumu's hair as he went by.
He took the lead of the other boy and dragged him across the room by his neck, to where Atsumu could see him.
"Kneel and open your mouth."
The boy hesitated and did. Sakusa stuck his gun inside his mouth and the boy started to cry. Sakusa looked up at the man who had brought the offer.
"You brought me a crier? You know I hate them. Get out."
The man stepped forward towards the crying boy, then hesitated.
"I don't think so, I'm keeping him," Sakusa said, smirking, "leave."
Sakusa waited for the man to leave then looked down at the crying boy, and punched him across the face. He heard Atsumu whimper in response.
"Worthless."
Sakusa walked away and pressed the button on his phone. The boy lay crying on the floor.
"Come take this trash away."
One of the guards came up, and picked the boy up.
"What do you want me to do with him boss?"
"Whatever you want."
The man nodded and turned to leave, taking the boy by the arm and pulling him into the lift.
Sakusa sat down and pat his lap. Atsumu crawled up, shaking more now. Sakusa frowned.
"You don't have reason to be scared, you were perfect, you get a reward."
Atsumu looked at him, he calmed down a little.
"What would you like as your reward? Some food?"
"I wanna leave.."
Sakusa scowled.
"Why would you want to do that sweetheart? You not happy here?"
Atsumu shook his head, he swallowed and looked down.
"Am I not treating you well enough? You implying I'm a bad owner?" anger bit into his voice.
Atsumu shook his head quickly.
"It's okay, you can leave. I'll call my men up to let you go."
Atsumu looked up, scanning his eyes, he didn't believe him.
"Of course, once that plug and collar come off.. you're fair game. Anything that happens to you between here and the door... well.. that's not in my control. My men are.. barbaric."
Atsumu shivered at the idea, "I'll stay."
"That's good, I'm not sure how much will be left of that crying little wretch by the time he makes it to the door, or in fact... how long it will take him to reach the door, could be days..."
Atsumu felt sick at the thought.
"But you're safe from them. I'm not a horrible person, I only hurt people for a purpose. Pain is how we learn see?"
Atsumu looked down at his lap, preferring to remain silent.
"What do you want as your reward then sweetheart?"
"Food I guess.." Atsumu mumbled.
"What food would you like?"
"Anythin'."
Sakusa hummed. "At least you're easy to please. You hungry now?"
Atsumu shook his head, he should eat but he's lost his appetite thanks to what he just witnessed.
"Lets go get you introduced to your new home, shall we?"
Atsumu sighed, nodding.
Sakusa moved to the door to one side of his office. A large black bed stood in the middle of the room, at the foot of the bed, was a metal cage, large enough for a man to lie in, with a blanket and a thin pillow on the ground, and a set of steps leading up to it, to leave the cage floor at the same height as the base board of the bed.
"Wanna test out your new bed?"
Atsumu scowled.
"What did I say about scowling? I made the floor of it nice and soft, you'll look all pretty in your cage baby. Up you get now."
Atsumu scowled more, this was humiliating. He crawled up the steps on all fours and into the cage. Sakusa shut the cage and locked it. He lay on his bed and smirked.
"You can earn upgrades from me you know.. softer cushions, better blankets and pillows.. nicer food.. better outfits. I reward good behaviour."
Atsumu sat back on his heels, staring at the floor, he felt like an animal.
"Do you want to come out?"
"Yes."
"That's no way to speak to your owner now is it?"
Atsumu sighed, "please?"
"You can address me as Sir or Master."
Atsumu pinched the bridge of his nose, mumbling something.
"What was that?"
"Nothin' important."
Sakusa reached out and undid the bolt.
"Come lie down here with me."
Atsumu frowned, crawling out and moving to lay on the bed, as far as he possibly could from him.
"Oh come on sweetheart, I don't bite... too much."
Atsumu looked away from him,
"Can I have some clothes.. master?"he bit out.
"You're wearing clothes."
"Normal clothes."
"Not like being in a skirt?"
"Not for ya."
"So you do like being in a skirt, you just don't like being accessible to me?"
Atsumu sighed, nodding.
"There's something you aren't getting sweetheart. I own you. You're never leaving. So you can either suffer through it all, or learn to like it."
"If.. I mouth of I'm I gonna get shot?"
"Depends if what you say makes me angry. How about.. since you were such a good boy for me earlier with my business partner, you get a few moments to say whatever you like to me, and I won't hurt you for it, that's your reward. Deal?"
"Okay, sure, let me start off with the fact that yer a fuckin' vile creature, ya don't fuckin' touch people if they didn't ask ya to, or let ya, ya don't take somebody's life and dispose of them for the hell of it. What's yer fuckin' issue? Get me out of this shitty place, I don't want to stay here and be raped till ya get bored and kill me. Genuine fear and trauma bringin' ya pleasure takes away all decency from ya, yer vile, ya make me sick."
"You overlooked one thing in your little rant. I like being sick and vile."
Atsumu glared at him, "let me leave."
"Tell me something. If you walked along a beach, and found a really pretty shell on the ground. It was stunning, flawless, the most beautiful thing you've ever seen, would you pick it up and take it home? Treasure it, and look after it?"
"I'm not an object, or animal, don't compare me to one asshole."
"No, genuinely, answer my question, would you take it home, or would you leave it there for everyone else to enjoy?"
Atsumu sighed, he knew his answer would only prove his point, "Take it home."
"Exactly. I did it once you know. Found a real pretty boy, wanted to take him home and marry him. But I didn't. Know what happened? A week later he was raped and beaten to death. I lost him because I didn't take him home. Real pretty thing like you, was bound to be a target. I saved you from that. No one will ever hurt you, or break your heart ever again. All you're going to get is me, appreciating your beauty."
Atsumu closed his eyes, he didn't say anything in return. He felt sick. Sakusa ran a hand up his thigh, onto his ass. Atsumu opened his eyes and sucked in a breath, he looked at him, pleadingly.
"Do you want me to make you feel good sweetheart? I know all the right buttons to press."
Atsumu laid back, heart racing a little, he didn't say anything. Sakusa scowled.
"You ever given head?"
Atsumu sighed in relief a little, that was better than the other option, he nodded.
"Give me head then."
"If I don't?"
"It wasn't me asking if you wanted to."
Atsumu frowned, he moved between his legs, waiting. Sakusa looked at him.
"What?"
"What do ya mean, what?"
"Why haven't you fucking started?"
"I-" Atsumu didn't want to touch him, he faltered, face visibly upset. He used shaky hands to undo Sakusa's pants pants.
Sakusa shoved Atsumu away from him, then got up, he pulled down his pants and tossed them aside, and moved across his room, grabbing a few items and returning. He put a black leather strap around his own thigh, and took a very short chain, attaching one end to his thigh strap, and the other to the O loop at the front of Atsumu's collar. Atsumu had the ability to move about half a metre away.
"You're staying attached to me like that until you learn to comply better with my demands."
Atsumu looked up at him, he swallowed, looking away. Sakusa grabbed a crop from his bed side table and brought it down on Atsumu's back, hard. Atsumu whimpered, he let out a sharp breath before taking him into his mouth.
"Finally doing as you're told."
Atsumu looked up at him in a glare, taking him into his throat. Sakusa grabbed him by his hair, holding tight, and thrust into his mouth harshly, then held him down. Atsumu choked, then gagged, pushing against his thigh to try and move back, his eyes watered. Sakusa released him, laughing.
"Feels so much better when it hurts you."
Atsumu glared at him, he bobbed his head, not taking him very far in.
"Deeper."
Atsumu let out a breath through his nose, then slowly breathed in and pushed farther, he gagged himself, tears pricking at his eyes.
"Good boy. You're learning."
Atsumu stayed glaring up at him, he had to blink away a few tears before he could really focus his vision. He took him in farther, gagging himself repeatedly until tears dripped down his face, he had to pull back.
"Oh and if you were considering biting my cock... you won't like what happens to you."
Atsumu hummed, the idea leaving his head, he stayed bobbing his head. Sakusa ran his finger through his hair.
"Just so you know... I know how much to feed someone to stop them starving to death, but leave them constantly hungry, and I know just how much blood a human can lose before they die. If you annoy me, things will get very painful for you, very quickly."
Tears blurred Atsumu's vision now, and not just from the constant choking, just those words made him want to stay good while serving for him. There was no escaping, not from someone like him.
"I'm going to push you until I break you, and rebuild you, completely bent to my will. You will know nothing but commands and following them, nothing but living to serve me. You will love me unconditionally, and be broken to me. Well, you'll do that or you'll break and go insane, I've not had a successful result yet, obviously, otherwise you wouldn't be here."
Atsumu was shaking now, both sounded awful, he didn't know if he'd rather die or not.He bobbed his head quicker.
"Let's see it in action shall we?" Sakusa picked up the crop, "what's your name?"
Atsumu pulled off a second, he hesitated a moment, I thought he said I was just a body to him, names weren't important."Miya Atsumu."
Sakusa hit him with the crop across the back. "The first introduction to the association with your name bringing pain. I'll ask again. What's your name?"
Atsumu winced, "I- un.. unimportant?"
"Nice try.. but you're thinking your name right now." Sakusa hit him again. Harder.
That's not fair.Atsumu winced, he didn't know the right answer, so he went back to sucking him.
"Do you want to know how I became what I am?"
Atsumu was a little curious, but didn't stop filling his mouth, he simply looked up at him.
"The real Sakusa Kiyoomi is dead. He was some 50 year old stupid moron who just liked shooting people. I rose to this power in just one year, I studied psychology in college, and I mean, really studied it. I learnt about the human mind in ways others wouldn't dream of. I conducted experiments of manipulation and reconditioning on my class mates, my teachers, anyone I could. I drove one teacher into a mental institute. It's really interesting what the human mind can be made to believe."
Atsumu's eyes filled with fear, he choked out of surprise but continued to suck.
"I found out I had a gift for manipulation and influencing people. People make natural assumptions, like you'd naturally assume that the lead of the most powerful Yakuza would be older.. but, I'm only 22. I inherited my fathers debt to the Yakuza when he killed himself. I had no idea who they were, I just knew I was in trouble. Long story short... it took me 6 months to start wrapping my way around this place, like vines. By the time they realised what was going on, it was too late. I had poisoned the top players. I convinced the ones left that I would make them rich and powerful, they listened, and here we are."
Atsumu eyed him, so he was smart, he didn't have some traumatizing background, he was just smart.
"What's the easiest way to get someone to do what you want? Fear? Intimidation? Pain? That's what these fucking morons don't understand. You change their way of thinking, you reinvent them, so they think it was their thoughts, their ideas. A little emotional and psychological manipulation and they bark when you say bark."
Atsumu listened closely, knowing all of this, maybe he could prevent himself from becoming a victim.
"So Miya, would you like to stop giving me head now?"
Atsumu pulled off quick, nodding, his throat hurt. Sakusa smiled and smashed the crop across his back.
"What's your name?"
Atsumu winced, eyes filling with panic, he still didn't know what to do, and was still thinking of his own name.
"Lesson one. It's one of the hardest things to do. To not respond to your own name. You are attempting to recondition yourself from something you've known all your life. Your name is one of the biggest parts of your identity. Now you'll learn to associate Miya Atsumu with pain."
Atsumu frowned, habit was a hard thing to erase.
"I know, you're thinking it's impossible right?"
Atsumu nodded slowly.
"It's okay Atsumu, you'll make it. I believe in you."
Atsumu took notice of the name, he made no reaction. Sakusa hit him with the crop.
Atsumu winced, "But-"He went silent, looking down.
"What went through your head when I said your name? Something like 'I must not react to my name or I'll get hit' yes?
Atsumu frowned, nodding slowly.
"And that, is you associating with your name. So you get hit."
Atsumu's frown deepened, he was gonna get hit no matter what. He thought of his brother and started to cry, looking down so he couldn't see.
"Look at me."
Atsumu wiped his eyes and looked up, shaking.
"What's wrong?"
Atsumu bit back a remark, but didn't have it in him to give a 'good' response. He stayed quiet.
"I asked you a question. I expect a full and truthful answer."
"I.. I'm still in the stage of accepting it, is all.. I'll get better for ya." Atsumu said quietly, frowning at his own words.
"Is it better or worse? Knowing that I didn't just want you for some sex toy?"
"I don't know." Atsumu spoke, he was speaking honestly.
"Would it make you feel better if I never touched you sexually?"
"Then what's my purpose?"
"I just told you. I want to recondition you."
Atsumu frowned, "Do what ya want to me."
"You don't care if I fuck you?"
Atsumu let out a breath, thinking. "If, if it gives me, a better chance of.. being let go."
"What do you mean being let go? You'll either break to my will, or die."
Atsumu's voice broke, "There's no other option? Even if I stay say... a year, do as ya please, ya'll never let me go?"
"I.. can see from a psychological stand point that me saying no to you now will break you in a negative way.. let me think about it."
Atsumu's frown deepened, eyes filling with tears "Yer not going to, ya just don't want me to freak out."
"No, I'm genuinely considering my options. No one I've had so far had actually tried to break themselves for me. You willing to actually put your all into it?"
Atsumu nodded, "Just don't kill me, or hurt anyone I know."
"Deal. One year, if I haven't broken you, you go free." Sakusa held out his hand.
Atsumu sighed in relief, this year was going to be hell.He took his hand and shook.
"Any other demands to add in? Now is your one and only shot."
"Not to sleep in a cage.. don't give me any STD's.. to be able to eat a healthy amount and.. don't make me hurt anybody..." Atsumu trailed off, struggling to think quickly.
"But you look so cute in your cage."
"Not overnight or a long period of time, it freaks me out."
"Okay, punishment only. I don't have STDs, I'll feed you and won't make you hurt anyone. That it?"
"Don't kill me or anyone I know, or hurt them, ya can hurt me.."
"Yeah that's fine. I don't have your brother, he's perfectly happy at home. Of course, he might think you're dead now, but that's his issue."
"He..say if he died.. I'd kill myself, what if, he does the same? That'd be yer fault, and that'd be against the deal."
Sakusa rolled his head back.
"Why did I fucking talk? I could have just kept you here and been done with it. Fine."
Sakusa unhooked Atsumu and got up and got a new phone. He came back.
"Put your brothers number in."
Atsumu put the number in.
"Want me to tell him the truth or make up a lie?"
"Make up a lie."
Sakusa nodded and hit dial.
"Let me talk to him, I'll convince him... and I won't say anythin' ya won't like."
"You do, and you and he both die."
Sakusa put the call on speaker and waited for Osamu to answer. Atsumu gave him a fairly believable story about having suddenly found out about a years study program in Italy, a ticket came up last minute and he had to leave for his flight in an hour. Sakusa listened to the twin get angry, yell about medication and stupidity, and hang up.
"C-Call back, please," Atsumu said, panicking.
"No," Sakusa got up, and moved across the room. He pulled out black sweat pants, boxers and a t-shirt from a drawer. "What medication are you on?"
"Oh.. oh it's fine I'll just.. have withdrawal and maybe relapse, I don't need it."
Sakusa threw him the clothing at him."Dress."
Atsumu caught it and changed quickly, anxious about his brother. Sakusa pulled a chain from around his neck, undid the padlock, and removed the collar.
"Lets go."
Sakusa walked out the door. Sakusa took him down to the garages and got in, driving towards Osamu's address and pulled over a few houses away.
"Tell him the flight got delayed, or whatever other bullshit you want. You have thirty minutes, go said goodbye to him. If you're not back here in 30 minutes on the nose.. you don't want to know what I'll do to him. If you try and run with him.. just remember that little cage on your cock is made out of solid titanium... you ain't getting it off without me, or without something dangerous enough to cut your dick off with it. Get out."
"What's the time?"
"14:47. Clocks ticking."
Atsumu nodded, he left and jogged towards Osamu's place, banging on the door.Osamu opened it in tears.Atsumu spent the next twenty five minutes spewing out utter lies, and explaining how he couldn't really contact him easily. They talked and talked until he had to 'catch his flight' and ran out the door. Atsumu jogged to the car and got in two minutes early, in tears, he felt relieved he could say goodbye if anything did happen. He was happy he left on good terms.
"Thank ya.. thank ya a lot." Atsumu mumbled.
Sakusa ignored him drove back to his home, then took Atsumu back to the bedroom, and put the collar back on him, before opening the bathroom door and starting the bath running. Once it had filled, he called Atsumu in.
"Undress and get in."
Atsumu quickly stripped and got in the bath. Sakusa removed his shirt, his body was ghostly pale and a long white scar ran down his chest, at least 8 inches long. He picked up a wash cloth, added soap and started to wash Atsumu's body. Atsumu eyed him for a moment, confused, but closed his eyes and let Sakusa do as he pleased.
Sakusa finished with his body, then washed and conditioned Atsumu's hair, before pulling the plug and helping the blond into a fluffy white towel. He led Atsumu out to his office and patted the wool rug in front of the fireplace, before adding another few logs to it.
"You hungry sweetheart?"
Atsumu nodded, confused by the sudden change in Sakusa's mood. Sakusa pulled his phone out, sending a message. A few minutes later, the lift opened and the sound of someone setting down a tray and leaving could be heard. Sakusa stayed sitting on the floor behind his desk with Atsumu until they'd gone. He got up then, and set the tray down next to Atsumu, a small pizza, chips, garlic bread and a few cans of soda on the tray.
Atsumu looked up at him, scanning his eyes and swallowing. Something was off, he felt a heavy apprehension.
"Thank.. ya.." He mumbled, starting to eat.
"You're welcome. I know it's early, but it's been a stressful day, would you like to take a nap once you're done eating?"
Atsumu's mouth ran dry, suspicious, "What am I yer boyfriend now, what's goin' on?"
Sakusa raised an eyebrow. "Would you prefer I go back to torturing you?"
"No but- I'm.. confused.. not complainin' but.."
"Not complaining, except that you are." Sakusa smacked his thigh.
Atsumu jolted a little, he continued to eat, he didn't want it to go back to being rough again.
"Better. Now eat your pizza and stop fucking complaining."Sakusa picked up a slice and took a bite.
Atsumu made an angry noise, taking his pizza from Sakusa's hand and chomping on it himself, nobody steals his food. Sakusa scowled, then wrapped his hand around Atsumu's throat, pushing his jaw open and stole the half chewed pizza out of his mouth.
"That's disgustin'." Atsumu said, laughing a little.
Sakusa shrugged. "Only saliva. No different to making out."
"It's, that's like brushin' yer teeth with someone else's toothbrush... it's gross."Atsumu shook his head at his lap and continued to eat.
"Perfect, your next punishment is using my toothbrush."
"Do ya want me to throw up on it? Because I will, I have a thing with.. that sorta stuff.. makes me gag."
Sakusa hummed.
"Fuck. I should have stopped by your place and got you to get your medication."
"Oh, it's fine, it's not like I'll die, I'll just.. want.. to die.."
"I am not dealing with this shit. What medication are you on?"
Atsumu sighed, "Lithium."
"Know your dosage?"
"400mg."
Sakusa bashed the button on his phone.
"Find me 400mg tablets of lithium. I want them within an hour," he hung up, "right there we go."
"Thank ya."
"You're welcome," Sakusa waited for him to finish eating, "nap?"
"Is it gonna be in the cage?"
"You made that part of your deal, so no."
"Then yeah.. I'll nap."
"Alright, come on." Sakusa stood up, offering Atsumu a hand.
Atsumu took his hand and stood, then was quick to drop it. Sakusa walked to the bedroom and pulled back the silk covers, he removed his pants and got into bed, holding the covers open for Atsumu. Atsumu eyed him a second then got under. He laid on the edge with his back facing Sakusa and closed his eyes.
Sakusa shifted over, wrapped an arm around his waist and dragged Atsumu away from the edge, then moved away, he tucked the blankets around Atsumu. Atsumu curled up and closed his eyes, but was unable to sleep. Sakusa sighed after about ten minutes and moved over, wrapped his arm around Atsumu and holding him.
"Better or worse?"
"I.. don't know.." Atsumu frowned.
Sakusa looked up at the knock on the bed room door.
"Enter."
A man came in, set a box of pills and a glass of water down on the bed side table and left. Sakusa opened the packet and popped one out, then shifted over to Atsumu and handed it to him, followed by the glass. Atsumu swallowed the pill and some water, then lay back down, finally drifting off, in Sakusa's arms.