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It was late into the night, and they just got back home from a fight that they obviously won.
“What do you think of when you touch yourself?” Ran asked curious, his eyes flickered to his younger brother who was perched on the bed across from him in their shared room. Unsure as to where this came from Rindou felt his stomach churn with anxiety and guilt. He wouldn't dare tell him the truth.
“You know, girls, and boobs and stuff, fuck I don’t know,” Rindou managed to say, and out of nervous habit he twiddled his fingers, hoping Ran wouldn’t press any further.
“Well, I thought you might say that, but that freaky magazine that’s in your underwear drawer sure says otherwise,” Ran glanced at Rindou, who was now obviously humiliated.
A few days ago Ran was in a rush to meet with their friends, and Rindou decided to wait for him outside to take a smoke break. Ran desperately dug through his own underwear drawer trying to find a clean pair, and much to his dismay, he couldn’t.
Tempted to take a dirty pair off the floor, he glanced at his brother's side of the room, deciding to borrow one of his. He opened the drawer to neon and bright coloured underwear, and unable to comfortably wear any of these under his white pants, he dug deeper, hoping to find a more neutral color. His eyes spotted a cream coloured pair. As he reached his hand down into the abyss the underwear drawer was, his hand hit something hard.
Thinking it was some casual porno mag that he wanted to hide from their parents, he decided to pull it out, and to take a quick glance at it. But contrary to his belief, it was a gay porno magazine.
He wasn't disgusted, appalled or even that surprised but rather intrigued.
“What the fuck!? Why the hell would you go through my stuff,” Rindou had gotten up and began to nervously pace the room, obviously defensive with his words.
“Relax, I’m sorry, okay? I just needed underwear, and stumbled across it, don’t worry it’s not a big deal to me,” Ran crossed his legs to sit more comfortably in his bed, resting his back on the wall. Rindou, who clearly wasn’t relaxing, left the room to calm down. Away from his brother, and away from his brother's gaze.
He didn’t want to be seen by him, especially when the thoughts of him started to run through his mind. The same thoughts he would think about as he fucked his hand to the magazine, imagining the men displayed in there as Ran. Being gay was one thing, but being gay and getting off to thoughts of your brother was something Rindou couldn’t let anyone know about himself.
When he was in middle school, the usual talk of girls and their bodies never really excited him. When taking small glances at his friends as they changed in the locker room, he felt a small twist of guilt and disgust when he enjoyed it. And he felt even more revolted with himself the first time he got a boner looking at Ran’s naked body.
As soon as he got time alone at home, he’d smother himself in Ran’s scent and in his brother’s bed, and immediately he would start to get hard. Nothing could beat the pleasure he’d get by imagining Ran fucking him, and when he stuck his slicked fingers shallowly in his ass.
He needed and desperately wanted it deeper.
A couple hours passed, and Rindou hesitantly made his way back to their room. The old floorboards creaked with each step he took, he was hoping not to wake Ran, expecting him to be asleep. He wasn’t ready to confront the topic any further, and frankly not at all.
He gently cracked the door open, and much to his relief he was greeted by Ran laying under the covers and the lights out. He then quietly shuffled across the room, and swiftly into his bed, trying his best to fall asleep as quickly as possible.
The room was silent, and he could hear his heartbeat pounding through his ears. He couldn’t fall asleep, not like this. Suddenly a voice boomed out into tranquility, and his body tensed as he heard his brother across the room.
“I was wondering when you’d be back Rin,” Ran cheekily said, and although the younger brother couldn't see, he knew he was smiling, and ready to continue their conversation from earlier.
“I’m tired and I want to sleep, so drop it, please,” Rindou tried to make Ran give up, at least for the night. But he knew it wouldn’t be so easy as curiosity would easily overtake Ran with no sign of diminishing.
“Okay okay, but I just have a couple questions,” Ran said, allowing his brother to think it over for a few moments.
Rindou finally sighed, rolling over to face Ran, who was already looking in his direction with his head propped up on his hand. “Okay, fine, what?”
“Well first off, have you ever been fucked? You know…up the ass?” Ran had no heed for the situation, and was clearly lacking many social cues.
“All right we’re done here, I’m just going to go to sleep,” Rindou immediately gave up, not bearing to have this conversation with his brother anymore, and trying to ignore the throbbing heat between his legs.
Before he made his way back to the room earlier, he made himself cum about four times in the bathroom, trying to milk himself dry so he’d stop getting boners for the night. Stupid of him to think so.
“Sorry, sorry, that was a dumb question, but seriously how does it work between.. two guys?” Ran thoughts raced, having some idea of what they do, but no idea about the specifics.
“Well, I wouldn't know, I’ve never done it,” Rindou finally admitted, turning to face the wall in defeat.
“Sure, if not someone else, what about to yourself?” Ran wouldn't drop the subject, causing a complete mess in Rindou’s pants, as he let himself ponder on thoughts about his brother thinking about him being fucked.
“Why do you even want to know this shit?” Rindou said anxiously, scared of what his brother might say. He shuffled his legs, and the friction of his pants against his agonizing, and now tenderly hard cock almost made him whimper. He bit his lip in frustration, tempted to leave the room to take care of himself once again.
“I’m not sure, but fuck, it’s kind of turning me on,” the statement made Rindou’s eyes widen, and he slowly turned his head over his shoulder to the sight of Ran’s dick in his hand. He never saw it fully hard, but it was big, slender and also plump. It looked delicious and Rindou couldn’t take his eyes off of it, as Ran pumped his dick at full tilt, in a hurry to come.
With no verbal response, Rindou slipped a hand in his own pants, not taking his eyes off of his brother, and began to stroke himself gently. His view was almost too good to be true, and it made him start to quicken his motions on his dick, excited to cum to the lewd scene he dreamed of for so long,
Ran was close and could feel the knot build slowly in his lower region, his hips began to thrust into his hand, as he chased the climax. He curiously looked over at his brother, forgetting he was there for a moment, and to his surprise Rindou had his eyes set on his dick, and slick noises came from beneath his blankets. It was evident that he was jerking off to Ran.
Although Ran should’ve been weirded out, he wasn’t, he enjoyed this feeling of dominance. So he gave Rindou a show.
He finally let his moans he’d been holding back slip past his lips, and as they hit the ears of his younger brother, he whimpered, unable to control himself. Ran being quite pleased with the response, continued to grunt and let out heavy breaths as he began to reach his orgasm.
White cum bubbled and shot out of his cock and pooled in his hand, and as he continued to ride out his high, it felt better than ever before. At this sight, Rindou couldn’t help but immediately cum, trembling and whimpering into his pillow, his hot cum oozed and spurted onto his sheets.
Recovering from their orgasm, they heavily breathed, and glanced at each other, well aware of their situation.
“Holy shit, I’ve never seen someone cum so much,” he eyed the obvious mess Rindou’s sheets had been made.
“Oh shut up, speak for yourself,” he barely managed to get out, completely overwhelmed and also confused with how casual Ran was after that.
Too tired and spent to bother cleaning themselves up, they fell asleep, as the cum began to dry on their skin.