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The letters had arrived a few weeks ago, on a day that looked normal enough to make it dangerous.
The Wheeler mailbox had clicked shut and Karen had called, “Mail’s here,” like it was just coupons and bills.
There were more envelopes than anyone had expected that day—white, clean, official—Indiana University Bloomington printed in the corner like it was only an address. Like it wasn’t a future.
Will remembered holding his with both hands at the kitchen counter, the paper warm from the sun. He’d been scared to open it, scared it would be empty, scared he’d already used up whatever luck the universe owed him. Mike tore his open immediately—impatient, always—and then froze so hard it made Will’s stomach drop.
Congratulations.
For a second nobody spoke. Karen’s hand flew to her mouth, eyes shining. Jonathan made a sound that was half laugh and half choked breath and turned away like he didn’t want anyone to see what it did to him. Even Ted looked up from the newspaper, blinking like he hadn’t expected anything in this house to ever be good again.
Bloomington.
Still Indiana. Still close enough that home wasn’t erased. Far enough that it meant leaving anyway.
After that, time didn’t sprint. It crept. It became dorm forms and lists taped to the fridge, boxes in corners, shopping trips for towels and pencils and things that felt too normal to matter until they did. It became the strange kind of planning that made you feel guilty, like wanting a future was tempting fate.
And now it was move-in morning.
August heat sat heavy over the Wheeler yard. The grass was sun-bleached and dry, cicadas screaming from the trees like they were furious the world kept going.
The driveway was packed with proof—except it wasn’t just one trunk anymore. It was two cars lined up like they’d made a pact. Duffel bags. Taped boxes. A milk crate of “essentials.” A cooler someone had insisted on. The kind of clutter that looked like a family moving, except it was a whole history trying to fit into backseats.
Will’s sketchbook was tucked under his arm like a shield. Mike kept checking the same pockets like he might forget something important if he stopped moving.
Jonathan moved between the driveway and the first car with nervous efficiency, shifting bags and rechecking straps as if he could pack the fear away if he taped it tight enough. Joyce hovered near the front door, trying to keep her breathing steady. Karen made iced tea and pretended she wasn’t watching the clock.
Hopper stood by the second car, keys turning slowly in his hand like he was stalling without admitting it. He had that look he got when something mattered too much—jaw set, shoulders squared, eyes refusing to linger anywhere soft.
“We’re not leaving just yet,” Joyce said finally, voice too bright.
Mike blinked from the open trunk. “What?”
Joyce lifted her chin like she’d decided this was non-negotiable. “They’re coming here,” she said, as if it explained everything. “All of them. One last time. Five minutes. Ten. Then we go.”
Will’s stomach tightened at all of them.
It wasn’t that he didn’t want to see everyone. He did. But goodbyes were dangerous. They made things real. They put names on endings.
As if on cue, a car door slammed somewhere down the street.
Then another.
The first to appear was Dustin, jogging up the sidewalk like he was late to his own funeral, hair already damp from the heat, a grocery bag swinging from his hand.
“Okay,” he announced, slightly out of breath, “I brought provisions. I don’t know what college kids eat, but I’m assuming it’s basically sugar and regret.”
Mrs. Henderson followed him up the walk, flustered and determined, carrying an extra tote bag like she could outsmart separation with supplies. She pressed a quick kiss to Dustin’s hair without asking permission, then immediately tried to pretend she hadn’t.
Lucas arrived with his parents’ car close behind—Mr. Sinclair at the wheel, serious in that quiet way that meant he’d been serious all morning, and Mrs. Sinclair in the passenger seat, one hand already lifted like she was waving off a sob. Lucas stepped out, coasting into the driveway with that practiced steadiness he’d been wearing more and more lately—taller, older, like he’d learned how to carry worry without letting it crush him.
Behind them came Steve’s car—because of course Steve had a car—and Robin shoved the passenger door open before it even stopped properly, hopping out with two paper cups and a grin that was trying too hard to be casual.
“I brought coffee,” she said, holding one out like a peace offering. “For the moms. And also for anyone who plans to pretend they’re emotionally stable today.”
Steve shut his door more carefully, eyes already scanning the driveway like he was checking perimeters out of habit. He looked at the cars, the boxes, the taped labels, and his expression softened into something almost helpless.
“Jesus,” he muttered, but quieter than usual. “You guys are really doing it.”
Max arrived last, stepping out of her mom’s car with a slow kind of determination, a small bag slung over her shoulder. Her mom paused behind her—sunglasses on, mouth tight, hands hovering like she didn’t know what to do with them—then reached out and squeezed Max’s shoulder once, hard enough to mean don’t break, soft enough to mean I love you.
Max didn’t say anything at first. She just looked at Will, then Mike, and nodded once like that was her version of a hug.
Then there was the familiar crunch of tires as another car pulled up behind them.
Hopper’s shoulders went rigid for half a second on instinct, then he exhaled when he realized it was just… the last arrival, not the next disaster. Joyce’s eyes still went wet anyway. Eleven climbed out from the passenger side of the car behind him (or, if she’d ridden with him, from his own passenger seat), squinting into the sun, hair tied back and expression serious. Kali followed last, leaning on a door for a second like she was judging the whole concept of “goodbyes” before she stepped into the driveway.
The whole Party—expanded, scarred, alive—crowded into the Wheeler yard like it was still 1983 and they were about to plan a campaign.
Only now the campaign was life.
Will stood near the porch steps with his sketchbook pressed to his side and felt that strange, sharp ache of gratitude so big it almost hurt.
Mike’s hand found his without asking.
For a second, with everyone filling the driveway, it felt like the world narrowed down to one simple truth: they had survived long enough to leave.
Joyce clapped her hands once, the sound too sharp in the heat.
“Okay,” she said, voice wavering. “Everybody. Inside. Or at least in the shade. Before you all melt. And before I start crying and don’t stop.”
Dustin opened his mouth like he was about to make a joke.
Lucas elbowed him.
And the Wheeler house—too familiar, too full—opened its doors one more time to hold all of them before the road took them somewhere new.
The living room filled the way it always did when something mattered—too many bodies, too many voices overlapping, the air thick with sweat and iced tea and the frantic energy of people trying to pretend this was ordinary.
Karen had shoved the curtains open to let in whatever breeze existed. Joyce kept hovering between the couch and the kitchen like she couldn’t decide where to stand without falling apart. Hopper took up his usual post near the doorway, arms folded, pretending he wasn’t counting heads. Dustin’s mom sat on the edge of a chair like she couldn’t relax into it. Lucas’s parents stayed close together, quiet and watchful. Max’s mom hovered near the hall like she didn’t want to take up space but couldn’t make herself leave it, either. Jane sat perched on the arm of a chair, gaze flicking between all of them like she was memorizing the moment. Kali stayed a little apart, leaning against the wall, eyes sharp and quiet.
Dustin immediately commandeered the coffee table, dumping his grocery bag out like he was preparing for a siege.
“Okay,” he said, voice too loud, because that was how he did feelings. “Snacks. Emergency sugar. Possibly contraband. I don’t know what they do at college, but I’m assuming it’s illegal to be sober for longer than forty minutes.”
“Nobody is doing drugs,” Karen said automatically from the kitchen, and it came out with the exhausted authority of a woman who had stopped being surprised by anything.
Dustin spread his hands. “I said sober, Mrs. Wheeler. That’s just… a vibe.”
Nancy’s voice floated from the hallway. “Dustin.”
He shut up—briefly.
Everyone talked around them—about dorms, about Bloomington, about whether the food was good, whether the professors were scary, whether they’d have to share bathrooms with strangers. It was a comforting kind of noise. A way to keep the sharp edge of goodbye from cutting too deep.
Then, slowly, it stopped being noise and started being moments.
But the parents didn’t stay on the edges this time.
Mrs. Henderson caught Dustin by both shoulders when she finally got her opening, eyes shining. “You call,” she told him, voice too fierce for how badly it shook. “Not postcards. Not your friends calling for you. You. You call.”
Dustin tried for a grin and missed. “Yes, ma’am,” he said, and he hugged her back hard enough that she made a sound like laughter and crying at the same time.
Mr. Sinclair pulled Lucas into a hug that was quick and solid and almost businesslike—except his hand lingered at the back of Lucas’s neck like it couldn’t quite let go. Mrs. Sinclair cupped Lucas’s face the way Joyce did with Will, thumbs brushing his cheekbones like she was trying to memorize him by touch. Lucas swallowed whatever he was feeling and nodded like he could carry it.
Max’s mom didn’t do speeches. She just stepped in close, pressed her forehead to Max’s for half a second, then pulled back and handed her something small—money, a note, a key, it didn’t matter which as much as the fact that her hand shook doing it. Max took it, fingers closing tight, eyes bright with anger at how much she cared.
And Joyce—Joyce did what she always did. She tried to hold everybody at once, like love could be elastic enough to cover them all. She pulled Will close until he stopped pretending he was fine, then turned and grabbed Mike’s face, fierce and quick, making sure he heard the part nobody ever told him: take care of yourself too.
Hopper hovered at the edge of it, pretending he wasn’t. Then he stepped in, because it was his turn now and he was pretending it wasn’t.
He looked at Jane first, just for a second—like a silent check-in—and Jane’s hand found his wrist, grounding him as much as he grounded her.
Jonathan cleared his throat from near the stairs, keys already in hand. “We should go.”
Nobody moved for half a beat.
And then, like the universe couldn’t stand them holding it together for too long, it all finally tipped—quiet at first, then unstoppable.
They did the last hugs like people closing a door gently even though they wanted to slam it. They collected bags. They wiped faces. They tried to laugh and failed and tried again.
Outside, the heat hit them like a wall again, and the two cars waited in the driveway like a countdown.
They got into them like it was the only way to keep from collapsing.
Jonathan took the driver’s seat of the first car. Joyce slid into the passenger side with a tissue already crumpled in her fist. Will climbed into the back and immediately scooted toward the middle. Mike followed and sat close enough that their thighs touched, close enough that Will could feel him shaking.
Hopper took the driver’s seat of the second car, posture rigid like he could hold the whole world steady if he sat perfectly still. Jane slid into the passenger seat beside him. Dustin and Lucas argued—quietly, stupidly—about who got which side in the back until Max cut through it with one dry sentence and they shut up and made room.
The doors shut one by one—two cars sealing into two small worlds.
Outside the windshields, the driveway filled with the people staying behind: Karen, Ted, Dustin’s mom, Lucas’s parents, Max’s mom, Steve and Robin. Hands lifted. Faces blurred.
Jonathan started the engine. Hopper started his a beat later. Two ordinary sounds. That made it worse.
When the first car began to roll, Joyce twisted around in her seat to keep looking at them—as long as she could, all of them, not just one boy—mouth opening like she had more instructions, more warnings, more love to cram into the last second.
But nothing came out.
Just a sob.
Will pressed his fingers hard into his eyes and still didn’t stop the tears. Mike’s hand found his between the seats, squeezing like a lifeline, and Mike’s face crumpled too—silent at first, then helpless, the kind of crying that felt like it had been waiting behind his ribs for years.
The Wheeler house got smaller in the rearview mirror. Then the street. Then the people.
Nobody stopped crying.
Not when they hit the main road. Not when Hawkins fell behind them in sun-bleached neighborhoods and familiar intersections. Not when Jonathan cracked the windows because the car was too hot and the air smelled like tissues and salt.
Joyce kept wiping her face and trying to breathe, failing, trying again. Jonathan drove with his jaw tight and his eyes shining, blinking too often. Will stared out the window until the fields blurred, then leaned his head against the glass and let himself break quietly.
Mike didn’t let go of his hand once.
Every few minutes he rubbed his thumb over Will’s knuckles like he was reminding them both: still here. Still together. Still alive.
The road stretched ahead, bright and merciless, and the farther they got from Hawkins, the more it sank in—
This was real.
And it hurt.
And it was happening anyway.
The crying didn’t stop all at once. It thinned, slowly—like a storm moving off but leaving everything soaked.
The farther they got from Hawkins, the quieter the car became. The radio stayed off. Jonathan drove with both hands tight on the wheel, eyes fixed ahead, blinking too often. Joyce kept a tissue pressed to her mouth like it was the only thing keeping her from saying something she wouldn’t survive.
In the backseat, Will sat close to Mike, knees angled toward him without even pretending otherwise. His sketchbook was wedged against his thigh, the corner digging into his leg every time the car hit a bump. He’d stopped wiping his face at some point. There was no point. His eyes just kept filling again, and he kept letting it happen, breathing through it like he’d learned you could.
Mike’s hand stayed tangled with his, thumb rubbing small circles over Will’s knuckles—automatic, steadying, like he was trying to keep Will anchored to something real.
“Hey,” Mike murmured after a long stretch of silence, voice rough. “You okay?”
Will tried to answer and only managed a tired, watery laugh. “No,” he whispered honestly.
Mike’s grip tightened. “Me neither,” he admitted, softer.
That was enough. They didn’t need more.
The sun climbed higher. The heat pressed through the windows. The road smoothed out into long stretches of cornfields and flat horizon, the kind of scenery that made time feel like it was stretching.
At some point, Will’s breathing started to change.
It wasn’t sudden. He didn’t announce it. His shoulders just stopped trembling so often. His eyelids drooped for longer between blinks. The exhaustion—real exhaustion, the kind that comes after too many years of holding yourself together—finally began to win.
Will’s head tipped once, small and involuntary, toward Mike’s shoulder.
He caught himself. Straightened. Wiped at his face again like he could reset his body by force.
Mike didn’t say anything. He just shifted—barely, carefully—making more space without moving away. Making himself a better landing spot.
A few minutes later, Will tried to keep staring out the window, but the fields blurred too much. His lashes stuck together. His forehead drifted toward Mike again, slower this time, like his body had already decided.
Mike’s shoulder was warm through the thin fabric of his shirt. Solid.
Will let himself lean.
His temple met Mike’s shoulder with a soft, final kind of relief, like giving up a fight he didn’t have to win anymore. Mike’s arm came up immediately—careful, protective—curling around Will’s upper back and pulling him in just enough that he wouldn’t slide.
Will’s fingers were still hooked around Mike’s hand between their knees.
His grip loosened as sleep took him, but he didn’t let go.
His breathing evened out—shaky at first, then steadier, the quiet rhythm of someone who had finally run out of adrenaline to live on. His weight grew heavier against Mike’s side, trust settling in without permission.
Mike stared straight ahead at the back of Jonathan’s seat, jaw tight, eyes still wet. He didn’t move except to adjust his arm once so Will’s neck wouldn’t bend wrong. He kept his thumb moving over Will’s knuckles, slower now, like a lullaby.
Joyce glanced back once and saw it—Will asleep on Mike’s shoulder, the two of them tangled together like they’d been built that way.
Her face crumpled again. She turned back to the windshield fast, pressing her hand over her mouth.
Jonathan’s eyes flicked to the rearview mirror, caught the same picture, and he swallowed hard, gripping the steering wheel a little tighter.
The car kept rolling.
The road kept pulling them forward.
And in the backseat, for the first time since the morning started, Will wasn’t fighting anything at all.
Bloomington hit them like a different kind of heat.
Not Hawkins heat—heavy and familiar and full of memories—but the bright, loud heat of a place that didn’t know them at all. Streets packed with cars. Sidewalks crowded with families hauling boxes and suitcases. Banners that said WELCOME HOME in red and white, like the university could claim people it had never met.
The two cars crawled into town like a small, stubborn convoy.
Jonathan kept inching forward with one hand on the wheel and the other hovering near the gearshift, eyes flicking between the traffic ahead and the second set of headlights behind them. Hopper stayed close enough to be seen in the mirror—close enough that every time the line lurched, his car lurched too, protective and impatient.
Joyce craned her neck to read every sign like the words might explain how to be brave. In the backseat, Will woke fully sometime on the outskirts—blinking hard, hair flattened on one side from Mike’s shoulder, mouth dry, eyes puffy. He looked out the window and went still, like the sight of so many strangers was its own kind of shock.
Mike squeezed his hand once.
A silent: we’re here.
By the time they found the right lot, both cars were ovens.
Jonathan slid into a parking space that barely deserved to be called one. Hopper pulled in two rows over, then immediately got back out like sitting still was impossible. For a second nobody moved in either car—doors shut, engines ticking, the weight of the drive settling into the silence.
Then Joyce inhaled shakily and forced herself into motion.
“Okay,” she said, voice rough. “Unpack. We do this fast before I fall apart again.”
The doors opened like a signal.
Heat hit them hard. The air smelled like asphalt and sunscreen and cut grass—fresh, ordinary. Everywhere you looked there were parents with clipboards and kids pretending they weren’t terrified. Someone blasted music from an open dorm window. Upperclassmen in bright shirts shouted directions like this was a festival instead of a goodbye.
Will stood for half a second with his sketchbook hugged to his chest, absorbing it. Mike bumped his shoulder lightly, grounding him, and Will finally moved.
Unpacking was immediate chaos, because it had to be.
Boxes slid out of trunks. Duffels thumped onto the pavement. Joyce carried things she didn’t need to carry, like lifting weight was easier than holding feelings. Jonathan took the heaviest boxes without comment. Hopper appeared at Joyce’s elbow, wordless, and grabbed two at once like the simple act of carrying could keep him from thinking too hard.
Nearby, the rest of the Party was doing the same frantic dance in different rhythms.
Jane stayed near Hopper like she was anchoring herself to something solid. She watched everything—people, buildings, movement—with that serious focus she got when she was memorizing the world so it couldn’t surprise her later. Kali stayed half a step apart, eyes sharp, judging the whole scene without saying a word.
By the time the curb was lined with everyone’s lives in cardboard, it looked like too much.
Like they’d brought the whole past with them by accident.
“Where do we go?” Will asked quietly.
A student worker with a name tag and a whistle pointed them toward a table under a canopy. “Check-in’s there! Keys, maps, room numbers—keep the line moving!”
And suddenly the group had to become something practical.
They split into a messy, functional formation: parents in front with paperwork, kids behind with boxes and nerves, everyone sweating through their shirts and pretending it was fine.
Joyce marched over like she could outrun her own panic. Jonathan followed with the first box. Mike and Will trailed behind, shoulders brushing, hands almost touching, then finally touching because neither of them had the energy to pretend otherwise.
Hopper and the rest of the Party moved behind Joyce.
They got keys.
They got maps.
They got room numbers written in black marker on the back of pamphlets.
They got told where to find the building, where to find the stairs.
Then they stood under the canopy and did the first real college thing of their lives: argued over directions.
“Okay,” Dustin said, stabbing at the map with one finger. “If we go this way, it’s faster. If we go that way, we avoid the hill, which matters because some of us have mortal bodies.”
“We’re going this way,” Hopper said flatly, already moving, because Hopper had never once trusted a plan that required standing around.
Joyce made a small, broken laugh and wiped her face hard. “Fine. Everybody—stay together. Please.”
So they walked.
The dorm buildings loomed bigger up close—brick and windows and too many stories, the kind of place that held thousands of lives at once. People streamed in and out carrying lamps and rugs and mini fridges like moving in was just another chore.
Will’s stomach tightened the closer they got.
“This is insane,” Mike muttered under his breath.
Will swallowed. “Yeah.”
Joyce kept trying to smile at strangers. It kept breaking around the edges.
Jonathan nudged Mike’s box higher on his shoulder. “Which floor?” he asked.
Mike checked the paper again like it might have changed. “Third.”
Around them, the Party began to peel off in the ways the map demanded.
Dustin and Lucas stayed shoulder-to-shoulder as they peeled off toward the next dorm over, both of them carrying too much and pretending it was fine. Dustin had the grocery bag wedged under one arm like it contained the secret to survival. Lucas kept re-reading the pamphlet like the ink might rearrange itself out of spite.
Max drifted toward her assigned entrance with Jane at her side, the two of them moving with the same quiet, watchful focus—as if they’d already decided that whatever happened in this place, they weren’t doing it alone.
“See you in ten,” Hopper called to Joyce, like that was a promise he could enforce by sheer stubbornness.
They climbed the stairs in a sweating, stumbling line. Joyce insisted on carrying a bag of sheets even though it was clearly not the hardest thing. Mike carried his box like he was punishing himself for being too emotional earlier. Will held his sketchbook and a small bag of pencils like those were the only objects that felt real.
When they reached the hallway, it hit them all at once how close everything was—doors lined up like a row of mouths, voices echoing from behind them, laughter and shouting and someone crying down the hall.
A boy with a clipboard asked for their room number. Joyce answered. He pointed.
“There.”
Will stopped in front of the door and stared at it.
Mike reached for his key, hands sweating so much it took him two tries to get it into the lock.
The door swung open.
The room smelled like fresh paint and disinfectant and the faint, stale ghost of last year’s life. Two beds. Two desks. Two closets. Blank walls waiting to be filled. A window that looked out over campus trees and a strip of sky that wasn’t Hawkins’.
Joyce’s breath caught.
Jonathan’s face went tight.
Mike took one step in and then stopped like he didn’t know how to be a person in a new place.
Will hovered in the doorway with his sketchbook pressed to his ribs, heart pounding like he’d been chased.
Then Joyce broke the silence with a bright, brittle laugh that was one wrong breath away from sobbing.
“Oh my God,” she whispered. “Look at it. You guys… you guys have a room.”
Mike turned around fast, voice too sharp. “Okay, so,” he said, trying to sound casual and failing miserably, “you can’t come in.”
Joyce blinked. “What?”
Mike’s ears went red. “I mean—like—don’t come inside. It’s… embarrassing.”
Jonathan stared at him like he’d forgotten how seventeen-year-olds worked. “Embarrassing?”
Will’s face went pink too, like he hated that he agreed. “It’s just—” he started, then gave up and looked at the floor. “Please.”
Joyce’s mouth opened. Closed. Her eyes went wet instantly.
“You want me to—” her voice cracked. She cleared her throat hard. “You want me to leave you here.”
Mike’s face collapsed. “No,” he said quickly, horrified. “No, not like that. Just—” He gestured helplessly at the room, at the hallway full of strangers, at the idea of his mom making the bed while other people watched. “Just… not inside.”
Jonathan exhaled slowly through his nose. He set his box down inside the doorway anyway, just far enough that he could say he helped. Then he stepped back out into the hall and nodded once, like he understood the rules.
“Fine,” Jonathan said. “We’ll be right here. Like… two feet away.”
Joyce gave a watery laugh that turned into a sob before she could stop it.
Will froze. Mike froze.
And suddenly it was happening again—right there in a fluorescent hallway with strangers walking past and pretending not to look.
Joyce covered her mouth with her hand and shook her head like she couldn’t believe the universe had brought her to another doorway where she had to let him go. Jonathan put an arm around her shoulders immediately, steadying her even though his own eyes were shining.
Mike stepped out of the doorway and hugged Joyce hard, fast, like he was trying to apologize with his whole body.
Joyce clung to him like he was hers too, sobbing into his shoulder.
Then she turned to Will.
Will didn’t wait this time. He stepped into her arms first.
Joyce held him like she was trying to imprint him into her bones. Will shut his eyes and breathed her in—laundry detergent and sunscreen and home—and tried not to break in half.
“I’m gonna call,” Will whispered into her shoulder, voice shaking. “I promise. I’ll call all the time.”
“I know,” Joyce choked out. “I know you will. I just—” Her voice collapsed. “I love you so much.”
“I love you too,” Will said, and it came out like a cry.
Jonathan squeezed Will’s shoulder when Joyce finally let him go, his own throat working. “Don’t be stupid,” he said quietly, which was his version of I’ll miss you. “And if you need anything—anything—you call me, okay?”
Will nodded hard. “Okay.”
Mike wiped his face with his sleeve like it could erase the fact that he was crying in public, then immediately started again anyway. “This is so stupid,” he muttered, voice wrecked. “I hate this.”
“I know,” Joyce said, crying again. “I hate it too.”
Jonathan glanced down the hall, then back at them, eyes wet. “We should go,” he said, and the words sounded like he hated himself for saying them.
Joyce nodded, wiping her cheeks hard. She tried to straighten her posture like she could become a person who left without falling apart.
She couldn’t.
She reached up, cupped Will’s face one last time, then Mike’s—quick, fierce, like a blessing—and stepped back.
“Be good,” she whispered.
Mike’s mouth trembled. “We will.”
Will’s voice came out small. “Drive safe.”
Jonathan gave them both one last look—long, protective, pained—then turned.
Joyce didn’t stop crying as they walked away. Jonathan didn’t either, not really—just quieter, blinking fast.
Mike and Will stood in their doorway and watched them go until they turned the corner and disappeared down the stairs.
Then the hallway noise rushed back in around them.
A girl laughed too loud somewhere. Someone slammed a door. A cart squeaked. Life kept moving.
Will’s chest hurt like he’d been hollowed out.
Mike’s hand found his again, fingers trembling.
They stepped into their new room and closed the door behind them—not to shut anyone out, but because if they didn’t, the sound of Joyce crying down the hall would have undone them completely.
For a few minutes after the door clicked shut, neither of them moved.
The room was too quiet compared to the hallway—no dolls talking upstairs, no familiar creak of the Wheeler stairs, no Joyce moving around in the kitchen pretending she wasn’t anxious. Just the soft hum of fluorescent light and the distant, constant noise of a building full of strangers.
Mike stood with his hand still on the doorknob like he expected it to open again. Will hovered by the nearest bed with his sketchbook pressed to his ribs, eyes a little too wide.
Then Mike exhaled hard, like he was forcing air back into his lungs.
“Okay,” he said, voice rough. “We… we unpack. Right? That’s what normal people do.”
Will’s mouth twitched—almost a smile, small and tired. “Yeah,” he said. “Unpack.”
They started with the easiest thing because it gave them an excuse not to talk.
Mike dragged his duffel onto the bed and unzipped it with too much force. Fabric and folded shirts spilled out like the bag had been holding its breath. He shoved socks into the top drawer of the dresser, then paused, staring at the empty space like he didn’t know what to do when there was room for more.
Will opened his own bag more carefully. He folded each shirt again even though it was already folded, smoothing the fabric with his palms like he could iron out the tremor in his hands. He put his sweaters in the bottom drawer. T-shirts in the middle. Socks in the top. Order. Categories. Control.
The closets were narrow, doors squeaking softly when they pulled them open. Two thin metal rods waited with a handful of cheap hangers.
Mike held up his flannel, then stared at it like it belonged to a different life. He hung it anyway. Then another. Then his jacket. The hangers clicked against the rod in a small, tinny rhythm that started to feel like progress.
Will hung his nicer shirts first, then his jacket—Joyce’s hands had insisted on packing it even though it was still hot outside, because she’d said, “Nights can get cold,” the same way she always did, like cold was still something you had to fear.
Once the clothes were mostly away, the room stopped looking like a temporary shelter and started looking like something that could belong to them.
Mike moved to his desk and set down his books in a neat stack, tapping the edges until they lined up. He pulled out a battered notebook, a handful of pens, his dice bag—then hesitated. The dice felt too personal, too Hawkins. He set them in the top drawer anyway, like a secret he wasn’t ready to display.
Will claimed the other desk without a word. He placed his sketchbook down first, right in the center, like a flag. Then his pencil case. Then a small box of supplies—erasers, sharpeners, charcoal sticks wrapped in paper so they wouldn’t smudge everything. He lined them up carefully, then adjusted them again, making sure the labels faced outward.
They found shelves above the desks—empty, waiting.
Mike put up his favorite D&D manual, then a stack of worn paperbacks. He hesitated, then added a small framed photo Karen had shoved into his bag at the last second: the Party, crowded together, all sunburned and squinting, pretending the world hadn’t tried to end.
Will took a second longer before he put anything up. He placed a small tin of pins on the shelf, then his folder of drawings—kept flat, protected. He started to slide them in, then stopped and looked at the blank wall above his bed.
There was so much empty space.
It made his chest ache.
Across the room, Mike was still fussing with his books like he could build a wall out of paper. He tried to keep his face neutral, but his eyes kept drifting to the door, then to the window, then back to Will, like he didn’t trust either of them to stay.
Will turned back to his desk and pulled out a roll of tape. He didn’t say anything. He just tore off a piece and pinned a small drawing above his desk—one of those quick, soft sketches he’d done in the Wheeler basement when he couldn’t sleep. A figure with messy hair and a stubborn jaw, head tipped down over a book.
Mike noticed immediately.
His face went pink, but he didn’t look away.
Will pinned another beside it—lighter, less detailed, just the curve of a shoulder and a hand holding a pencil. A matching piece. A pair.
Mike swallowed hard. His throat bobbed.
“You—” he started, then stopped like the words were too big. He cleared his throat. “You brought those.”
Will shrugged one shoulder, trying for casual and failing. “Yeah,” he said quietly. “They’re ours.”
Mike stared at the drawings like they were proof of something he didn’t know how to name. Then he turned back to his own shelf and, after a second’s hesitation, pulled his dice bag out of the drawer and set it right next to the photo.
Not hidden.
There.
They kept unpacking in small, steady motions—shirts, books, toiletries, the stupid little desk lamp Joyce had insisted on, a mug Dustin had shoved into Mike’s bag that said WORLD’S BEST NERD in sharpie.
Each item placed was another inch of ground claimed.
Each drawer closed was another reminder: this room was real.
This was happening.
And they were here.
By the time the last drawer slid shut, the room looked less like a stranger’s box and more like a place that could belong to them.
Not fully. Not yet. The walls were still too blank, the air still smelled like disinfectant, and the sounds in the hallway still made Will’s shoulders twitch like he was waiting for someone to barge in and tell them they didn’t fit here.
But their clothes were in the closets. Their books were on the shelves. Will’s drawings were on the wall. Mike’s dice were out where you could see them.
And—miraculously—they weren’t waiting for a third bed to fill.
It was just the two of them.
Two desks. Two closets. Two keys on the same ring. A door they could close and know who was on the other side.
Will sat down on the nearest bed and immediately regretted it—not because the mattress was uncomfortable, but because the second he stopped moving, everything he’d been holding back caught up. His hands went slack in his lap. His throat tightened. His eyes burned again, exhausted tears that didn’t feel dramatic so much as inevitable.
Mike saw it. Of course he did.
He didn’t ask. He just crossed the room in two steps and sat down beside Will, close enough that their shoulders touched. Then, like it was the most natural thing in the world, he leaned in and wrapped his arms around him.
Will melted into it on instinct, forehead dropping against Mike’s collarbone, breathing him in like he was the only familiar thing in an unfamiliar place. Mike held him tight, one hand pressed between Will’s shoulder blades like he could keep him together by force.
“Hey,” Mike murmured into his hair, voice still hoarse from the day. “We did it.”
Will let out a weak, shaky laugh that sounded like a sob halfway through. “Yeah,” he whispered. “We did.”
They stayed like that for a long moment, just breathing. Just existing.
When Will finally lifted his head, his eyes were red and glassy.
Mike’s were too.
“You’re looking at me like I’m gonna disappear,” Will said quietly.
Mike’s mouth tightened. He didn’t deny it.
“I keep thinking,” Mike admitted, voice low, “that this is the part where everything changes and I—” He swallowed hard. “And I mess it up.”
Will’s chest squeezed. “Mike…”
Mike looked down, jaw working. “I’m trying,” he said, like it was an apology and a promise at once. “I’m trying so hard to be… good at this. At us.”
Will lifted a hand and cupped Mike’s cheek, thumb brushing under his eye where the skin was still damp. “You don’t have to be good at it,” Will whispered. “You just have to be here.”
Mike’s eyes flicked up, raw and bright. “I am.”
“I know,” Will said, and his voice shook anyway. “I know you are.”
He leaned in without thinking too much about it, because if he thought, he’d get scared. His lips met Mike’s—soft at first, then deeper when Mike made a sound like relief and kissed him back like he’d been holding himself apart all day.
The kiss wasn’t frantic. It wasn’t desperate like the first ones had been back in the basement when the power was out and the world was ending.
It was slow.
Warm.
Chosen.
When they pulled apart, their foreheads stayed pressed together.
Mike breathed out, shaky. “So… college,” he whispered, like saying it quietly might make it less terrifying.
Will huffed a small laugh. “Yeah.”
Mike’s hand slid up Will’s back, fingers curling in his shirt. “We actually got a room,” he said, still sounding half disbelieving. “Just us.”
Will’s eyes softened, and something in his face loosened like he’d been holding his breath for weeks. “I know,” he whispered. “I thought they were going to stick us with… someone.”
Mike made a face. “I would’ve killed him.”
Will snorted. “Mike.”
“I’m serious,” Mike insisted, eyes wide. “We finally get here, and we finally have a door we can close, and some random guy is just—there? No.”
Will kissed him again, quick and firm, like a period at the end of the spiral.
Mike blinked when they parted, breath caught.
Will’s cheeks were pink, but his eyes were steady. “It’s ours,” he said simply.
Mike swallowed, and his expression softened into something almost shocked. “Yeah,” he whispered. “It is.”
Will shifted on the bed and patted the space beside him. It wasn’t even really a question. Mike climbed up immediately, shoes kicked off, and they ended up half sprawled across the mattress, tangled together like they’d been pulled by gravity.
Will curled into Mike’s side, cheek pressed to his chest, arms wrapped around his waist. Mike held him like he was still afraid to let go, hand resting at the small of Will’s back, thumb moving in slow circles.
Outside, a shout echoed down the hall. Someone laughed. A door slammed.
Inside, Will closed his eyes.
“It’s weird,” he whispered into Mike’s shirt. “I thought leaving would feel like losing something.”
Mike’s hand tightened gently. “And?”
Will hesitated, then admitted, “It feels like… stepping into something. Like maybe it can be ours. Not just… surviving.”
Mike’s breath hitched. He pressed a kiss into Will’s hair, careful. “I want that,” he whispered. “So bad.”
Will’s throat tightened. “Me too.”
They stayed on the bed just long enough for the room to stop spinning.
Will curled into Mike’s side, and Mike wrapped an arm around him like he’d been doing it forever—firm enough to mean it, gentle enough not to trap him. Their crying had mostly quieted now, not gone, just… filed down into sniffles and shaky breaths and that raw, tender silence that comes after you’ve run out of words.
They stayed on the bed just long enough for the room to stop spinning.
Will curled into Mike’s side, and Mike wrapped an arm around him like he’d been doing it forever—firm enough to mean it, gentle enough not to trap him.
Their crying had mostly quieted now, not gone, just… filed down into sniffles and shaky breaths and that raw, tender silence that comes after you’ve run out of words.
Mike brushed his thumb under Will’s eye, catching a tear that had slipped free anyway.
Will’s mouth trembled. “We’re really here,” he said, and it sounded like disbelief.
Mike nodded, throat tight. “Yeah,” he whispered. “We’re here.”
Will tipped his face up, hesitated for half a heartbeat like he was asking without asking, then leaned in. Mike met him immediately, kissing him slow—no rush, no panic, just warmth and steadiness, like they were claiming one small, private truth inside a place that still felt too big.
The kiss didn’t stay careful for long. Will’s fingers slid up into Mike’s hair, tugging him closer, and Mike made a small, helpless sound against his mouth—half sigh, half moan, like he’d been trying to be good and just forgot how. Will felt the way Mike’s body reacted before he fully processed it: the slow, subtle shift of Mike’s hips, the sudden tension in the arm around his waist.
They were pressed close enough that there wasn’t much to hide.
When Will shifted, his thigh brushed against something hard in Mike’s jeans.
Mike froze for a fraction of a second, breath catching.
Heat flashed up Will’s neck. He pulled back just far enough to see Mike’s face—his flushed cheeks, the wide, panicked eyes, the way his mouth opened like he was about to apologize for existing.
“Mike,” Will whispered, voice small but steady.
“I—” Mike swallowed hard. His ears were bright red. “Sorry, I— I’m not— I’m just—” He let out a wrecked little laugh. “Apparently I’m insanely horny and terrible at subtlety.”
Will’s face went even redder, but his eyes softened. His hand slid down from Mike’s hair to his shoulder, grounding him. “You don’t have to be sorry,” he said quietly.
Mike stared at him, stunned. “I literally just—” He glanced down between them, then squeezed his eyes shut like he wanted the mattress to swallow him. “You can feel that, right? Because my body decided now was a great time to embarrass me forever.”
Will’s heart was pounding so hard it made him feel a little dizzy. He could feel it, the firm press of Mike’s arousal against his leg every time either of them breathed. His own body responded faster than his brain could keep up, a hot rush low in his stomach that made his hands shake.
“Yeah,” Will admitted, cheeks burning. “I can feel it.”
Mike flinched. “Great. Amazing. Perfect. Ten out of ten.” He tried to pull back, but Will tightened his grip on his shirt.
“Mike,” Will said again, more urgent this time. “It’s okay.” His voice dropped. “I’m… kind of there too.”
It took a second for that to sink in. Mike’s eyes snapped open, flicking down, then back up to Will’s face like he didn’t trust himself to look anywhere else. “You…” He swallowed. “You are?”
Will nodded, barely. “Yeah.” The word came out shaky. “You’re not the only one who gets… like this.”
Something in Mike’s expression crumpled and then smoothed out, like a line finally connecting. He let out a breathy laugh that sounded almost relieved. “Okay,” he whispered. “Okay.”
He didn’t run. He didn’t joke his way out of it. Instead, he leaned in again, kissing Will slower this time, deeper, his hand sliding from Will’s back down to his waist. Will’s fingers dug into Mike’s shoulders, pulling him closer until there was no space left at all.
The next time Mike shifted, it wasn’t an accident. His hips rolled, just a little, and the hard line of him pressed more firmly against Will. Will moaned into his mouth before he could stop himself, the sound small and desperate and so honest it made Mike shiver.
“Is this…” Mike broke the kiss just enough to breathe the words against Will’s lips. “Is this okay?”
Will nodded immediately, then forced himself to say it out loud. “Yeah,” he whispered. “It’s— it’s more than okay.”
Mike exhaled like he’d been underwater. “Tell me if you want to stop,” he murmured, and then he was moving again, carefully, like he was learning a map by touch. He hitched Will closer, thigh sliding between Will’s, their bodies lining up in a way that made both of them gasp.
Heat pooled low in Will’s stomach. Every slow grind of Mike’s hips sent a sharp, electric pulse through him, and the fact that it was Mike—Mike, shaking, breathing hard against his mouth—made it so much worse in the best possible way. Will clung to him, fingers bunching in the back of his shirt, matching the rhythm without even thinking about it.
“This is so…” Mike couldn’t seem to find the word. He ducked his head, pressing open-mouthed kisses along Will’s jaw, his throat. “You have no idea what you’re doing to me,” he whispered, the honesty fraying at the edges.
Will laughed, breathless, then cut his own sound off with a sharp inhale when Mike’s thigh pressed up just right. “I think I do,” he managed, voice breaking. “You’re not exactly… subtle.”
Mike huffed against his skin, half offended, half delighted. “You’re talking,” he muttered, rocking against him again, “for someone who’s about to completely lose it on my leg.”
Will’s answering moan was embarrassingly loud, muffled only by Mike’s shoulder as he buried his face there. His whole body was buzzing, every nerve lit up, the day’s fear and grief and relief all tangled together with this bright, dizzy need.
“Mike,” he whispered, the word dissolving into a ragged sound. “God, I—”
Mike’s hand slid under the hem of Will’s shirt, fingers splaying over warm skin. He paused there, giving Will a second to pull away. When Will only arched into his touch, shaking, Mike let his hand roam higher, thumb brushing over a rib, then back down to the narrow strip of skin above his waistband.
“Still okay?” he asked, voice wrecked.
Will nodded so fast it made the mattress creak. “Please,” he breathed, not entirely sure what he was asking for—more pressure, more contact, just more.
They didn’t rush past that. They stayed there, bodies pressed together, hips rocking in a slow, clumsy rhythm that got a little more sure every time one of them found a good angle. The room around them blurred into heat and breath and the small, broken sounds they kept dragging out of each other.
Heat pooled low in Will’s stomach. Every slow grind of Mike’s hips sent a sharp, electric pulse through him, and the fact that it was Mike—Mike, shaking, breathing hard against his mouth—made it so much worse in the best way. Will clung to him, fingers bunching in the back of his shirt, matching the rhythm without even thinking about it.
It built fast. Too fast. The friction, the noise, the way Mike’s breath kept stuttering against his lips—each little push blurred into the next until Will could feel himself tipping toward something he wasn’t sure he was ready to fall into yet. His thighs trembled, heat tightening almost painfully low in his belly.
“Mike,” he gasped, half warning, half plea.
Mike was right there with him. Will could feel it in the way his body shook, the way his hips stuttered and pressed in a little harder like he couldn’t help it. A broken moan slipped out of him, louder than either of them meant, and for a second it seemed like they might just keep going and let the rest of the world fall away.
Then Mike’s hand, still at Will’s waist, clenched. He froze mid‑rock, sucking in a sharp breath. “Wait,” he blurted, voice ragged. “Wait, Will—”
Will stilled immediately, chest heaving, every nerve stretched tight. “Did I—? Did I do something wrong?” he asked, the words tumbling over his own harsh breathing.
“No.” Mike’s answer was instant, fierce. He pressed his forehead to Will’s, eyes squeezed shut, trying to get his lungs under control. “No, God, no. You’re—” He let out a shaky laugh that was almost a groan. “You’re kind of perfect, that’s the problem.”
Will blinked up at him, confused and still spinning. He could feel both of their hearts hammering where their chests pressed together, feel the hard line of Mike against his hip, feel himself just as desperate and aching. “Then why did you…?”
“Because if we keep going,” Mike said, the words coming out in a rush, “I’m gonna come in my jeans like I’m thirteen, and I— I don’t want our first night here to just be me completely losing it on you five seconds in.” He huffed, breathless and embarrassed. “I want to… think about this. Be good at this. Not just—” His hips twitched helplessly, betraying him. “Not just explode because you looked at me.”
Something in Will’s chest loosened at that, the sharp edge of urgency softening into something warm and painful and fond. He reached up and cupped Mike’s face, thumb brushing his flushed cheek. “Mike,” he said quietly, “you don’t have to be perfect at this either.”
Mike laughed weakly, eyes finally opening. They were dark and blown and still a little wild. “Yeah, well, tell that to my body,” he muttered. “It’s not listening.”
Will’s own arousal throbbed in agreement, hot and insistent, but now that the frantic rhythm had stopped, he could breathe around it. It was still a lot—too much, maybe—but it wasn’t running him over anymore. The wanting stayed, humming under his skin, but it felt less like a cliff and more like standing at the edge and knowing they could step back if they needed to.
“We can stop,” Will said. The words tasted strange and grown‑up in his mouth. “We don’t have to go further tonight.”
Mike’s shoulders sagged with relief and frustration all at once. “Do you… want to stop?” he asked, almost afraid of the answer.
Will thought about the heat still coiled inside him, about how good Mike had felt pressing against him, about the way his body was screaming for more. Then he thought about the day, about the goodbye in the hallway, about how new this room was, how new this version of them was.
He nodded, small but certain. “Yeah,” he said. “I think… I think I want to want it for a little longer before we actually… you know.”
Mike stared at him for a second, then smiled in this soft, wrecked way that made Will’s stomach flip for an entirely different reason. “Okay,” he whispered. “Yeah. Me too.”
He shifted carefully, easing some of the pressure between them, even though both of them hissed at the loss of friction. Mike pressed a quick, apologetic kiss to Will’s mouth, then another, slower one that promised not done, just not now. He guided Will onto his side and curled in close again, this time with a little bit of space between their hips, enough that their bodies could start to calm down.
Will tucked his face against Mike’s chest, breathing in the familiar smell of him under the new laundry detergent. His pulse still raced, and he was acutely, humiliatingly aware of how turned on he still was, but the urgency had ebbed into a warm, heavy ache.
“I’m still…” Will started, then trailed off, too embarrassed to finish.
“Yeah,” Mike said softly, not making him say it. “Me too.” His hand stroked up and down Will’s back in slow, soothing lines. “It’s just—” He huffed out a breathy laugh. “We finally have a door that’s really ours. No moms, no Hopper, no little kids barging in. And the first time we actually let ourselves go a little, I almost… lose it in my jeans.”
Will let out a quiet laugh that shook at the edges. “Same,” he admitted into Mike’s shirt. Saying it out loud made it feel less scary and more like something they were sharing on purpose. “It’s just… a lot. Knowing nobody can walk in. That we can actually… do this. If we want.”
“Yeah,” Mike murmured. “It’s different.” His voice went softer. “Good different. But big.”
Will’s throat tightened. “Right,” he whispered. “We have time now.”
They lay there, breathing gradually slowing, the buzz in their bodies fading enough to leave them tired and a little dazed, but not wrung out. Outside, the dorm settled into its own nighttime rhythm—voices dulling, footsteps thinning, someone’s music drifting faintly through the wall.
They lay there, breathing gradually slowing, the buzz in their bodies fading enough to leave them tired and a little dazed, but not wrung out. Outside, the dorm settled into its own nighttime rhythm—voices dulling, footsteps thinning, someone’s music drifting faintly through the wall.
Inside, in their small, new room, Mike tightened his arm around Will’s waist and pressed one last kiss to the top of his head. “For the record,” he murmured, words already going sleepy around the edges, “stopping doesn’t make me want you less. It kind of makes me want you more.”
Will smiled into his shirt, cheeks burning but heart weirdly steady. “Good,” he whispered. “Because I don’t think that’s going away.”
He felt Mike’s answering hum more than he heard it, a low, content sound deep in his chest. They didn’t say anything else. They didn’t need to. They just held on, letting the heat between them settle into something quieter and no less real, and let their first night in Bloomington belong to them without pushing it further than they were ready for yet.
Will tipped his face up, hesitated for half a heartbeat like he was asking without asking, then leaned in. Mike met him immediately, kissing him slow—no rush, no panic, just warmth and steadiness, like they were claiming one small, private truth inside a place that still felt too big.
When they finally pulled apart, they stayed close, foreheads touching, breathing the same air.
Outside the door, the hallway kept living—voices, laughter, a cart squeaking by—but in here, it was just the two of them and the soft weight of being held.
Mike kissed Will once more, smaller this time, then pressed his forehead to Will’s. “Come on,” he murmured. “Let’s… learn the map.”
Will gave a tiny nod. He didn’t look ready. He just looked willing.
They washed their faces quickly in the tiny sink—cold water, paper towels that felt like sand—and fixed their hair as much as you could fix hair that had been slept on and cried through. Mike straightened his shirt three times. Will tucked his sketchbook under his arm like armor.
Then they stepped out into the hallway together and locked their door behind them.
The corridor was full of movement—families, students, arms loaded with lamps and posters, someone calling a name down the hall. Mike’s shoulders went tense on instinct, but Will’s hand found his, fingers sliding into place like it was practiced.
They started with the basics.
- They walked the length of their floor to find the stairs and the closest exit, reading the signs twice like it mattered.
- They found the laundry room, the vending machines, the bulletin board layered in flyers for clubs and meetings and things that assumed you belonged here already.
- They followed the flow of people outside and found the main paths, the dining hall line snaking out the door, and the big campus buildings that looked like they’d been there forever.
They didn’t try to do everything at once. They just kept walking—slow, steady—letting the campus become less of a monster and more of a place.
Every time Will’s breathing hitched, Mike squeezed his hand. Every time Mike started to spiral, Will nudged his shoulder with his own, a silent: keep going.
And somewhere between “where’s the nearest cafeteria” and “which building is ours again,” it stopped feeling like they were being dropped into a new life.
It started to feel like they were stepping into one—together.