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Summary:

It's an angsty smut fic. About chuuya and Dazai. Some events lead to chuuya's trauma and its dazai helping him out. Also it's an omegaverse.

I'm not good with summaries. Just hope you enjoy. <3

Chapter 1: Home

Notes:

Alright so this is gonna be an AU of bsd? It's going to be mostly nakahara and Dazai. But let's see if I can add up new characters or smth use the ones from the anime? Ig? Also this is going to be an omegaverse so sit back and let's enjoy some angsty smut shall we ;)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"No moreeeee! I'm tired!"
"We only saw a couple of them Chuuya. Don't be a lazyass"
"A COUPLE!?! DO YOU CALL SEARCHING 20 HOUSES COUPLE!?"
"Argh! Calm down! Fineee that's not a couple but as soon as we get a new house we can have a place of our own? Remember that's why we're doing this?"
"ya ya got it"

It's been hours since they both were house hunting. While chuuya constantly whining about how they can do it later but dazai being dazai didn't listen.

"hey what about that one?" Chuuya says pointing at their opposite direction.

The building looked maintained enough. It was pretty good, atleast from the outside, though Dazai looked pretty complexed after looking at it.

"What! Cmon what's wrong with that one? We can atleast check it? It looks fine to me" Chuuya states almost pulling dazai in that direction.

"Fine fine! Slow down chibi" it was ironic how that small figure was able to pull the other. But as soon as they reached a sense of uneasiness hit Dazai. His guts twisted. But Chuuya didn't seem to notice. He just knocked at the Watchman/owner's room.

"Umm Chibi I don't think it's a-"

"Please come in. My pleasure. How can I help you?" Dazai soon was cut off by the person on the other hand. He seemed polite.

Chuuya shivered. The presence of that man clearly made it clear that he was an Alpha, not that chuuya being an omega actually got attracted or something, but the mere presence of him was too dominating. It was too much to handle afterall he can't control his harmones either. He just clung closer to Dazai, squeezing his arm tight.

"Yea we just wanted to know if there are any vacancies for rent right now? If so we would like to take a look if you don't mind" Dazai said with a smile he really didn't wanna have rn. Maybe being Infront of an dominant alpha was triggering his harmones or maybe it was just his guts telling him to leave.

"Sure it would be my pleasure. Come this way young men"

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And just like that they surprisingly liked the apartment. It was spacious enough to have Chuuya's nest and then have a place for them to study at. It was a comfy apartment overall more like the best apartment they have been in till now. On top the rates were good too. Just in their budget. Everything was perfect.

"alright we will come back to you soon. Thank you so much" It was a miracle how dazai was managing to keep his patience at the moment because of the other aplha.

As soon as they step up Chuuya breaths heavily. Almost on the urge of hyperventilating. The scent of the other Alpha was too much. It reeked all around trying to mess with his harmones. Chuuya had his suppressants on him. He really didn't like everyone knowing his second gender.

"Hey Chibi, are you alright? Calm down. I know I know your harmones were messing up. But it's just me now" Dazai's voice was laced with worry. He hugs the omega close and gently rubs his scent glands on the other's. It felt good. Calm.

Finally, after a few minutes, chuuya calms down.
"hey? Feeling better?" dazai asks still rubbing his hand on the omegas back trying to sooth him.

"Y-yeah... Sorry...I guess I'm too tired. Can we continue tomorrow?...please?" Chuuya was indeed tired. They had been walking for almost 6hrs. And it was evening by now.

"it's alright. Don't apologize. I agree it's already dark. Let's go back to home."
Dazai just holds Chuuya closer. The omega just snuggles closer and let's how soft inaudible purrs. It was cute.

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As they reach their home, Well for now they were living as paying guests at an apartment. It was not bad at all. Everything was great, the owners were kind, but the only issue was created by their harmones..usually the owners don't lend the apartment to alpha and omega because of the mess their harmones create and it was really hard for Chuuya to spend his heat quietly and that is why they both were finding a house for themselves. (more like dazai insisting to get a house ASAP since he didn't like chuuya suffering. But he wouldn't admit)

They both spend a good time bickering here and there, having dinner together and finally getting ready for bed.

"Hey I'm gonna be in my nest, join in when you're done" Chuuya tiredly says while yawning. Little did he know dazai had some other plans to pay for troubling the omega all this morning.

"Alright chibi~" the alpha yells from the bathroom while washing up.

Chuuya groans when he feels his best sink when the alpha joins in.

"Took you long enough" the omega says while snuggling into Dazai's chest. It was warm and comfy. Felt nice.

"Sorry Chibi, let me make it up to you for today? What do you say~? Dazai smirks while nuzzling his nose into the omega's neck, inhaling his sweet and addicting scent. Dazai could get drunk on it.

"..mm-ngh" chuuya just whimpers at the contact as the Alpha starts leaving kisses and marks on his neck. Shivers ran down his spine at those mere action. He could actually feel himself leak and that mortified him thinking how fast he became wet on few mere touches. It didn't take long for dazai to notice. He smirks.

"Ah already so wet for me~ so cute" Chuuya just moans and hides more on those words.

The alpha gradually gets rid of their cloths making sure not to leave chuuya untouched. Currently he was sucking off the omega with great pleasure.

"D-dazai- no m-more Im- can't take i-it" chuuya was a babbling mess right now. He couldn't even comprehend straight words. Dazai edged him a few times to have a little fun but he decided to stop letting chuuya come undone in his mouth, and he swallowed every single drop cause why not.

The omega was panting so hard. Throat sure from all the moaning and silent screaming. Chuuya was very vocal during sex. He wasn't ashamed nor did he care and Dazai loved it. But because of the owners they had to make sure about their volume and that ticked dazai.

"..ngh... Dazai-pls just fuck me already" the omega was impatient, whining and whimpering pulling Dazai in a kiss. And who was Dazai to ignore it. The Alpha slipping his tongue past the other's lips and exploring their wet cavern, making chuuya taste himself. The kiss was heated and messy and passionate. Tho it was sweet like nector.

Dazai slowly slides his hand down to Chuuya's hole, it was a leaking mess, leaking with sweet slick it smelled so good. Slowly inserting one finger, the omega moans in the kiss breaking contact and panting out the Alpha's name as he fingers him.

As Dazai inserts the second finger, he starts prepping kiss down chuuya body gradually reaching the omega's nipple and swirling it in his mouth. Oh the reacting he gets is a sight to see.

Chuuya arches his back and shivers as the pleasure is uncontrollable. It was too much. Dazai swirls the bud in his mouth, sucking and biting it, as the omega bites his hand to stop the loud moans. And oh he was hard again. Dazai's fingers start thrusting harder as more slick starts the leak while giving the other nipple the same treatment.

"Dazai-can't pls. Wanna cum so bad. Fuck me already" The omega just arches his back and before he knows he's chasing his second orgasm, spilling all over his chest and a little on dazai's chest and spectrum too.

The Alpha let's the omega ride his high while slowly pulling off his fingers. Oh his hand was drenched. He licks it all off and just craves more. But he had his needs too. His cock was straining in his pants. He gets rid of the boxers and pushes himself gradually, just the tip, inside as the omega moans loud. Even after all the slick and fingering Chuuya was just tight as ever. It felt so good to be inside him that even Dazai couldn't stop himself from groaning loud.

As soon as the Alohs bottoms out, he couldn't wait for Chuuya to adjust, the pleasure was too much to handle that he had to start moving or else he would cum right there and there. His thrusts were slow but hard. And Chuuya couldn't control anymore he had to scream.

"DAZAI-so good! Ah don't STOP-"

"sweetheart quiet down-"

And Dazai was cut off by another loud moan by the omega. Oh chuuya was trying to be quiet. But he just couldn't. Not when he was being fucked mindless. Dazai had no option but to kiss the omega and drink up all his moans.

And it wasn't soon enough now that chuuya was thrashing under Dazai. He wanted to come so bad, trying his best to chase his 3rd orgasm, as the alpha kept hurting his prostate again and again while making sure to keep his own moans hidden in the omega's neck.

And it's not long before the omega is cumming again. Panting so hard, almost on the urge of passing out, a string of dazai's name is on his lips while he comes from his high.

And soon dazai's knot seems to start tingling too and that's when it hits him, he forgot the Condom. Oh shit. He was cursing himself pulling himself out immediately before letting the knot swell and chuuya let's out a loud what seems like a whimper and whine.

"Fuck-Sorry Ch-chibi can't knot you" Dazai whispers in chuuya's ear while chasing his high and it's not long before his cumming all over chuuya. It's a lot. And the alpha hears Chuuya whine and the hot sensation of the liquid. The lewd image of Chuuya filled with his cum makes dazai's cock twitch more and few more ropes dribble down.

Dazai just pants and lays down next to his lover. Chuuya was already passed out from the exhaustion. Dazai knew they had to clean up and waking up the omega didn't seem right so he just cleans them both with wet wipes even though it's hard with chuuya whining here and there in his sleep but he finally finishes cleaning off and gets back in the nest with his omega.

As soon as dazai settles down chuuya curls up again his chest and buries his nose into the Alpha's neck breathing in softky and purring for the other.

It just warms dazai's heart so much that He just wonders how lucky he got~

Notes:

Ahhhhhh well that was actually my first smut ever! Idk if you really liked it or not but I really hope it reached your expectations. My English might be terrible. Sorry 'bout that. Pls let me know what all stuff you guys like or want me to add into my writing. All suggestions are appreciated. Thank you so much. Hope you enjoy <3