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Utahime scrunches her nose as she picks up yet another used condom, thankful for the latex gloves shielding her hands. The room reeks of sweat; the couple who just left were clearly at it for hours. The sheets? Completely ruined.
She never imagines herself in a place like this. Utahime is a woman of tradition, raised on modest values. Wait until marriage. Don’t show too much skin. The wisdom of the old men and women from her childhood still echoes in her mind, a relic of a past life she no longer recognizes.
And yet, here she is. Picking up cum-filled condoms. Changing out soiled sheets. A woman of "modesty" standing knee-deep in depravity. She exhales sharply, a bitter breath filled with resignation. This is rock bottom.
“It’s for her,” she whispers, as if saying it aloud makes it easier to believe. Her voice wavers, but she repeats the words anyway. “For her.” She has to remind herself why she’s here, why she’s crawling on her knees in this den of sin, doing the kind of work that makes her skin crawl.
Debt does things to people. It eats away at dignity, leaving desperation in its place. Utahime sees it now for what it is: a disease. It creeps in, infects every part of you, and drags you to your lowest point. Modesty doesn’t survive something like that.
Dignity is all she has left to cling to, and even that feels like it’s slipping from her grasp.
A giggle breaks through the silence, echoing down the corridor. Utahime freezes, her heart hammering in her chest. Something heavy slams against the door from the other side, followed by shallow, frantic breaths. She doesn’t need to see them to know what’s happening—she can imagine the scene vividly. Clamoring hands. Desperate touches. Their raw need dripping off every sound they make.
The door creaks open. Panic overtakes her, and before she can think, Utahime scrambles under the bed. She presses herself into the shadows just as the door swings wide.
From her hiding spot, she can only see feet. A pair of red heels—high, glossy, expensive. The kind pretty girls wear when they want to look irresistible. Beside them, polished Oxford shoes. Sleek, expensive. Classic businessman attire. She knows the type. A stressed exec looking to unload his frustrations on a girl who pretends it doesn’t bother her.
Utahime curses herself silently. Hiding had been pure instinct, but now she’s stuck. Trapped. The two are moving closer, their shadows stretching across the room, and she realizes with a sinking dread what’s about to happen. She’s going to have to witness this. Whether she sees it or just hears it, it doesn’t matter. Either way, she’s about to endure something she’d do anything to escape.
Two bodies hit the mattress, and Utahime has to suppress a squeal. If she’s going to interrupt this and escape, it has to be now—before she’s forced to witness a live porn show.
But what if she interrupts and gets yelled at again? This love hotel, meant for society’s rich degenerates, was supposed to be “the best of the best,” according to Mei-Mei. The only thing it excels at is making Utahime’s life a nightmare. The guests are nitpicky, rude, and borderline harassing. The number of times she’s been asked to join in is absurd. Just last week, a man had looked her up and down and called her: “Damaged, but doable.”
She’d bitten her tongue, thankfully, because she'd later discover he was a CEO of some tech company. People like him could ruin her life with a single word, and the man currently sprawled on this mattress is likely cut from the same cloth.
Another honeyed giggle floats through the room, followed by the rustle of clothing hitting the floor.
“Please, Daddy,” the girl whines, her voice high-pitched and needy.
“Tell me what you want,” the man replies, his voice smooth and low, almost hypnotic. Utahime can’t help but be captivated.
“I need you,” the girl murmurs. The mattress shifts under their weight.
“Yeah?” His tone is teasing. “Where do you need me, baby?”
Utahime feels the buzz of her phone vibrating in her pocket. Her heart lurches. No, no, no! Frantically, she yanks it out and taps the screen like her life depends on it, silencing the noise.
“Did you hear that?” The girl’s voice cuts through the air, puzzled.
Oh no, oh no, oh no. Utahime curls in on herself, barely daring to breathe.
“Hmm.” The man’s voice rumbles, rich with amusement. “Nah, you hear somethin’?”
“Maybe I’m imagining it.” There’s a pout in her tone.
“Are you scared?” he teases. “Oh no, what if a monster’s hiding under our bed? What if he catches us?”
The girl laughs at his (terrible) joke. “Shut uppp! I'm being serious” she whines playfully.
“Should I check?” he drawls, the bed shifting again.
Utahime’s breath hitches. She squeezes her eyes shut and prays fervently. For the love of God, someone get me out of here!
There’s a shift, and suddenly the mattress lifts. Utahime realizes then—she’s absolutely done for. Her mind races, frantically cycling through a hundred ways to explain this. Ninety of them end in catastrophic disaster; the other ten result in just getting fired. Either way she's fucked.
White locks dangle in front of her face, and she instinctively scoots back. She feels like a stray cat under a parked car—skittish, cornered, and painfully pathetic.
Then she sees him.
Her breath catches in her throat, her chest tightens, and her heart hammers against her ribcage—badump, badump. She can’t look away.
He’s beautiful.
That’s her first thought. It’s impossible to ignore the striking cerulean eyes locked on hers, the kind of blue that belongs to clear skies and constellations, the world reflected in miniature. And those eyes are staring right at her.
He studies her impassively, but then his gaze softens ever so slightly. The corners of his eyes crinkle, and without a word, he pulls himself back up.
“Nothing there!” he calls out cheerfully.
The girl giggles—is that all she ever does?—and the mattress bounces under her as she pounces on him.
Utahime is frozen. Did she hear that right? Did she see that right?
Did that man just…ignore her?
Is he… letting her stay?
A strange, conflicting swirl of emotions churns in her chest. Part of her feels an almost absurd sense of gratitude, while the other—the modest, self-respecting part—fears what he might think of her.
Does he think she’s some kind of voyeur? A pervert who hides under beds to listen to couples?
The thought makes her stomach churn, but she doesn’t dare move.
Utahime hears them share a big, sloppy kiss before the man murmurs something she can’t quite make out. Whatever he says has the girl whining and pouting, begging “Daddy” to play with her.
“Be patient, baby,” the man scolds, his tone light and teasing. “Go get yourself that bag you wanted, yeah? You know I always pay in advance.”
He actually pays for hookers? Utahime thinks absentmindedly. From the brief glimpse she’s had of his face, she’s damn near sure he doesn’t need to pay for it.
Another sloppy kiss follows, then a shuffle of movement. Utahime watches as the girl retrieves her discarded clothing with a slender, manicured hand, slipping her heels back on.
“Well, if you’re ever in need of getting rid of more stress…” the girl says, her voice trailing off suggestively before sauntering toward the door. It closes softly behind her, leaving Utahime alone with the man.
Her mind reels. What just happened? What am I supposed to do now?
“You can come out now!” he calls, his voice casual but direct.
Utahime freezes. He has to be talking to her—there’s no one else under the damn bed—but her body won’t cooperate. Words seem impossible to form.
“Hm?” The man crouches again, and this time he’s wearing sunglasses that give him a distinctly douchey vibe. “What’s wrong? Scared?” A playful grin tugs at his lips.
He’s being… awfully casual about this.
Utahime clears her throat, trying to steady herself. “I-It’s not what it looks like.”
The man tilts his head, as though giving her words serious thought. “Really? So you’re not hiding under my bed like a little peeping tom right now?”
“Well that part might be true but it's…” Utahime trails off, does she just explain what happened? Is she allowed to confess such incompetence? Yeah no, probably not. “I'm not into that” is what she manages to blurt out.
The man doesn't say anything, only reaches his hand towards her. “Come out, peeping Tom. Let me look at the culprit, yeah?”.
“My deepest apologies,” Utahime spits out. She hates having to go the begging route, but she really can't afford to lose this job. “This is all a misunderstanding I can assure–
“Yeah yeah,” the man grips her wrist. Pointedly avoiding the gloves–smart choice. His hands are huge, almost twice as big as hers. “Just come over here”.
He gives her a not-so-gentle yank.
The lighting hits on her, she feels like she's been transported to another universe. The air she inhales is less stuffy, though. A bit of reprieve before the inevitable doom she's about to face.
She's on her stomach, trying to pick herself up. Once she dares to look up, she sees the man. Legs dangling from the bed, gazing down at her with a smile that's not as predatory as she'd expect. She can't see his eyes through the sunglasses, which is both disappointing and good for her, they're far too distracting.
“Hi peeping Tom” he says. His voice is so much clearer like this. The man is huge, really, he's clearly tall and each of his limbs are long. He's wearing a shirt with two if the buttons undone. The skin that peaks through is pale, milky white and Utahime can't handle being faced with someone so pretty.
“I'd appreciate if you didn’t call me that,” she grumbles. The words kind of leave her while she's in that daze, and then it crashes on her that she's supposed to be all guilty and sorry.
“But isn't that what you are?” He smiles at her, deceptively sweet. “A little peeping tom?”.
Utahime doesn’t like this in the least. She's practically kneeling before him as he regards her like some toy. It dawns on Utahime that he probably intends to play with her.
Utahime clenches her fists, desperately trying to hold on to what little dignity she has left. She refuses to be the butt of another rich asshole's joke.
“I’ve already apologized,” she says, her voice strained, “but you keep calling me that. It’s not Peeping Tom, it’s Utahime Iori.” She grabs her name tag and thrusts it toward him. “Get that? U-ta-hi-me. Iori!”
Gojo’s grin widens, and then he laughs—a bright, boyish sound that only infuriates her more.
“Why are you the one getting mad?” he teases, wiping a nonexistent tear from the corner of his eye. “I’m the one who was being spied on.”
Utahime feels her blood boil. She's both embarrassed and mortified. “Well, excuse me, Mr…” She pauses, glaring at him expectantly.
“Gojo Satoru,” he answers smoothly, the name rolling off his tongue like he’s introducing himself on a game show. He leans forward, resting his chin on his hand. “Go-jo, Sa-to-ru. Got it?” He mocks her exaggeratedly, mimicking her earlier tone.
His laughter rings out again, and Utahime’s frustration hits its peak. She swears under her breath, her cheeks heating up.
“Well, Mr. Gojo Satoru,” she snaps, crossing her arms, “maybe if you didn’t spend your time paying for… for stress relief services, you wouldn’t find people under your bed.”
Gojo gasps dramatically, clutching his chest as if her words have wounded him. “So now I'm to be blame for you to disrespecting my privacy!?”
Utahime takes a deep breath, her hands shaking as she looks at Gojo. The frustration, the stress, everything she’s been bottling up floods out in a rush of words. “I’m sorry,” she says quickly, but her voice cracks. “I— I just panicked. I don’t know why I hid under your bed, I just… I was scared. I’m tired. I’ve been picking up used condoms, cleaning sheets ruined by people like you”—she jabs a finger in his direction—“and I just really, really need a break.”
The words come out in a jumble, and before she can stop herself, she stands up abruptly, tearing the gloves off her hands in frustration. She throws them down with a huff, her voice lowering to almost a whisper. “Please… just don’t report me.”
For a moment, Gojo’s teasing expression falters. The playful edge in his eyes disappears, and his posture shifts from casual to something more serious.
“Seems like you're under a lot of stress,” he muses, his voice softer now.
Utahime swallows hard, trying to steady herself, but her eyes are already starting to sting. *This is so embarrassing*, she thinks. Her cheeks burn as tears gather in the corner of her eyes. She knows she’s being childish, but she just can’t help it anymore. The exhaustion is too much. The constant grind. The lack of any real relief.
“You have no idea,” she huffs, trying to keep her voice steady, but it trembles nonetheless. She wipes at her eyes, furious at herself for showing this weakness.
Gojo stands up then, his movements smooth as he saunters toward her. His presence is almost suffocating as he stops just in front of her. “Why do you work here if you hate it so much?”
Utahime doesn’t even have to think about her answer. The words are automatic. “I need the money.”
Gojo hums, considering her words, then shrugs, though there's a flicker of something thoughtful in his gaze. “I’m stressed out too, you know. My relief just walked out that door because of you.”
Utahime freezes, her face flushing bright red. She had forgotten about the girl. “I—” She stammers, trying to find the right words, but they won’t come. Finally, she settles on, “Well… sorry.”
Gojo’s gaze softens slightly, and then, with a fluid motion, he rises to his feet. Utahime’s eyes instinctively shift upward—he towers over her effortlessly.
“I’m the head of my own company,” he begins, his voice smooth and confident as he takes a few steps toward her. “A man of many trades, though I’m an expert in making deals…” He trails off, absently fiddling with his sunglasses before letting them rest in his hand. “I deal with old, traditional fools all the time. It’s nothing but compromises on top of compromises, but me?” He chuckles softly, a self-assured grin curling on his lips. “I’m a greedy guy, you know?”
Utahime’s mind is reeling. What the hell is he going on about?
Gojo slides his sunglasses off and steps closer to her. She finds herself face-to-face with him again, his cerulean eyes locking onto hers. They’re intense—piercing—and Utahime can feel herself trapped in their gaze. She knows he’s fully aware of the effect he has on people. He’s the kind of man who knows exactly how attractive he is, and he wields it like a weapon.
“I like taking it all,” he murmurs, his voice dropping an octave, a tone of calculated dominance in his words. “I like making deals where everything works out in my favor. But…” He leans in a little closer, and Utahime’s breath catches in her throat. “Because you’ve caught my eye, I’ll be generous with you.”
Utahime barely manages to take a step back before Gojo closes the gap, his presence is overwhelming. He smells good, expensive cologne Utahime could only dream of affording.
“We’re both pretty pent-up, aren’t we?” he says, his voice low, teasing, and undeniably assertive. “And you’re in need of some quick cash, right?”
“I-I’m not,” Utahime squeaks, her face flushing hot. “I’m not a whore!”
“Yeah?” Gojo’s hand moves with precision, his fingers gripping her chin as he tilts her face up to meet his gaze. “But that,” he pauses, a laugh rumbling low in his throat, “that look you’re giving me says otherwise.”
Utahime’s jaw tightens, but her voice wavers as she blurts, “I’m desperate, but not that desperate. I still have some dignity left.”
“Right,” Gojo drawls, his eyes crinkling with amusement. “Because the whole peeping Tom act is just dripping with dignity. You must take immense pride in cataloging every bed creak.”
“I told you that—” Utahime’s voice catches as her face burns crimson, the heat creeping all the way to the tips of her ears. She clenches her fists, takes a steadying breath, and glares at him with as much defiance as she can muster. “Why don’t you just call back the girl you were playing with?” she snaps. “I’m sure she’d be more than willing to relieve you.”
Gojo’s grin widens as he takes another step closer, completely invading her space and caging her in. “And that’s exactly the problem,” he murmurs, his tone dropping lower, more intimate. “I like the chase.”
Utahime’s breath hitches as Gojo’s words hang in the air, heavy with implication. His presence is overwhelming, the heat radiating off him making it impossible for her to think straight.
“I-I'm not interested in playing your games,” she stammers, though her voice is far from steady. She tries to move back, but there’s nowhere to go—his towering frame has her entirely cornered.
“You sure about that?” Gojo’s grin widens, and his fingers tilt her chin just slightly, keeping her gaze locked on his. His cerulean eyes sparkle with a dangerous mix of amusement and something deeper, something more primal.
“I told you, I’m not—” she starts, but Gojo interrupts her, his voice a low murmur.
“Not a whore, right. You’ve made that perfectly clear.” His thumb brushes along her jaw, and the casual intimacy of the gesture sends a jolt through her. “But you’re desperate. And desperate people make compromises.”
Utahime swallows hard, her heart racing. “Not that kind of compromise,” she bites out, though the defiance in her tone wavers under his scrutiny.
Gojo hums, as if considering her words. “Fair enough,” he says after a beat, though there’s still a teasing lilt to his voice. He leans in slightly, his breath warm against her skin. “But you can’t blame me for being intrigued. You’ve been under my bed, after all.”
Utahime grits her teeth, her embarrassment morphing into a spark of irritation. “I already explained why I was under there! And for the record,” she says sharply, her voice rising, “you’re not as interesting as you think you are.”
Gojo laughs, the sound rich and unbothered. “Oh, Utahime,” he says, her name rolling off his tongue like it’s something sacred. “You keep saying that, but the way you’re reacting says otherwise.”
“I’m reacting because you’re impossible!” she snaps, though her flushed face and the way her breath quickens betray her words.
“Impossible? Maybe,” Gojo concedes with a grin, leaning closer, his voice dropping to a near whisper. “But you’ve got to admit, I make things fun.”
The tension between them is palpable, and Utahime feels like she’s standing on the edge of something she doesn’t fully understand. She’s furious, flustered, and completely at a loss—but she refuses to back down.
“You call this fun?” she huffs, her hands balling into fists at her sides. “You’re delusional.”
“And yet,” Gojo says smoothly, his grin unwavering, “here you are. Still in my space.”
Utahime opens her mouth to retort, but no words come. She glares at him instead, hoping the heat of her stare can somehow counteract the maddening smirk on his face.
Gojo leans in, and Utahime instinctively closes her eyes, bracing herself.
And she waits—
And waits—
And wai—
“Oh?” His voice cuts through the haze, and she snaps her eyes open, only to find herself face-to-face with his insufferable smirk. “I thought you weren’t interested.”
Embarrassment rips through her, hot and unforgiving. Her breath catches in her throat as realization crashes down—she had closed her eyes. She was going to let it happen. For a single second, she was going to let it happen.
“You’re insufferable,” she spits, though the crack in her voice betrays her. Tears are beginning to collect in the corners of her eyes, and she can feel her composure slipping away.
“Oh, baby,” Gojo murmurs, his voice dropping a notch, rich and velvety. His fingers brush against her cheek, wiping away the hint of a tear that threatens to spill. There’s a dangerous amount of satisfaction in his tone, a purr that makes her stomach churn. “Am I being too mean? Can't handle it?”
“Get off me,” she says, her voice trembling. She tries to sound firm, but the wobble in her words only makes her feel smaller, more vulnerable.
“Utahime!” a voice calls from somewhere down the hall. The sudden interruption jolts her, and she stiffens as the sound grows closer.
Gojo’s smirk doesn’t falter—in fact, it only deepens. He leans in close, his breath ghosting against her ear, and she freezes, her heart pounding erratically in her chest.
“Name your price,” he whispers, his voice smooth, dark, and dripping with promise. “You’re exactly the kind of girl I’d love to fuck to pieces.”
Before she can even process his words, he slips something into the front of her kosode with an infuriating amount of ease. Then, with a languid, casual motion, he straightens and saunters to the door.
Utahime is too stunned to stop him, too embarrassed to speak. He swings the door open, revealing her stumbling awkwardly out into the hallway.
She blinks rapidly, her face flaming as she comes face-to-face with Mei Mei, who’s staring at her with a raised brow and a faint, knowing smile.
The silence is deafening as Utahime fidgets, fumbling to fix her disheveled appearance. The weight of Mei Mei’s amused gaze makes her stomach churn.
Finally, they walk a bit further down the hall in silence, the tension palpable. But the frustration bubbling in Utahime’s chest becomes too much to contain. She throws her hands in the air and blurts, “I hate this job!”
Mei Mei giggles, a soft, melodic sound as she tilts her head and gives Utahime a sly look. “So,” she muses, a teasing lilt in her tone, “you’ve finally met Gojo, hm?”
Utahime groans, burying her face in her hands. “Of course you know him,” she mutters, voice muffled by her palms.
“Oh, darling,” Mei Mei says with a grin. “Everyone knows him.”