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The two things Dazai hates most in life are pain and losing.
And this is what losing looks like: a dance with Death, a sweet embrace, a gentle caress, and then Death leaves. It looks like one eye opening to find life once again crashing in; a promise of breath, not of rest.
And this is what losing feels like: biting metal and bubbling, boiling blood. Something manic rising from the chest into the throat, escaping lips like a high pitched bark. It feels like slicing skin to slivers but still not ever feeling like anything was pieced together in the first place. Losing feels like a lack of control and a fire formed from a pile of bones.or; Dazai, pain, losing, and identity over the years
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mostly whump, hopeful ending
« The two things Dazai hates most in life are pain and losing.
Pain is their leg waking them up in the middle of the night, causing them to stumble at work, saying goodbye when Chuuya gets sent overseas.
Losing is when they have a real argument, when a member of the Agency is injured, when Dazai stares at the razor on the counter and longs for its bite.
Winning is the process of healing, the smiles of their friends, the welcome back kiss. »
- the faces are all the same by BnessZrating : 4/5
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masterpieces and a collage of chaos from dazai mother fucking osamu