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Summary:

My piece for Ereri smut week

Passionate reunion after Liberio with unexpected turns
Kinky and angsty cuz they can't just happily fuck in canonverse

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Long way down to the cells brought back some old memories of times when Eren was just a boy with glowing eyes and heart of fire. Back then Levi knew what to expect — worshipping gaze, which was kind of funny, and powerful speeches about titan’s extermination. Something primal and unbridled was flashing in those eyes but he’d always thought it was about his age. Now he knew it wasn’t. When Eren just ran away a year ago and fed them with his short reports he got it way too clear — Eren had the mind of his own and even captain’s favor couldn’t change it.

Levi was too self-confident giving a chance that he‘d control Eren in every way if they were in one bed.

He missed him, fuck, he really did, but didn’t already know who‘s the one being led. In the depths of his mind was hope that this long-haired man shared anything with that Eren. Now when he stood in front of the bars seeing his cold expression there was nothing.

“Do you want me to salute properly, captain?” nasty grin rose on his face.

“Don’t ‘captain’ me, you fucking brat, you wouldn’t do all of that if you honored the ranks” of course it wasn’t about his rank, fuck it, he was hurt because Eren seemed like he didn’t care.

“You’ve read my letters, haven’t you? Levi, listen, it’s the only way, I-” something was awakening in those eyes. “I’m the one dealing with it and you all don’t fucking know any other ways!”

The lock clicked and Levi was inside the cell, his need to be near Eren stronger than anything.

“You could tell me…didn’t I earn your trust?” Eren clenched his fists with these words. “I fucked you senseless to get a glint of emotion, gave you those shit-smelling herbal teas from Hange because I thought you had some kind of trauma like many soldiers have” Levi was trying his best not to raise his voice.

Fingers brushing his knuckles were something unexpected.

“I really appreciate it, even if it doesn’t look like that…it’s complicated and now you can’t do anything about it” Eren forced a weak smile. “And I can’t do anything about loving you so damn much” he leaned closer and gave Levi a kiss.

“Stupid Eren” Levi’s smile was sincere but still bitter. “Not every problem can be solved by good fucking”

“It’s about you now” he tested the waters again with tongue flicking between his lips. “It won’t solve any of the hell we are in, but-” soft peck in the corner. “I need it”

We need it, Levi thought.

He kissed Eren back like they used to do it. Like he kissed tender boy who always sloppily tried to accommodate and deal with Levi’s passion. Though Eren wasn’t that boy anymore, he had hunger, something animalistic in how he grabbed Levi by the ass and slammed into the wall. Groaning and saliva dripping all over their chins.

“Were you fucking around in Marley to raise your kissing skills?” he panted in lack of oxygen.

“Just don’t need to hold back anymore” teeth carefully pulled Levi’s lower lip.

“You never had to”

“If only I understood it earlier” Eren whispered. “You were kinda intimidating and I was used to follow your rules, so-”

“Eren” Levi cut the sentence. “I’m pissed off and didn’t use anything but my hand in a year” he rubbed himself on Eren’s thigh. “Stop fucking mumbling and jump out of your pants, for fuck’s sake”

“The order I can’t ignore, sir” he bit Levi’s earlobe and let him free to undress himself.

Once Eren took his pants off and admired Levi in his opened shirt he pushed them back to the cold wall making Levi hiss from the sudden chill on his chest. Contrast heat from unexpected blow on his ass made it hard to swallow shameful sounds.

“The fuck you’re doing, Jaeger?” he struggled in sudden iron grip.

“Like I said, I don’t need to hold back and now I want to make a mess of you” he slapped another cheek strong enough to make Levi growl. “I know how hard it‘s to be always in charge, I won’t judge you for being weak or what you’re implying in your head” voice was now silky and Levi couldn’t help the excitement forming.

He didn’t stop Eren when he just throw them on his bed, he said nothing when Eren made his way down with big painful hickeys but he started to fight back when Eren tore apart his shirt and tied Levi up to the headboard.

“I won’t do anything bad, you know that” Eren pressed him down. “You’ll like it”

“I don’t like it already”

Of course Eren didn’t believe it for a second. “For someone who don’t you’re too wet and hard” his thumb circled the tip to spread delicious wetness around.

Levi tried to punch Eren with foot but ended up with his ankle gripped so tight it hurt and his toes being licked and kissed. Disgusting. But fuck, his cock twitched from that and there’s no chance Eren didn’t notice his victory.

“Fine, you wanna play the strongest soldier till the end” Eren sat back.

With that Levi heard some cracking sound like thunderstorm beginning and then his muscles being squeezed tight in some kind of restraints. His arms were bound twice — shirt and this strange solid material — then the strip under his chest. All those wasn’t scary, except the way Eren forced his legs in wide-opened position.

There were ties under knees to press his thighs down and his ass being on display for whatever he was planning. Levi was flexible and Eren wasn’t ashamed to take advantage. He didn’t feel pain but it was the end brat had been talking about. He wasn’t the strongest one now. Not when he couldn’t move a limb, bound for this boy’s mercy.

All constructions just formed in a blink of an eye. Realization hit him in the gut. It was titan’s power he couldn’t resist. Thrill mixed with something deep inside, something that was telling him Eren wouldn’t do anything bad.

“I never had enough time to admire you when we’re like that” Eren hung over him from above, pupils big from arousal. “Strong and beautiful, my precious captain”

“What’re you going to worship in this position? My asshole?” Levi immediately regretted his words.

“Including it” Eren exhaled in his ear. “You gave but didn’t receive, always too stubborn to let me eat you out. Today I’m gonna ruin you in the best ways I could imagine”

Clear puddle on his abdomen felt wrong. Hot tongue sliding up and down his thighs felt even worse. Or better. It tickled and sent new waves of suffocating arousal straight to his dick. And then more leaking like if he was some stupid virgin, he never thought man’s body can react like this.

“Er-ren” loud kissing sounds of nipping his skin were an echo in this tiny room. He didn’t have any space to move and this was too much. Eren knew his body like the war map he sent them in one of his letters. “Please, touch me”

“So greedy…What part of ‚i am going to ruin you’ wasn’t clear, love?”

Levi let himself moan from both frustration and embarrassing pet name. He raised a monster.

“When I’m out of here I’ll kick your ass for playing these games. It’s a promise, brat”

“I’ll let you like I did four years ago”

Teeth clamped down hard on his nipple. Fuck, it hurt, and fuck-

“Holy f-f- EREN! Please…” he didn’t catch his begs. Whole body was on fire and Eren’s hands were everywhere to tease, working up his legs and sliding so wonderfully close to his length.

Then everything stopped. It could only be the reason that- oh, shit.

Eren lay down between his legs, tongue slowly started to circle the exposed rim.

“Ngh-ah” he gripped the ties on his wrists to ground himself.

“You look so untouched here” Eren said in affectionate tone, kissing tender skin and pressing thumb to play with his entrance. “Was it a dream with your tight hole taking my entire dick?”

“Wanna check, huh?” Levi played cheeky, lost in desire.

He said nothing back, just stick his tongue out with his eyes looking directly into Levi’s.

His neck was already stiff, head dropped back on the pillow after several wet licks up to his tightening balls. And if his position wasn’t enough, Eren grabbed hold of his butt and spread him apart wider. He couldn’t stop helpless clenching around the air like he was giving Eren an invitation.

“Fuck, that’s hot” he spit on now slightly opened muscles.

And walls, he was so turned on from this Eren, ravenous and taking what he wanted to. No need to take control, nothing left to care, just a deep breath and he was lost in the sparks of pleasure.

Some words were mumbled between his legs but all he could register were slurping sounds and feeling of the hot muscle going deeper with each thrust and stretching him, gently but thoroughly. It was pure bliss, something on the edge of his senses. All tension from his muscles faded away — so much help for Eren to finally fuck two slicked fingers into him, mouth opened wide to tease his sack with the licks and gentle sucking.

Curling and searching all too long like if he never did it, and Levi tried, he really did his best to buckle his hips towards the sharp pleasure that would ease neglecting from Eren. This idea was fail. His not-so-stupid brat bounded him tight enough to give as much as he wanted to, nothing more, nothing less. Three straight fingers inside were loosening him up with the squelching mess leaking down to the sheets, more wetness from drooling tongue, tip tickling the stretched skin. Levi’s mind was already clouded with desire for any way of release. With Eren going faster he howled. Fuck, he really went that wild.

“Stop…teasing, Eren, please” he didn’t give a shit about being needy, not anymore.

“What was that, my captain?” Eren straightened up and looked playfully into Levi’s eyes. “I’m stretching you, isn’t that what you’ve taught me?” his grin showed that every word was a lie. Giving some mercy, he slightly curled his fingers and rubbed directly where it was needed to.

“Ah-h, fuck!” Levi literally shivered with open-mouthed moan. “Just like- oh, fuck- like that”

Gentle thrusts were enough to form the familiar heat in his stomach immediately but as if Eren decided they weren’t, he pressed harder. Too much when you were on the edge for quite a while. And then everything went dark in the rolled eyes.

“Levi, you’re perfect” Eren slowed down but didn’t stop, milking drop by drop.

“S-sensitive” all he could form, shaking and clenching his toes.

“I know, please, try to relax, don’t concentrate on that” Eren also panted but from the unreleased arousal. “Give your body a chance to adjust”

Levi slowly opened his eyes. There’s face full of concern to make him feel amazing and yet so lost in passionate affection himself. The aftermath bliss was becoming acceptable and waves of warm pleasure still tickled him from head to toe, forming the need to go through this cycle again.

“Tell me you’ve brought an oil” Eren looked around with his fingers still sitting inside and rubbing in circles. “Of course you’ve got a load of my spit by now and your belly’s a very useful mess but…” he bit his lip. “…we’re not going for a quickie”

Levi’s desire was out of control, mixture of intimidation and arousal hit to the core. Eren was going to wreck him completely and only one thought came to his mind if it’s possible to pass out from the fucking.

Slicked head teasing and gliding around brought him out to the real world. Every time Eren topped he was stupidly careful, slowly opening him up. But this time he slide into welcoming heat in one steady push, meeting almost no resistance, lips claiming his quiet groan.

“The way you just sucked me in, stretched to the limit…Maybe I know one more reason to call you the strongest” he smirked.

Levi wanted to whine from this burning fullness. “Wow” all frustration fell into nervous laughter. “And I suppose with brats growing that big humanity still has hope”

He felt Eren twitching, loosening him even more and, shit, he was so full, this boy really became bigger. Levi rocked his hips with that pathetic amount of space he had and Eren was smart enough to catch the sign and gently move in and out of the pliable body.

Hand finally reached his still wet hardness, giving it couple of strokes. He’d be damned if the sound he’d made wasn’t on one of the highest notes he could proceed.

“You’re my everything, Levi, my lovely captain, my first-” he stumbled. “My last” voice trembled with something bitter on the tip of his tongue. But that flame in his eyes, the one Levi thought he’d lost, it flared up with every thrust.

Eren cupped his face and all primal anger mixed with amount of tenderness Levi’d never seen. He slid up and down on the sticky sheets, ass getting sore from relentless pace but still no chance to look away. They shared the pain no one would say out loud. And this rage Eren’d been trying to release, simply fucked it into him, felt painfully good.

Moving more fervently, he brought himself up, enfolding Levi’s thigh with one hand and gathering spitted saliva, amount enough to cover all fist, with other. Dry fingers felt sharp but slicked hand pumping hard squeezed full-voiced moans out of him. Still too sensitive, nerves on edge with no escape, he wanted that to end. He wanted that torture to never stop.

At first, Eren wasn’t skillful for obvious reasons, his attempts to top not so successful without helping. But the thing about him Levi appreciated for dear life — he was diligent and attentive equally on the battlefield and in bed. All efforts’re paying off here, making need to release coil in the pit of his stomach.

“Don’t be a pussy, Jaeger” Levi egged him on, smile drunk with pleasure. “Give your best”

He was tighter, getting closer and clenching around to feel more, tasting new thickness of this perfect cock. Air felt toxic with scent of desire, one-two-maybe-three right thrusts would make him come. Hand squeezing him from under his balls wouldn’t.

“What the…actual…fuck” Levi panted weakly, all feelings raising and emotions spilling out.

“Breathe” Eren soothed him with trails of kisses down his sweaty throat and hands all over his body, no more moving or edging. “I need you to breathe”

“Is it a joke? I almost-”

“I know” Eren brushed black strands off of his face and gave him a doubting look with his lip bitten nervously. “I wanna try something out but it would be better without you being…oversensitive”

Eren rose to upright position so the curve of his length pressed exactly where it was needed to. Well, it definitely didn’t help Levi not to be 'oversensitive', whatever brat was going to do. He thought how delicious would it be to rip these restraints, lay Eren down on the bed and ride him hard without painful teasing, maybe give him a slap if he wouldn’t behave…In reality he couldn’t even move that strange white material.

“Breathe in and relax” Eren repeated, face focused.

“I already took it up my ass when you’re learning to walk, spare me the instructions” he snapped back but obediently started to breathe deeper.

Eren didn’t move a muscle but suddenly Levi felt something rushing through him. Very familiar tingle, blissful sharp pleasure hit him hard directly on that sensitive area. It felt like Eren started to finger him rough, but still — he didn’t move, just staring with worrying concern.

“How are you feeling?” Eren fidgeted nervously, sending new waves of that strange sensation. “Is it good?”

It was. Fucking amazing to be honest, every time Eren twisted his hips a little his insides were stimulated to the mind-melting point. So Levi nodded vigorously, no strength for the further conversation. He couldn’t help making pathetic gasps and grunts even with his lips closed and being chewed.

“I used War Hammer’s titan ability” Eren reached steady but very slow pace. “Seems like I can use it not only for destruction”

So he did something with his body and now that god-knows-what modification was inside of him and he still couldn’t pull him out and escape. Eren seemed to caught the sparks of fear in his eyes ’cause he stopped immediately.

“You see that…Hm-m, ropes around your body? I added some of that thing on the upper side of my tip, I guess” he laughed brightly and that calmed Levi a bit. “Not that I can check it out now but I thought about doing particularly that, you know, additional pressure. Kind of lows my sensitivity in that area but” he smirked. “I can serve you longer”

“Ngh-h, fuck” Levi creased his brows with rapture when Eren speeded up again, low moans flying out of his mouth repeatedly. Longer? He couldn’t make through it.

This pleasure was stronger than anything in his life despite the fact he couldn’t complain about the lack of experience. No dick could give such pressure and no fingers could make him full — Eren could both. Somewhere on the back of his blurred mind Levi heard all messy noises from how stretched he was, dripping with oil, spit and his own seed. Shameful and hot like this situation, it hit his brains, heart was beating so fast it could break the ribcage.

“Mmm, I feel you clenching” Eren looked down, savoring the sight of panting Levi, skin red and glossy. He wanted to fuck him dumb and see pure bliss in his eyes. “Your hole is so greedy, captain Levi”

At this point Eren’s pace was unbearable —hard and fast, only aimed into one spot with electricity rushing through the nerves. Levi felt that tingle even on the tip of his fingers and with mouth being numb. He opened his eyes to catch Eren looking at him like he was some pray, savage passion in dilated pupils.

“You can take it, you’ve done it before”

And he came completely untouched, adding new mess to the clear pool on his stomach. Eren still fucked him through his high, desperate to get his own release, pulsing tightness made him thrust harder on each squeeze. Levi got the answer on his previous question — he could pass out right now just from how overwhelmed he was.

“Please” he hiccuped with teary eyes. It was all white and black and heart hammering in his ears. “Eren”

He leaned closer for the passionate kiss to drink those beautiful noises. It wasn’t really a kiss, Eren just slid his tongue inside to lick everywhere. Wet lips then brushed Levi’s ear with warm whisper. “One more, love, I know you can”

No. He couldn’t. Please.

Levi didn’t realize he was already sobbing in exhaustion, body shaking uncontrollably. All his frustration spilled with heavy tears. Fear, love, anger, hope, pain and pleasure — his mind was an exposed nerve Eren skillfully touched. The person he devoted himself to, the one he could be weak with.

Through leaded eyes he saw the hand sliding up his chest over sensitive nipple and further up till he took a grip of his throat. Not squeezing yet, just holding him between thumb and index finger. The final submission.

“I love you” words just rolled off his tongue before Eren cut off his oxygen.

On the edge of unconsciousness was hot feeling of Eren coming inside with drawn-out moan. All body went light and numb, shaky strokes on his dick felt nothing more than a touch as he reached the second release, desperately trying to inhale.

His restraints faded away so fast that he couldn’t hold back painful groan from how stiff his muscles were. He could only straighten his sore legs and lie still while Eren’s caressing his body, especially where those bounds were tying him up.

“I didn’t overdo it, right?” Eren kissed his salty cheek.

Levi curled up at his side, reaching steady breath. Brat was always the one to talk after even if it’s him being fucked.

“Come here, you little shit” he muttered quietly. “The reason for my heart attack”

“I’m the reason for many bad things” he whispered.

They were lying embraced in comfortable silence, Eren lowering his ear on Levi’s chest. He didn’t catch if it was tear that slipped down. Eren was warm…something about love and apologies he heard before dozing off…

It was strangely cold when he opened his eyes all clean and dressed. He was alone in this cell.

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