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"I can't believe we're really doing this."
"Mmhmm."
"Like, really really doing this."
"Hmm..."
"It's....It's really happening right now, right? I'm not dreaming or anything?"
At that Suguru's hands, which had been rubbing the soft skin of his waist, freeze as he pulls his lips away from where he'd been lightly kissing against Satoru's neck. Not that him stopping is what Satoru had wanted to have happen, he's just having a hard time processing the situation.
One moment the soon to be graduating third year besties were playfully bemoaning their mutual virgin status and the next moment...And Satoru really truly isn't quite sure
how this happened, but...the next moment he was flat on his back in bed with Suguru above him and kissing him.
On the lips.
With tongue.
Which he's now unfortunately stopped doing, though he did at least move one hand to brush through Satoru's hair. An action Satoru enjoys very much as he looks into Suguru's warm eyes.
"Satoru?"
"I want to!" Satoru blurts out, just in case it sounded like he's complaining. "To um, you know. Do it? Like you said, we can't be the only losers at uni that're still virgins right?" He repeats the solidly logical rational with a slightly too high pitched laugh.
Right, right, like Suguru said before! We're just helping each other out. Getting past that right of growing up. Friends do it all the time, it's no big deal!
Suguru's eyes crinkle in that endearing way they do like when they have an inside joke that's only funny to them and no one else in the whole world understands. "Well, that's very good to hear, Toru, that you want to too." Then Suguru gives him that sly look of his which is one of Satoru's other favorite expressions on his handsome face. "But I also kind of figured you were game, considering..."
A shaky gasp escapes Satoru's lips as Suguru moves his other hand from his waist to press against the very obvious proof of his arousal that is pressed against his jeans. Choking back a moan, Satoru's left hand flies to press the back of his hand against his mouth as he uses all of his willpower to not grind up into Suguru's touch. Satoru bites his hand while his right clutches at the sheets beneath them.
Breathing hard, Satoru forces himself to stop as he has to ask one last question that he has to hear the answer to before they go any further. "Yeah, but, are you sure you want to? Considering?"
It is understood that 'considering' means 'considering the fact Suguru had never shown any sign of being anything other than straight'.
Or at least Suguru, thankfully, seems to understand what he's trying to say as he lifts an eyebrow at Satoru, "We're helping each other out? Like we always do." Which yeah that kind of makes sense to Satoru but then - "It's not like it's gay? You're not just some guy. You're you, Satoru." And as if those words weren't enough to make Satoru swoon, Suguru then moves his hand from his hair, tilts his chin up, and kisses him again.
Right. Suguru is right. I'm overthinking it.
Satoru relaxes and opens up to the kiss, letting his desire drive his actions as he gently rubs his tongue against Suguru's. The hand he'd moved to make way for Suguru's lips, brushes against Suguru's lovely long hair, pushing it back out of his face while Satoru moves his other hand down to squeeze between them and start to undo the buckle on his belt and then his jeans.
"Ohhh, eager now are we?" Suguru smiles as he pulls away again, kissing Satoru once - twice - more before giving him a look that sends a sizzle of lust straight down Satoru's spine. "I admit, I've been curious..." Suguru kisses him one more time before he continues with dark eyes, "I'm curious to see how big your lil' Toru can get when aroused..."
A strange mix of intense arousal and embarrassment flush through Satoru, freezing the movement of his hand on his jeans. His other hand drops from Suguru's hair to clutch at the sheets in an attempt to not cover his face to try and hide from Suguru. Since he knows there's nothing to hide from, really, but...
But the thing is, he has an average sized penis.
It's average, totally within normal range.
And he knows that, he looked it up online after catching a glimpse of Suguru's caused him to maybe feel a little insecure because he'd never seen another penis before. He...he's not ashamed of it or anything! But he's maybe occasionally caught more than just a glimpse of Suguru in the school gym showers before and...well. He hadn't realized that Suguru had been looking at him too. Which is only an issue because the other boy likely has extremely (unfairly) unrealistic expectations of what 'average' is.
"Suuguuu..." Satoru whines his complaint with a pout.
"Oh no, no need to be shy," Suguru kisses his full pouting lips and shoots him another grin as he slides down Satoru's body. He distracts the slightly older boy by kissing his way down his chest before he reaches a spot to rest comfortably between Satoru's thighs. Once there, Suguru finishes the job for Satoru and tugs both his jeans and underwear down, eyes fixated on Satoru's dick which immediately stands to attention once freed from the confines of his clothes.
And Satoru can see Suguru grinning up at him even as he now gives in to the urge and tries to hide his face in both hands. "What would you say? Like maybe 4 inches? You ever measure before?"
"Google says 5.16 is average!" Satoru exclaims quickly and then is completely unable to hide his long deep moan as Suguru firmly wraps his hand around him, pushing his hips into the motion even as he finishes his defense, "I'm definitely bigger than that!"
"Hmm..." The sound Suguru makes is one of mild disbelief, and Satoru would probably be more focused on his own embarrassment if he didn't currently have Suguru's hand wrapped around him while pulling slowly and rythmically. Suguru seems to naturally know just what he likes as he even presses down and rubs over the head with his thumb just the way Satoru loves it.
"Well, I think it's perfect," Suguru tells him as he continues to work his hand, kissing against Satoru's thigh as he looks up at him. Satoru drags his hands down his face, scraping with his nails as he actually pants with arousal like a bitch in heat - and Suguru looks right back at him. "It's cute, very you, and it fits perfectly in my hand."
Satoru can't even try to hold back a moan as more precum drips out of his tip, feeling shamefully close to the edge already as Suguru spreads the thick liquid around him as he squeezes him more tightly. "That's it, Toru..." Suguru's tone is husky and fuck he looks so hot with his face flushed like that, eyes peering through Satoru leaving him completely defenseless. "You're so fucking hot. You want it, Satoru? You want to cum already?"
Feeling on the cusp of his entire body exploding, Satoru desperately holds on as he nods vigrously, "Yes yes yes please fuck yes Sugu, fuck fuck fuck..."
Apparently satisfied, Suguru lets out a low moan of his own as he presses his face right up against Satoru's rapidly leaking, achingly hard erection. "So then do it. Cum - cum for me, my sweet Toru." Upon hearing those last words, Satoru feels his peak crest as he watches with total shock as Suguru's little pink tongue darts out to lick the side of his shaft.
And that's it - all at once he suddenly cums.
It bursts from him along with a loud moan of his best friend's name as he makes a total mess between them. Satoru empties all he has to pour down over himself and over Suguru's hand which is still wrapped around him, teasing every last drop from him.
"Suuuguuu..." Satoru mumbles over his moan, swatting the other boy's hand away from his overly sensitive dick. But Suguru does not let go. The motion of his hand slows considerably but he's still massaging the lump of flesh between Satoru's legs as he moves his other hand to pull Satoru's pants down to his calves.
That hand then rises to cup Satoru's balls, rubbing them soothingly in his palm. "All empty now, look at the mess you made, Toru." Suguru pauses in massaging his soft dick to wipe the cum off his hand and on to Satoru's thigh before returning it, earning a whimper from Satoru. "Damn. You did so good. Look how much cum you made, and all that really fits in your adorable little balls, huh?"
And it's weird because the way Suguru is talking to him is mortifying and Satoru's in his refractory period so the touches should be too much. They really should hurt...but they also kind of don't? It's way too much but at the same time, when combined with Suguru's sweet words of praise that are whispered in a calming husky tone, the touches also kind of feel...good. Really good.
"Sugu..." Satoru mumbles again, pitifully, even as he spreads his thighs a little wider to make sure there's plenty of room for Suguru between them.
"What is it, you good?" Suguru shifts his gaze up from between Satoru's legs to meet his eyes and there is still color high in Suguru's cheeks, his pupils a little wider than usual. Feeling another jolt of arousal, Satoru nods quickly, his own hands shifting to grip the sheets under him, tugging on them with the stimulation feels like too much. "That's very good, Satoru." Suguru tells him and once again it sends a sizzle of arousal straight through him. "Because I've been curious, you know?" Suguru's hand rubbing his balls slips a little lower, his fingers probing against Satoru's sensitive skin. "And I figured since we're here-"
Satoru cuts him off with a sharp gasp as one of Suguru's sturdy fingers presses directly against his perineum. And it seems Suguru knows it as he immediately repeats the action, his finger stroking against that patch of skin repeatedly as he looks up again. "Oh, you like that?" he asks, eyes glittering as he does it again and again, drawing those soft desperate sounds out of Satoru. "Fuck, that's hot."
Forcing himself to try and regain some semblance of control over the situation, Satoru shifts to sit up, leaning on an elbow while reaching his other hand downward. "Suguru, but...uh...what...what 'bout...you?" Trying to get better leverage to reach down for his best friend after Suguru dodges his hand, Satoru bends his spread legs, resting his feet on the bed. "Aren't you still, um...?" Satoru falters at the question, suddenly realizing he doesn't actually know if Suguru is even hard or not.
Unfortunately for Satoru that is the exact moment that Suguru slides his finger lower to press the tip of his finger over Satoru's hole. "Don't worry about me..." Suguru mumbles and Satoru feels the puff of air from his words on his skin as that finger keeps rubbing, in time with his right hand which is still stroking his now slowly hardening penis. "Can I?"
Satoru isn't entire sure exactly what he's asking, but it doesn't really matter. His answer would be the same regardless. "Um...okay? If you really want to?"
"I really want to." Suguru confirms before he presses that tip of finger into Satoru. It's dry and rubs against his skin roughly. Satoru is about to suggest some spit or maybe even some of the lube he has in the drawer next to his bed. Not that he ever really anticipated having sex, but he may have, maybe, explored himself down there before...a little.
But before the suggestion can leave his mouth, Suguru pushes his face even closer to lick a heavy wet stripe over his balls and down right over his hole. "Shit!" Satoru gasps, his hands suddenly grabbing his own legs, trying to pull them out of the way so he can see - "Ohhhh fuuuuuck!" Because then Suguru pushes the tip of his tongue inside him.
Falling back against the bed, Satoru groans as he accidentally breaks contact between his ass and Suguru's finger and tongue. His tight grip on his own legs, with his pants still tangled up in his ankles causes his body to rock back and away from the mind blowing point of contact.
Thankfully the loss doesn't last for long.
Seemingly emboldened by Satoru's reaction, Suguru scrambles after him. Rising to kneel on the bed, Suguru (sadly) releases his grip on Satoru's dick to instead squeeze Satoru's left thigh. Pressing back, Suguru's fingers dig into Satoru as he tilts him to expose his ass once more before lowering his head back down and immediately pressing against the tight muscle with his tongue.
The sensation is nothing like the hand job.
It is much better.
Satoru feels like waves of electricity have broken across his skin as the eager tongue presses inside before pulling back. Lapping at him like he's a treat, licking and sucking on his skin before pressing in once more.
And Satoru is not proud of the sounds he makes as his dick is already, almost instantaneously achingly rock hard. It is without a doubt the most arousing sensation Satoru has ever experienced in his entire life. He has to squeeze his eyes shut and try to twist away from it simply because he knows if he were to look down and see it's Suguru doing it, that he'd cum on the spot.
Which he's already close enough to doing.
The knowledge of that, combined with how Suguru hasn't gotten to cum at all yet is the only thing that finally makes Satoru stop his pathetic moans and whines as he rocks desperately onto Suguru's tongue.
"Suuguuuu-oh, uh, Suu, Sugu - stop!" he finally manages to force himself to say.
Instantly, once the last word leaves him, Suguru stops. With a filthy wet sound he pops free from Satoru's asshole to peer up at him. The amount of concern in his deep soulful eyes makes Satoru's heart clench as he gasps, "What's wrong?"
In that moment it is clear to Satoru.
He's in love with Suguru.
Feeling suddenly like he can't breathe, Satoru whimpers the question, "Suguru. Will you...could you, please?"
"Please what, Satoru?"
"Fuck me."
*****
And oh did Suguru fuck him.
Not before first preparing him thoroughly lube and even more spit. Pushing Satoru so close to the edge over and over because fuck. He may have fingered himself before, a little, but his slim digits are nothing compared to Suguru's thicker fingers. By the time Suguru felt he was adequately prepared, Satoru could have cried with relief. Not just from how badly he wanted, needed, to be fucked - but also when Suguru finally dropped his own pants to reveal that he was also extremely turned on.
"A little over seven and a half," Suguru had whispered teasingly against Satoru's ear while pushing that full thick head to rest against Satoru's stretched rim that was so beyond ready for its first cock. And for that cock to be Suguru's cock.
Unable to hide how horny the constant teasing makes him, Satoru had simply enquired about a condom. But at that moment, just the sensation of Suguru's thick full cock moving away from his ass, as the boy attempted to find a condom as requested, it had been too much. Satoru had pushed up into him, forcing the issue and taking him in while saying - fuck it, they're both virgins anyway right?
Suguru had moaned deeply as his heavy full cock sank inside, one hand holding Satoru's leg high up and the other clasped tightly in Satoru's hand as he looked into his eyes and said, "not any more."
And it was so much better than Satoru could've ever imagined in even his wildest dreams.
In the end, the slide of Suguru's raw cock rubbing him so deeply inside while leaving behind plenty of precum in its wake was more than enough to give Satoru the best orgasm of his life. His entire body seized as he clenched and moaned, milking Suguru's orgasm from him, hungry for every drop of cum from his best friend that filled him making him feel warm and full and happy and loved.
Hands still pressed together, Satoru can't take his eyes off of Suguru as the beautiful boy came apart on top of him.
Satoru feel his heart swell and very clearly thinks Fuck.
*****
They don't talk about it after.
They sleep cuddled together like lovers but Suguru is gone before Satoru wakes up the next day and when Satoru sees him later it's maybe a little awkward at first but soon they smile and joke and laugh and hug and...
They just don't talk about it.
*****
So do you feel any more culturally enhanced yet, Suguru?
You mean since my parents forced me to come here in the first place or since orientation this morning?
Considering I just texted you this morning, what do you think? 😛😛😛
Don't you stick your tongue out at me like that mister
Or I'll put you in emoji prison for overuse
Like what
This?
😛😛😛😛😛😛😛😛😛😛
Somebody thinks he's smart
I've always been smart, you just got dumber 😛
it's cuz you're removed from my presence.
It's not good for you Sugu, you may need to come back asap before you become too dumb to function! 😋
I say this with loove
💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
You're so lame
You know you love it
Yeah yeah
But back to your actual question, yeah orientation went about like you'd expect, boring
There were some fine ladies tho
oh?
Yeah
That's good?
Of course it's good
I mean I just promised my parents I'd go to uni abroad to get the best education in my field
Not that I'd be celibate
lol
Yeah
plus, I'd hate to let my experience go to waste
you shouldn't either, you know
totally
So, what, you're like looking for a girlfriend or something?
I dunno
maybe?
that's cool
Whatever makes you happy
Thanks, Toru, but you know even if I do get a girl, like
You'll always be my best friend right?
haha what? I know?
You're acting like you think I'd be jealous
No, I know you won't, just
I love you, you know that right?
I
You'll always be my best friend
chicks come and go, right?
you're the most important person to me, more than anyone
you know that, yeah?
You and me
Always
hah
so what ur saying is
Bros before hos?
You know it!
*****
Sure maybe it's a little confusing and more than a little disappointing.
But Suguru means everything to Satoru, he really is his very best friend.
So if their time together is nothing more than a blimp of experimentation under the guise of losing their virginities together? Satoru can live with that. Because he knows that Suguru loves him. That Satoru holds a special spot in Suguru's heart that no one else will ever take away from him, that will always be theirs - Suguru and Satoru, Satoru and Suguru.
And Satoru thinks that maybe that can be enough for him.
The only problem with that is?
Satoru really liked the sex.
Sexually speaking, nothing has been the same since Suguru fucked him.
Satoru has tried to just masturbate and his dick will get nice and full and hard but it just...it never goes further than that. No matter how he tugs and rubs and pulls and massages and yanks, he just doesn't cum. Which is whatever, it's fine! Satoru can live with relying on anal stimulation - because at least that still makes him orgasm.
But the problem with that is every time he's on his bed, on all fours with his face pressed into the mattress, desperately working a dildo in and out of himself until he cums...it's just, it's just not as good.
Even when he buys the best and most realistic dildo money can buy, it's not good enough - not warm or soft enough. But worst and most egregious of all? Satoru wants it to be another person. Sure, he wants it to be Suguru but if not than at least an actual other guy, not just himself. He misses the surprise and sudden change in tempo and angle that come from not doing it himself and he...he misses the warm wet load flooding him that felt so so good that he rode the high of it for weeks after.
So, that's a problem.
The obvious solution would be find a new partner and have sex with them. Which is theoretically possible? Satoru's cute, he knows it - girls tell him he is all time. He's sure it wouldn't be too difficult to find a boy to tell him that he is too.
But the thing is, Satoru doesn't want a boyfriend.
He already has a boyfriend, okay. He just doesn't get to have sex with him (or even call him that but that doesn't mean they're not totally still boyfriends, kinda).
And sure, he could just randomly hook up with strangers but even that leaves the door open for someone to develop feelings. Especially if the sex was really good. And it certainly seemed like Suguru enjoyed himself, which isn't a surprise! Satoru is good at pretty much everything he tries, so it just makes sense that he'd be good at sex too.
Yeah, never mind the fact that Suguru never wants to do it again...that's only because he's straight! It has nothing to do with me or my performance personally. Which Satoru is sure is true, because Suguru has told him so himself.
Pointedly.
More than once.
So the getting a 'real' boyfriend idea is out, and the random like Grindr sex partner idea is out... Satoru sighs to himself, stretching comfortably out on his bed as he waits for time to pass.
It's almost 9pm - which is 1pm where Suguru is - and when he gets out of class and always facetimes Satoru while getting lunch and walking to his 2pm class.
What I need is, like, something where I can have sex with guys without there being any possible expectation that I should be emotionally available... Satoru thinks, because I'm not. And I never will be again. And it wouldn't be fair to anyone I might sleep with to act like I am because I don't ever want to lead anyone on. Fuck. If only relationships worked like a business deal where you make contracts out in advance and set parameters that you can't break and shit. Things would be so much fucking easier if-
Jaw dropping wide open, Satoru sits upright as the idea suddenly comes to him.
Oh! I'll just have sex for money! DUH
It's so obvious Satoru feels stupid for not thinking of it sooner.
Quickly checking that he still has time - 15 minutes still - Satoru opens a new tab on his phone and starts researching how to make this possible while still marveling at his own brilliance. It's perfect!, he thinks excitedly while waiting for a high end escort page to load.
I can work for a ritzy place so they vet the customers and make sure there are no STDs! With my looks there's no way they wouldn't hire me. And I'll just make sure I'm only available to men. The more Satoru thinks about it, the more he likes it. No one would ever expect anything from me on a deeper level, and they'd know better than to fall for a hooker. Plus I'd be making some extra yen just for funsies! It really is totally perfect!
What could possibly go wrong?