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I See it Now

Summary:

Fixing 8.14 and this Thomas non-sense once and for all. Fuck that guy.

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“Goodbye Harvey.”

“Take care of yourself Scottie.

As Harvey hangs up the phone, her earlier words play on repeat in his head. 

“I just got off the phone with Donna, I promised that from now on I’d stay away from you.” 

“Scottie-“

“I hope someday you see it.”

Harvey swallows hard, “and what’s that?”

“It never works out with anyone else, because it’s always been her. Harvey…don’t keep making her wait for you. Because someday, she won’t anymore. Tell her.”

Harvey couldn’t deny that things between he and Donna had always been…complicated, especially in the last couple of years. But since Mike and Rachel got married, they’d been in a good place. Closer than they had been in a while and maybe…moving towards something more. But making her wait? Was that what he was doing? 

The thought hit him harder than expected. He’d spent years dodging the truth, hiding behind work, behind excuses, behind his fears. Even just the other day, the look of frustration and disappointment on her face, when he wouldn’t say the words. Admitting he thought that she’d always been jealous of Scottie, felt like a road he shouldn’t go down. To keep from crossing the line, because once he did, they could never go back. 

He stood from his desk, pacing for a moment. Scottie’s words kept echoing: “It’s always been her. Don’t keep making her wait for you.

Harvey thought about every missed chance, every time he’d skirted the edge of saying what he felt, letting his fear of vulnerability win. It made him realize that he can’t let another day pass. Not when the truth had been right in front of him all along. He takes a deep breath, his decision firming up like concrete. Enough waiting. Enough pretending.

Harvey squares his shoulders, as he heads out of his office and down the hall. The weight in his chest shifts into determination. He’ll tell her. He’ll stop dancing around it. He’ll face it, no matter how messy or scary it might be. Because the only thing worse than telling her now…was never telling her at all.

As he approaches the elevator Donna is there, coat on her arm about to leave for the night. He calls out to her gently, “hey.”

Donna turns at the sound of his voice, “hey.”

“I just wanted you to know-“

She cuts in before he can finish, “Scottie called to thank me Harvey.”

“That’s funny, she just called me.”

“Well I guess she’s grateful to both of us.”

“Yeah I guess so.”

Harvey can sense something is off. It’s as if she’s trying to get away as fast as possible and he almost decides to let it go. But then she’s looking at him, with those wide hazel eyes and Scottie’s words echo in his mind, as if to cheer him on. 

“Don’t keep making her wait for you.” 

So he continues, “Um, did she say something to you about..”

“About what?”

Harvey can see her jaw clench. She’s pensive now, like she’s afraid of what he might say next. 

“Tell her.”

“About me. About…us?”

Donna hesitates, then meets his eyes fully.

“She might have,” she admits, her voice soft but steady.

Harvey swallows, feeling both exposed and certain for the first time in years.

“And what did she say?”

Donna exhales, her gaze unwavering.

“Harvey, it's late, we don’t need to do this.”

Harvey’s chest tightens, he can feel her closing the door. On him. On them.

“Because someday, she won’t anymore.”

With the thought of her slipping away, Harvey takes a step closer and asks a question loaded with history. “Why?”

Knowing exactly what he's doing, Donna responds, fire now in her eyes, emphasizing every word, “You know why.”

Not backing down, Harvey moves closer. 

“She’s right,” he admits, his voice low, almost a whisper, but with all the conviction he’s been holding in for years. “I see it now. I don’t want to keep pretending I don’t.”

Before she can respond, the elevator dings and the doors slide open. Thomas steps in, cheerful and unassuming. His face lights up as he sees Donna. “Oh perfect timing.”

The tension and electricity is broken as Donna turns to the other man.  

“Thomas…I thought we were meeting down stairs.” 

Harvey feels his heart sink. The flustered panic across Donna’s face confirms everything.  

Still oblivious, Thomas explains, “Well I got here a little early, I thought I’d come meet you.”

The sinking feeling turns to panic. He was here to meet Donna and it’s clearly not the first time. 

“Because someday, she won’t anymore. 

Scottie’s words hit like a hammer in his chest. This was it, someday was here, now, tonight. 

For a split second, Harvey feels himself unravel. All the years of hesitation, of holding back, of telling himself they’d get there someday, suddenly it’s all staring him in the face. He missed it. He missed his chance with Donna. 

But then Donna’s voice cuts through the haze, soft but steady. 

“Oh Harvey, this is Thomas-”

He swallows down the ache, forces his mask back on. If he’s lost his chance, he won’t let her see him break. “Kessler,” Harvey interjects smoothly, offering his hand before she can finish. His tone is even, controlled, pure Specter swagger. “We’ve met. Nice to see you again.”

Thomas responds politely, something about Louis, but Harvey isn’t listening. He only hears the rush of blood in his ears, the pounding truth pressing harder with every beat. He can’t go back to pretending. Not anymore.

He watches Donna for just a second longer, her smile faint but guarded, and realizes that if he doesn’t do something soon, she really will walk away for good.

No, Harvey thinks, jaw tightening. No. This can’t be it for them.

“Well shall we.” Thomas motions towards the elevator. 

Donna doesn’t respond right away. Her eyes stay locked on Harvey, the weight of everything unspoken pressing between them.

Thomas finally notices, his brow furrowing as he glances between them. “Did I…interrupt something?”

___

Donna’s pulse races, a mix of hope and fear twisting inside her. Part of her wants to walk  away, to use Thomas's presence as an excuse to escape. To run from the intensity that Harvey stirs in her. But another part, the part that’s been waiting years to hear what she’s always known, refuses to.

Harvey doesn’t move, doesn’t speak. He just holds Donna’s gaze, silently begging her not to go. For years, he’s hidden behind silence, but now the silence feels like the loudest thing in the room. 

For a moment Donna’s heart feels the familiar break, as she remembers every time he’s pulled back. Every moment where she let herself hope only to have the rug pulled out from under her. His silence proving, that tonight will be just another almost in their story. 

But then Harvey reaches out, his expression raw, unguarded, he reaches down and takes her hand in his.

Donna startles, her breath catching, but she doesn’t pull away. His grip is warm, steady, the quiet strength of it speaking loudly.

“Don’t go.” Harvey says finally, his voice low but unwavering. There is no question in his voice. It’s a statement. One that says everything. 

Thomas shifts uncomfortably, now realizing what he’s walked into. “Donna…” he begins, uncertain.

But she doesn’t look at him. She doesn’t look anywhere but at Harvey.

Thomas blinks, his easy confidence slipping into confusion, then hurt. He tries one more time. “Donna?”

She finally turns to him, still holding Harvey’s hand. Her voice is soft, regretful but firm.

“Thomas…I’m sorry.”

The words land heavy, final.

Thomas looks between them, the truth settling in. Seeing the way Donna’s hand fits in Harvey’s, the way she’s looking at him like she’ll never see anyone else. With a resigned nod, he steps back toward the elevator.

“Goodbye Donna,” he says quietly, then nods to Harvey, an unspoken understanding between them. The elevator doors close behind him, and he’s gone.

Donna turns back to Harvey, her pulse still racing. She should pull her hand away, but she doesn’t. Instead, she squeezes it, the smallest smile tugging at her lips. “You picked a hell of a moment, Harvey.”

Harvey takes a breath, his voice low, almost hoarse. “You weren’t going to tell me about him.”

Donna swallows, her chin lifting slightly, defiant. “I didn’t think it was any of your business.”

“Maybe it should’ve been,” Harvey shoots back, but there’s no edge in his tone, only raw honesty. He takes her other hand in his, his voice tightening. “Because whether you admit it or not, it’s always been my business. You’ve always been my business.”

Donna’s lips part, her breath catching, but she doesn’t interrupt.

He presses on, finally letting the words tumble out. “Scottie was right. Every time it doesn’t work out with someone else,it’s because of you. Because I can’t look at anyone else without…” He pauses for a moment, the admission burning in his throat. “Without wishing it was you.”

Donna feels her eyes glisten, but she holds his gaze, steady, unflinching. “Harvey…” she whispers, and it’s half warning, half plea.

He takes one final step, close enough to feel her warmth, close enough to see her tremble just slightly. “I’m done waiting. Done pretending. If you want me to walk away, tell me now. Because otherwise…” his voice drops, certain, “I’m never letting you slip away again.”

For a long beat, the world seems to stop. The elevator, the office, everything falls away until there’s only them.

Then, Donna finally exhales, her eyes shining, her walls lowering inch by inch. “Then don’t.”

That’s all it takes. Harvey doesn’t think, doesn’t hesitate. He leans in, closing the last sliver of space that’s between them. His hands lift instinctively, first brushing down her arms, then settling at her waist like it’s the most natural thing in the world.

Their lips meet, soft at first, tentative, but charged with years of everything they’ve held back. Donna presses into him, her hand sliding to the back of his neck, pulling him closer, deepening it.

The kiss is nothing like the one in her office. This isn’t a line crossed in the heat of the moment. This is deliberate, certain, inevitable.

When they finally break apart, both breathless, Harvey rests his forehead against hers, his voice rough but sure. “I should’ve told you a long time ago.”

Donna smiles faintly, her fingers still tangled in his hair. “It’s okay, I was worth the wait.”

___

Later that night, in the stillness of her apartment, it hit her harder. Harvey was sprawled on her couch, tie off, shoes discarded, looking more at home than she’d ever seen him outside his own place.

“You know,” Donna teased, curling up beside him, “if I’d known all it would take to get you here was Scottie calling you blind, I’d have arranged that conversation years ago.”

Harvey chuckles, sliding an arm around her shoulders. “You think she’s the reason I said it?”

“Isn’t it?” she challenges, smiling, yet there is a seriousness behind her question.

He tilts her chin up so she had to meet his eyes. “No. She might’ve lit the match, but the fire was already there. Always has been.”

Donna stills, her heart twisting at the raw honesty.. She presses a hand against his chest, right over his heartbeat. “Then don’t you dare make me regret breaking my rule…”

“I won’t” He kisses her then, slow, steady, nothing rushed. 

In that moment, curled against him, she feels it deep inside her. This is different. Every other time would have been a mistake, something to take back. But this? This was forever. She knows Harvey feels it too as he wraps her in arms, holding her like she’s the most precious thing in the world. For the first time in years, the weight is lifted off of them both. The long battle they’ve been fighting is over and they are finally where they are supposed to be.

Together.

___

Less than a year later…

The autumn air is crisp as Harvey and Donna stroll through Central Park, her hand looped through his arm. She’s glowing, not just because of the baby bump beneath her coat, but because Harvey is fussing over every little crack in the path as if she might trip.

“Harvey, I’m pregnant, not made of glass. Your protective-husband act is a little much,” she teases, shaking her head.

“Pregnant with my kid,” he counters smoothly. “Which means you get full bodyguard detail until further notice.”

Donna laughs, squeezing his arm. “I’ve had that for years.”

They’re still bickering playfully when a familiar voice calls out.

“Harvey? Donna?”

They turn to see Scottie, coffee in hand, surprise giving way to a warm smile. Her eyes drift to Donna’s bump. “Well, look at you two. It didn't take long to settle down, huh?”

Harvey smirks, slipping his arm around Donna’s shoulders. “Only about twelve years. Give or take.”

Donna laughs, resting a hand on her belly. “We like to get things right the first time.”

Scottie chuckles softly, shaking her head. “I take full credit for nudging. I’m really happy for you both.”

Donna squeezes Harvey’s hand. “Thanks Scottie. That means a lot.”

Scottie raises her coffee cup. “To the next chapter, then.”

“Cheers,” Harvey says, leaning close to Donna. She rests her head on his shoulder, and together they continue walking, into the future they were always meant to have. 



Notes:

I hope you don't mind that I took a little break from Surplus this week. I wanted (needed) to get this out of my head. I hate Thomas so much it makes my ass hurt. So I gave him the treatment he deserves, which is that in the end, he meant nothing. Nada. Zilch. Zero.