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thank you for being on my side

Chapter 29: can you hold me in your arms

Notes:

... i promise this chapter is for a reason okay-

um.. warnings include depression 🫡

tank yew happy reads-

Chapter Text

eight is fate



Today 9:45 AM



i’m baby:

therapy is expensive

yk what else is also expensive but better

ihop🫡

 

father:

is this ur way of asking if we want to go to ihop with u😂

 

i’m baby:

pls🥺🥺

im sad

 

father:

oh why :(

 

i’m baby:

dunno

just sad 

i just want ihop

 

mother:

okay ihop date it is!

 

hot mountain:

let’s go to ihop!

 

father:

i’ll pay!

 

our real baby:

i’m in! 

 

baby bear: 

i call sitting next to wooyoung-

 

father:

I CALL HIS OTHER SIDE

 

puppy:

💀💀

okay i do want waffles tho

 

literal angel:

😂😂😂

whipped-

 

hot mountain:

and what about it🤪

 

i’m baby:

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

HUSH IT

 

father:

and i’m proud about it😤😤

 

our real baby:

i just wanted pancakes 😂😂



~

 

dancing quee(r)ns



Today 12:01 PM

 

puppy:

everything okay?

u didnt show up for class :(



~



amicus ad aras



Today 1:03 PM



san:

babyyyyy

whatcha up to

i miss you😢

 

~



jongho defenders (but really, he’s our defender)



Today 1:30 PM



boyfriend:

bruh get me out of here fr

i hate uni😭



~



military wives



Today 2:30 PM



yoongi’s:

BRUH

HES SO BOYFRIEND SHUT UP

oh yeah

when did you want to go to that donut shop

 

Today 3:45 PM

 

yoongi’s:

woo?



~



snacknaes



Today 3:58 PM



second maknae:

check your tiktok 😚



~



matz <3:



Today 4:00 PM



hwa <3:

where is your boyfriend

 

joong <3:

i would ask which one but i already know who u’re talking about

he hasn't responded to anyone all day

 

hwa <3:

oh :(

you think it’s got something to do with how sad he was this morning? 

 

joong <3:

yeah

i think he’s having a depressive episode 

 

hwa <3:

shit

how long has it been since his last one?

 

joong <3:

i mean aside from that whole week after jason and yeosang? 

god, probably months ago

yunho said he didn't show up to classes today

 

hwa <3:

hmm

nobody's checked on him?

 

joong <3:

yunho texted mingi during the first class

mingi tried, but either wooyoung didn’t want to let him in or he’s not in his dorm

and san and i went by too

 

hwa <3:

hmm

 

joong <3:

i’m worried :/

 

hwa <3:

yeah

me too



~



wooyoung’s servants



Today 7:30 PM



sannie:

okay

yeah i’m going over there 

i’m just too worried about him

 

joongie:

yeah me too

it’s so unlike him to barely respond to any messages at all

it’s got to be a depressive episode

i haven't seen it this bad in a long ass while tho

 

sannie:

thinking something triggered it?

 

joongie:

can’t say for sure unless he actually talks to us

 

sannie:

yeah you’re right

hopefully i can get through to him

 

joongie:

let me know how it goes

or if you need me

 

sannie:

i will

i love you



~



San knocks on the dorm door, rocking back and forth kn his feet as he impatiently but patiently waits for an answer. The door opens, and he looks up to see Matt, the roommate looking back at him with a worried smile. 

“Hey Nathan.”

“Don’t let him in,” a voice utters, and San feels his heart break at the sound of the broken voice of his boyfriend. He gives Matt a pleading look, the other looking at him for a moment before nodding, and opens the door wider to let him in. 

“I’m gonna go grab some dinner. See ya later,” he says as he heads out, leaving the couple alone. 

“Dipshit,” Wooyoung mumbles, tugging his blanket over his head. 

“Baby,” San walks over to Wooyoung’s bed, sitting on the edge, “what's going on?”

“Nothing.”

“You were sad this morning and you shut us out all day.”

“Didn't want to bother you guys,” he mumbles, words muffled due to his face being smushed in his pillow. 

“You would never bother us, sunshine. We all love and care about you so, so much. We hate seeing you in any kind of pain.” 

“‘M fine.”

“Woo-”

“I said I’m fine, San!” 

San sighed softly. He was used to Wooyoung’s little outbursts whenever he was upset and got too in his head. It was something Wooyoung had been working on, but he still had his slip-ups here and there, just like right now. 

“Okay, okay, you’re fine, alright. Can I at least cuddle you? I missed you today.”

Wooyoung stared at San for a moment before nodding. He scoots aside for his boyfriend, allowing the other to lay down under his blanket next to him and pull him close. The dancer snuggled into his chest, the tension in his body slowly easing away with each second that San’s holding him, a small change that has San smiling fondly at the other. 

“Wanna see this TikTok Yeosang sent me today?” He pulls out his phone, opening up the app. “God, it had me cracking up for a good hour. He always finds the funniest ones.”

And so the two spent hours scrolling through the platform, Wooyoung mostly silent aside from little responding grunts and hums and soft giggles, and San doing most of the talking and laughing. He didn't mind though, he knew Wooyoung probably needed a distraction more than a conversation at that moment. 

But it didn't seem like that conversation was coming any time soon, because shortly after the clock reached ten, Wooyoung was fast asleep, clinging onto San like a lifeline. 

Thankfully, Matt was totally fine with San spending the night in their dorm, so San let himself be held, fingers tenderly threading through Wooyoung’s brown strands. 



~



wooyoung’s servants



Today 10:23 PM



sannie:

he’s asleep

it’s worse than i thought

he’s practically nonverbal

 

joongie:

shit



~



Chat



Today 10:25 PM

 

Danny Phantom has created a new chat

Danny Phantom has added NicholaSparks, Peter, K-Kevin, San Choi, jake, and John Choi

Danny Phantom has renamed the chat to don’t tell wooyoung



Danny Phantom:

okay

we’re making tomorrow wooyoung appreciation day

 

Peter:

ooo

yeah i like the sound of that

hes always appreciating us so much, let’s give him some in return

 

NicholaSparks:

yeah im down for that

he deserves it

 

jake:

ooo i wanna be a part of it!

 

K-Kevin:

let’s do it!

i don’t like it that he’s sad :(

 

John Choi:

me neither :( 

 

San Choi:

i don't think any of us do ☹️

he really is our sunshine huh😢

what did you have in mind?

 

Danny Phantom:

so here’s the plan