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" You'll never become a star. " echoed through the blond's head , but the thought of Rui leaving Wonderlands x Showtime haunted him more. He was planning to try and convince Rui to not leave , but did he have the guts to say so? Tsukasa probably won't even have enough time to convince the director. Now it's just a battle between time.
The words Rui had said to him distracted him so much from thinking though. He wasn't sure if Rui's only reason was because of the show , even after knowing Rui for a year or so he still doesn't understand the director one bit. If Rui were to actually leave , it won't only break WxS apart but also his friendship with Rui.
Kamishiro Rui , a boy who was truly dear to Tsukasa. Their whole class knew how close and inseparable they were , now how are they gonna react when their friendship is gone? Little did they know , the two had been keeping secrets from eachother also.
Tsukasa loved Rui , yes , romantically. Rui was so mysterious to him but he somehow felt comfort with the director. On the other hand , Rui also loved Tsukasa but he was still in denial. He didn't want to believe he was gonna fall inlove again , It'll only break him one more time. After finding out the person he had liked was already dating someone broke him , but then he met Tsukasa. The star who shone bright that made Rui see light in his life again.
The truth is , Rui had slowly realized his feelings for Tsukasa. He didn't want to admit it , then the ' incident ' happened. He thought it would be a good excuse to avoid Tsukasa to stop his feelings for the boy , but after he said those words to the boy he had loved , he immediately regretted it. Rui tried to remain furious but deep inside , he wanted to shout that he loved Tsukasa.
After arriving at his home , looking super messed up , he was already rethinking his decisions. Leaving Wonderlands x Showtime? Seriously? He wanted to slap his self so bad. Even if he wanted to go back , he'd just look like an idiot. It's fine though , he'll be able to survive without the love of his life anyway... right?
That was a lie. Tsukasa was the only one who gave him the courage , the one who would always cheer him up when he had already lost himself. So why? why did he choose to break his friendship with Tsukasa? It was a really stupid decision. Now , what is he gonna do with life? Without Tsukasa , what should he feel?
Should he just go back to the blond? No , he didn't want to. He's scared , it's just what he felt in middle school , but why? why did it hurt so much more than last time? He had already experienced it , yet it hit harder than he thought.
Did he love Tsukasa that much?
If only , if only he had said he loved the boy already. He wouldn't be filled with guilt right now.
Rui had already missed Tsukasa , he wanted the blond to check up on him again. He wanted to hear those comforting words Tsukasa said to him. Just one more time. It's selfish , he knows it.
Was he , Kamishiro Rui , someone who had so much ' confidence ' on himself , gonna let these stupid feelings stop him?
" It's not too late.. right? " The director thought to himself.
Now the two were thinking of the same thing , ' how to get your bestfriend back? '.