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Sometimes I wonder if it was ever really me
The real me, not the me I present to you
I know we humans are more nurture than nature
Who i would’ve been if I was born into a different life
The belief I was born into
The belief I thought was true,
That I devoted my life too
The belief I thought would end the world
The belief that made me filled with guilt
The same belief that I thought would kill me
That wouldn’t accept me for who I was
The belief I thought was real and above all else
But was that ever really me?
If I had never been born into It
Would I have ever chose it?
I never had a choice from the beginning
Did I ever think it was true?
Did I really devote my life to,
Did I think it would really end the world,
That it was the truth and Gods word?
I don’t think that was ever really me
I think it was just you
Your belief
You never asked me if it was mine.