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It had been only 1 month since Shane joined the Centaurs but he never felt so much welcomed in a team than this team. Shane was so nervous at first to join Ilya's team. But his anxiety vanished the day he met them. Everyone welcomed him with kindness. For them he was Shane Hollander, their teammate, Ilya's husband, and their friend. He was accepted. Even going to parties with them was not as hard as it used to be for Shane. Well sure he had Ilya with him, but also because he had his friends too.
After a month of practice Bood insisted on hosting the last barbecue of the season. So that's where they were tonight. The team was there, the WAGs and even some kids. Everyone was having fun. It was a bit chilly because it not summer anymore, the bonfire helped. Also Ilya helped. Shane was sat next to his husband, close enough to fell the heat of his body.
They were all gathered around the bonfire like a summer camp. Shane didn't know who started it, but the conversation went around with everyone sharing their first date with their spouse. It was actually kind of cute.
"I was so nervous, my whole body felt like jelly. But I had to do it. Once we were at the door I had to ask her if I could kiss her, she said yes and I did". Said Wyatt. "It was actually romantic with the lights of her porch. It was the best kiss i ever had. Once I got home, I immediatly texted her that we should do this again sooner than later"
The assemblee of athletes and Wags went soft., with some "awww", "so cute" ...
Lisa, his wife was next to him, smilling at him and she kissed his forehead. It was beautiful that they were still in love after years of marriage. Shane hoped it would be the same for Ilya. But he didn't really have any doubts. After everything they went though nothing could break them apart.
"Now your turn Cap". Said an excited Luca. He seemed curious to know.
"Oh yeah. I want to know how the first date between you too went" laughed Bood.
Shane and Ilya looked at each other sheepishly, not really knowing how to answer that question. Shane was looking for words, for context. They never told anyone the timeline of their history. They didn't have a first date.
"We didn't." Ilya answered first, shrugging.
"What do you mean you didn't ?" Wyatt said.
Everyone seemed confused looking for answer.
"We never had a first date, or any dates actually"
Shane could see that Ilya seemed a bit self-conscious by his answer.
"Oh that is kind of sad" Troy looked at both of them with sympathetic eyes.
Shane heard a little "yeah" coming out of Ilya's mouth.
"Then how did you guys ?? You know ?" Luca was definitly curious to know the story.
" I jerked off in front of him in the shower, asked him his room number, he gave it to me. I went to his room and we sucked each other's dicks."
Shane coughed, almost choked on his drink by his husband bluntness. He gave him a slap on the chest.
"Oh. Okay". Luca now was very red. Probably as red as Shane felt.
"Yes not very romantic i guess." Joked Ilya. "But this is us". He gave a cute smile towards Shane.
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They were in bed holding each other. Shane's head was resting on Ilya's chest listening to his steady heartbeat. With one hand Shane was drawing patterns on his skin loosely. Ilya was carressing his hairs. They were both at peace, in love, satisfied after a good round of sex. They were breathing each other. It was slow it felt nice.
Until Shane started to think about tonight, about the conversation about the first date. Shane thought about it and he was now a bit sad that he never had a first date with Ilya. During the bonfire talk, he also could see that Ilya might feel the same. The way he responded with bluntness, trying to joke about it and to brush it off like nothing. But Shane could see though Ilya. Sometimes Ilya was acting though and all confident when inside he was just a big softie and actually a romantic. So yes Ilya was probably hurt by the fact that they never had a first date or any dates at all. Their relationship was never normal, and probably will never be. Being out made it better of course. But sometimes it still felt new, and the media and the pressure was a bit much for the both of them. Even if Ilya hide it better than Shane.
"Shane, I can hear you think. Is very distracting"
Shane hadn't realize it but he stopped tracing circles on Ilya's chest.
"Oh sorry. I will stop" He kissed ilya's pec too smooth the tension away.
"No tell me. I clearly didn't make a good job to make you stop thinking"
"Oh no you did." Shane huffed at Ilya's cockiness. "It's nothing. Stupid really"
"Hey hey hey look at me". Ilya grabbed Shane's chin to make him look up at his eyes. "Not stupid. Never. Tell me what is in your head ?" He tapped with his finger on Shane's temple.
"I was just thinking about the first date thing."
"And ?"
"And I don't know. I saw the way you looked and your eyes were a bit sad. And I guess ... I guess I thought about it too and now I am kind of sad. Like I said it's stupid" Shane tried to say it like it was not too much of a big deal.
"Stop saying it's stupid" Ilya kissed Shane on the lips, soft and sweet. "Our first date was ... Yes different than everyone else. But I am still happy that we are here. This is us" Ilya smile, a sweet smile that he only had for Shane.
"Yes but ..." Shane couldn't finish his sentence. He felt embarassed that we brought it up now.
"But what ? Tell me. Why is this affecting you ?"
"I dont know. The way they all looked at us like yeah it was strange that we never had a first date"
"I do not care about what people think."
"I know. But I care about what you think"
"I am happy with you Shane, with us. I do not understand. I don't think it is a big deal" Ilya was confused.
"No I am happy with us too." Shane took a deepbreath, feeling a bit frustrated because the conversation was not going the way he wanted. "I guess I am asking if you would like to go on a first date ?" He paused and needed to add some clarification "With me ?"
Ilya's face lighted up. His smile met his eyes. Every part of his face softened.
"Oh sweetheart" and because he was Ilya, he couldn't help but to tease his husband. "My brave Canadian boy is asking me on a date !"
"Shut up" Shane pushed Ilya's face the other way so he could stop looking at him.
"No no no. Is very sweet. I like it." Ilya kissed Shane's hand. His eyes met Shane's eyes "Of course I would go on a first date with you. When ?"
Shane couldn't help but to smile at Ilya. He felt relieved that Ilya said yes. It was stupid to be nervous to ask his husband to go on a date, but they never did that.
"Hum. Maybe friday night ? We have the whole weekend off."
"I am in." Ilya kissed Shane's temple and went back to petting his hair.
The atmospher in the room felt easy even with when there is silence between them.
"So who is choosing the restaurant ? Do I need to pretend to pick you up ?" Asked Ilya with some excitment in his voice.
"I can make the reservation. And we live together. We go together".
"Hum"
Ilya was probably thinking it. It was making Shane a bit nervous now. It was not suppose to be a big thing and now it seemed like a big deal, like a big moment in their relationship.
"What ?"
"I have a question before that date. It is very important. It might change my answer."
"Okay ?"
"Are you the kind of person to have sex after the first date or do you wait the third like a innocent person?" Ilya teased him.
Shane laughed. He married a stupid man. But he was so gone for that man.
"At this point I think we can assume I am going to end in your bed"
"Good. I am reassured. I don't have to find and excuse to cancel our date at the last minutes". His arms went around Shane and closed tight in a hug.
"Asshole"
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Friday came quickly. Shane made a reservation in some fancy restaurant downtown. He wanted them to have a propre night. He wanted them to wear something nice and elegant. And it was also a good excuse to see his husband on a suit. Ilya always looked good with fancy clothes on.
Shane was in the bathroom, finishing getting ready, fixing his hair when Ilya appeared. He took a look at Shane and whistled. Shane chuckled. Ilya came behind him and hugged him from behind. He put his chin on Shane's shoulder and looked at both of them in the mirror.
"Look at us my love. We make a beautiful couple". Ilya smiled at him, a very honest look on his face. Shane could almost see an shimmer in his eyes.
Shane's head fall back on Ilya, and he hummed content.
"Are you ready to go Shane ?"
"Yes".Shane was obviously a bit nervous. He knew it was date with his husband, but still it felt important
"Are you okay ?"
"Yes. Just nervous.... I don't know"
"No need to be. It's just us, yes ?"
Shane turned around and put his hands on Ilya's face.
"I love you" he said and kissed him.
Ilya responded to the kiss. Their lips fitting together in such a beautiful way. Ilya deepened the kiss and put his tongue in his mouth. Shane licked inside of him. Shane could feel butterflies in his belly. After a decade Ilya still gave Shane so many feelings, so many butterflies. He could make a mess out of Shane very easily
"Ok stop it. If we continue this we are never going to go on our first date"
"Right." Ilya laughed softly. "I will behave.... Promise" and he put his hands in the air, surrending.
For the occasion Ilya insisted on driving one of his fancy sport car. He promised Shane to drive slowly, to follow the rules. But also he insisted on wanting to impressed his date. Shane huffed and let him drive. Anyway he was fine with being the passenger princess for the night. The car ride was slow and easy. It was silent but not in a heavy way. It was peacefull. Ilya's hand was on Shane thigh. And sometimes they glanced at each other, smilling a bit giddy by the thought of it being their first date outside.
The restaurant was nice. It was fancy and intimate. The light were dim. Definitly a restaurant to bring a date. One of the waiter invited them to their table. It was in a corner, no one was around them. It was a relieve for Shane, not wanting for people or worst for fans to hear their conversations. Before he could sit Ilya pulled Shane's chair for him. Shane chuckled but the gesture made him blushed a little. It made him feel warm inside. Ilya sat in front of him. Once they were sat, they looked at each other smilling shily. They were at bit lost by what they were supposed to do on a date. Especially when you know each other for your whole adult life. It was definitly new to both of them.
"Why do I feel nervous ? I feel like this is our real first date !"
"It is our first date Shane" Ilya teased him.
"Yeah, ok. But you know what I mean"
"Yes I know. I am just messing with you sweetheart. So what should we do ? Pretend like we don't know each other ? Or just be us ?"
Shane saw that Ilya just wanted him to feel at ease. He always did that. Making sure that Shane was confortable. Shane felt so seen by Ilya.
"Just us. I am tired of pretending"
That phrase bring out on of the softest smile Shane has ever seen on Ilya.
"Me too"
The waiter first came to them and they ordered a glass of wine to start the night with some apetizers. Once they got served, Shane tried to relax himself.
"God, I think it is probably a good thing that we never had a first date. I would have been so awkward and weird if we had a first date"
Ilya laughed at that. He added a "probably"
"You would have turned around and never called me back"
Ilya's hand went on Shane's to grab on the table. He felt good to not have to hide it away.
"No. You would have been so cute. And at the time you were so horny, we would have ended in bed anyway so win win"
He winked at Shane. Shane laughed because yes Shane had always been horny when it came to Ilya.
"From what I remembered you were horny too. You're the one that touched yourself in front of me"
"Yes because I saw you checking me out. You were peeking."
"No I was not"
"Come on Shane. No need to lie here. We are both adults and besides we are married. So no lies."
"Ok. Maybe I was. But you looked like a fucking god in that shower. You can not blame me". Shane felt his ears getting red and hot. He was a bit embarassed by the memories, but it was also a hot memory.
"I will never blame you". He laughed softly and rubbed one of his thumbs on Shane's hand. They were looking at each other really deeply and lovingly. God Shane wanted to kiss him.
"Are we ready to order ?"
Shane almost jumped at the server. Ilya tried to contain his smile at that. They order their meals. And continued on some small talk. It was easy to be on a date with Ilya. His husband tried his best to make Shane relax, confortable. Ilya was always doing that, he always put Shane first. They were eating peacefully. Their feets tangled together under the table, always needing some kind of contact.
Shane glanced at Ilya. He was unfairly handsome. Shane felt he was out of his league even if Ilya would say the opposite. Shane was eyeing Ilya for a couple of seconds now. Ilya probably felt his husband's gaze on him. He looked up and raised an eyebrow.
"What do I have something on my face ?"
"No... I just ... Well you are really handsome."
"Thanks" he smiled with his familiar cocky smile. "You are prettier"
"It is not a competition" Shane huffed.
Ilya titled his head. "Hum... Always a competition with us no ?"
"Yeah I guess." He paused. "I like that"
"The competition ?"
"Yes. You make me better. I think I kind of always felt a bit jealous of you. You are taller than me, more masculine, leaner, more muscular, funnier, better I guess. It made me feel things"
"I do not think I am better than you Shane. I don't want you to think that way"
"I know. I guess I just felt insecure. And you coming into my life and being always compare to you, was not always easy. But it made me want to be better"
"Better than me ?" Ilya raised his eyebrows.
"I guess" Shane scoffed. "Sorry." Shane paused. "But I think it was just a way to hide the fact that I was really attracted to you"
Ilya laughed.
"Well I think you made me better too my love"
"How ?"
"I always admired you. Even we were rivals or whatever we were. You were smarter, kinder and definitly prettier. Also now I will admit that because we are married but you're always been the best player ok ?"
"Can I record you ?"
"Hahahaha Hell no..... And I always say that you are boring but I do really love your boring ass"
"Well I love your ass too"
Ilya laughed again.
"Oh you are funny tonight huh ? I love you so much"
"I love you too"
They stared into each other eyes, fully accepting the compliments.
Shane felt his cheeks hotter. He knew he was probably blushing at his husband. He needed a distraction because he really wanted to jump his bone right now. He cleared his throat. He saw Ilya smirking at him.
"So tell me something I don't know about you. We are suppose to get to know each other on dates". He said trying to steady his voice.
"Oh i think we know a lot of each other sweetheart"
"Come on. Tell me." Shane whined a bit. It always worked with Ilya
"Ok. What do you want to know ?"
"Hum. I don't know. Anything you never told me."
Ilya took a moment to really think about it.
"Ok I have something. I think this is not our first date"
"What do you mean ?" Shane was confused. They never had a date, never went out.
"This is our first date out yes. But we had dates. At the cottage it was date night every night for example. And also I ... Remember when I made you tuna melt ?"
"And I ran away ? Yes I remember. Sorry about that again"
Ilya brushed it off quickly.
"No we are way past that my love. What I mean is that for me this was probably our first date. I organized everything for days..i went to the store to find your stupid ginger ale, to buy the ingredients. I thought about what we could watch, how to make you confortable, how to ask you to stay. I planned it like a date"
"Oh Ilya ..." It kind of broke Shane's heart now. "I never thought about it that way. And I.... ran away from you" Shane took Ilya's hand on his.
"Yeah at the time it hurt sure. But also I was so proud of me. I never did that for anybody. The feelings of wanting more with someone was new to me. It was scary to feel something like this inside of me"
"I dont even know how to answer to that baby"
"No need to." Ilya smiled at him.
They stayed a bit quiet, gazing each others.
"Okay. So I ruined the mood. Sorry." Ilya winced at Shane.
"No not at all. When did you really started to feel something different ?"
"Now I could say it was always different with you. But at the time, I probably realized it during our first time together"
"Really ?"
Shane felt a bit giddy at that. It was such a special night for Shane too. It was his first time with a man. He felt nervous, insecure about it. But Ilya had been so patient with him, and kind and almost loving. Shane always kept a good memory of that night.
"Yes really" Ilya squeezed Shane's hand, and gave him a
sweet smile. "I don't know. It was different because it was you. I didn't know why at that time. But I just really wanted you to have a good night, to feel good. I wanted to take care of you. I didn't even care about my pleasure. I wanted you to enjoy it. I think I did a good job. And then i went in the shower and came back in your arms because I couldn't control myself. I remember you kissed me so softly on the lips and that on the forehead. I was goner after that. My heart went "BOUM". It was too much. I got a bit scared. I kind of ran too after that by the way".
"I never knew that."
"You were sweet to me"
"Well you were sweet to me too"
"When was it for you then ?"
"I would say that night too. Same as you. It was always special with you because well you were my first at everything with a man. But that night, yeah that night felt more intimate then ever. I knew it was suppose to be just sex. But you were kind and soft to me. I felt safe with you. It was hot and perfect I guess."
"It was perfect for me too"
Ilya bring Shane's hand to his mouth and kissed it. Shane brushed one foot to Ilya's ankle as a reassurance. The love between them was almost disgusting.
They ordered some desserts to share. Ilya wanted chocolate because he was Ilya. So they ordered a chocolate fondant with vanilla ice cream on top of it. Ilya was having a mouthfull of it clearly enjoying it. He looked up at Shane and gave him a look full of love.
"I like it"
"The chocolate ? I can tell" laughed Shane.
"I mean yes that too. But I like being here with you. Having dinner with you out somewhere. No just at home. Is good."
"I like it too. Maybe we could do this more often. It doesn't have to be this fancy. But we could go out more I guess"
"I would love that yes !"
Again they gave each other some hardcore heart eyes, with stupids smiles ont their faces.
The waiter came with the bill. Ilya made a show to pay it even if they already had a joint account. His money was Shane's money. So it didn't matter. They went out of restaurant. Ilya looked over Shane and took his hand in his.
"Lets walk around a bit yes ?"
Shane nodded, feeling his stomach turn but in a good way. He felt dizzy with love for his husband. Shane went closer to Ilya. He took his whole arm in his hands, put his head against his shoulder. He felt Ilya kissing the top of his head.
They walked around slowly in silence, gazing at each other, holding hands. It felt easy, nice. Shane could see himself doing that with Ilya for his whole life. Together forever. He signed for it and he meant it. When they went back to the car Shane felt content. He felt Ilya's gaze on him. He turned to look and smiled at him.
"It was good yes ?"
"Yes. I did really have a good time Ilya"
"Good... Me too"
Shane put his hand on Ilya's hair and carress him. He hummed at the touch.
Ilya parked the car in the driveway. He didn't left the car right away.
"Lets go home"
Before Ilya could put the keys to the door, Shane stopped him with one hand on his arm.
"Wait"
Ilya looked at him, confused and and a bit worried about what was wrong.
"What ?"
"Before we end our date. There is one thing I want"
"Okay ?"
"Kiss me like you would kiss on a first date. Please"
"Oh my sweet boy. You know that, it would probably be like our first kiss. I would do the exact same thing"
"Then do it"
"You know now we are better at it ? It wouldn't be the same because we know each other"
"Yes I know. I don't care. Just kiss me Ilya"
And of course he did. He turned Shane to the door. He stroke an hand to his cheek, grabbed his chin and pecked him at first. Then he put an lingering kiss on Shane's lips, just pressing. Shane felt the butterflies. Ilya was a really good kisser. There were no deniying on this. Then Shane felt Ilya's tongue teasing his lips, making him open his mouth. And like that the kiss was heavier. Shane moaned into it. One of Ilya's hand was now on his hair, the other was on his chest. Shane put one hands into Ilya's curls too while the other was on his hips making him closer. They were now breathing heavy, panting, wanting more. Ilya pulled out.
"That was a great kiss for a first date"
Shane slapped his chest while huffing.
"Lets go inside"
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Because it was not their real first dates, they had chores to do in the house before going into bed. It was not much but Ilya wanted to walk Anya out so she could do her needs outside. While Shane went to the bathroom to complete his nightly skin care routine.
When Ilya went upstairs Shane was shirtless, wearing a sweatpants and brushing his teeth. Ilya came next to him and kissed him in the cheek. Shane blushed. He took his toothbrush and start to brush his teeth too. Ilya was still wearing his suits minus his jacket. His tie was a bit loose. Once his teeth were clean, Shane went back to the bedroom. Ilya followed him very quickly. Shane was laying on the bed, waiting for Ilya. He felt some dark eyes on him. Shane looked up at Ilya, the latter smirked and started to unbuttoned his shirt very slowly. He pulled his tie out and pushed it on the sofa next to the bed. He kept his eyes focused on Shane who was fully red now and panting looking at this show from his hot husband. Ilya unbuckled his belt slowly then unzipped his pants still very slowly and focus on Shane. He put his pants down with his briefs and folded them on the sofa too. Then came the shirt. He also folded it to the sofa. Shane liked the attention. It made him feel seen and so warm inside. Ilya lied down on top of Shane. He stroke his cheek and locked their eyes together.
"Hi"
"Hi" Shane responded.
Shane crashed his lips into Ilya's lips because he needed to at this point. It was a very messy kiss, sloppy. Ilya was the one to stop the kiss first. He helped Shane out of his sweatpants and briefs right away, folded them on the sofa. He came back and he looked up again at Shane. His eyes were dark, his breath was racing.
"So beautiful. So this is our first night together yes ?"
Shane chuckled "I guess"
"I will make you feel so good then. You want ?" Shane had a flashback of their real first time by thoses words. He smiled fondly at the memory.
"Yes I want Ilya"
Ilya kissed his lips again smilling.
"Like we said our first night was great. But if there s'is something I could do different, I would spend more time kissing you, exploring your body with my mouth. Would you let me tonight ?" His voice was low and heavy with envy.
Shane felt a twitch in his stomach. His cock reacted at Ilya's voice. He didn't trust his voice. So he nodded frantly. And Ilya indulged.
He started by kissing his jaw, licking at every spot he could reach. Then Ilya attacked Shane's neck. Shane heard himself purr, almost like a cat. His neck had always been a sensible part of his body and Ilya knew it very much. He was always kissing and biting his neck to get a moan out of him. Ilya bit at his neck and sucked a mark. Shane's breath hitched, and he felt his cock twitched. His hips started to get up, to grinned on Ilya to fell some friction. But Ilya put his hands on him and talked into Shane's neck.
"Be good. Don't worry. I will take care of you. For now, just feel. Stay still Okay ?"
"Yes ...ok... Sorry" Shane managed to say through his panted breath.
And so Ilya went again on his neck. He kissed the other side of his neck, probably leaving another mark. Then he went down on his chest. He took Shane's left nipples in his mouth. And oh god Shane saw stars. He could only moan. He closed his eyes and let the feeling burned inside of him. He didn't care if he was loud. Ilya had him. Then Ilya came to his right nipple and repeat the action. He licked, sucked, and lapped at Shane's nipple. The feeling was overwhelming. The sensation was so good. Shane tried so hard to be a good boy and to stay steady. Ilya told him he would take care of him and he trusted Ilya so much.
"So good Shane. You are so good too me"
Ilya's praising fired up Shane's brain. It was melody to his ears. He could only hummed to respond. Shane's hands were clutching so hard on the sheets so he could concentrate on not moving.
Ilya went down again. He was now kissing Shane's belly. He was tracing his abs with his mouth. Shane felt so many tingles inside his stomach. He could feel his dick hard against him, already leaving wet spots on him. Ilya passed though his cock, not giving it any attention for now. Shane whined at this. He wanted Ilya's mouth on him so bad. He was so hard it almost hurt. So he could only whine
"I know, I know sweetheart. You want me to give it some attention" Ilya processed to give a quick kiss to the top of the head of it. Shane almost jerked at it. He was already so sensitive. "I will. Be patient. Be good for me yes ?"
And of course Shane wanted to be good for Ilya. So again he nodded. And he tried to control his body. He wasn't thinking anymore. His brains was mushy. He was only here with Ilya. All he could fell was Ilya's hand on him, steadying him, and his mouth kissing him so lovingly. Ilya was now kissing his thighs, tracing every muscles he could find. He went to one thighs, then to the other and repeated the mouvements that Shane felt lost in it. He was moaning so loudly. Ilya always knew how to make him crazy with want. Shane was panting so hard, his nuckles were white from how much he clenched the bed. Ilya went to the inner thighs, still not touching his dick. Shane felt the arousal grow and grow inside of him. The inner thighs were also a sensible spot on his body.
He is pretty sure he could come from just Ilya's touch there. His hips jerked incontrolably when Ilya lapped at them.
"Oh god. Sorry....sorry"
He could only apologize because Ilya told him to be steady. But Ilya didn't hold it against him. One of his hand went to caress at his stomach and pec to smooth the feeling. He never stopped to kiss the inner thighs though. Shane felt fucking crazy. His eyes were shut so hard. He was a competitor at his core, he liked to follow the rules, and he liked the reward. He was so focus on being good right now. The feeling of this was making him hot, so hot. His whole body felt on fire. He could hear his voice was crazy by all the humming and moaning his throat was letting out. Ilya took his balls into his mouth. His back arched at the sensation.
"Oh Fuck. Fuck. Ilya."
The sensation was too much. He was sweating so hard. He felt his cock leaking so hard on his stomach.
"Please Ilya ...I ... Please " He was panting. Sometimes he didn't even know what he was saying. But he needed something. He didn't really not what. But he needed ilya.
"I got you"
Ilya's voice felt so calm compared to Shane's. It felt not fair.
Then Ilya's tongue lapped at Shane's cock. He traced the vein there. Shane's back arched again. Ilya's mouth opened and took all of Shane on his mouth licking and sucking. He went up and down slowly. The feeling was so intense. His eyes were closed so hard, they almost hurt. He couldn't speak anymore. He was only a continuation of "ah...ah...oh..oh". One of his hands went to Ilya's hair and pulled at his curls so hard, it must have hurt his scalp. Shane could only hear him hum and that sent some vibrations to his mouth and directly to Shane's cock. Ilya fastened the pace. And Shane felt so dizzy. Ilya sucked at Shane. Everything went blank. Shane couldn't control it anymore. He came without warning into Ilya's mouth. Ilya took all of it, slowed the pace, helped Shane to recover from the orgasm. Ilya's hand were caressing his thighs. He could only feel Ilya around him. Ilya pulled his mouth out with a pop sound, cleaning him up as much as he could. Shane felt Ilya coming up with kisses on his body. Shane was breathing so hard, his eyes were still shut and his hands clenched one on the bedsheets, the other in Ilya's hair.
"Open your eyes for me my love."
Shane obliged and opened his eyes. He saw Ilya's face next to him, smilling so softly at him.
"Hi. Are you okay ?"
Shane nodded.
"I need you to speak.... And to breath"
Shane hadn't realize it but he didn't took a large breath since he came. So he did. He felt his lungs coming alive. His brain came back to me too, he felt less dizzy. He unclenched both of his hands
"Yes. Good. So good..... Sorry I came"
Ilya smirked at him. And kissed his lips.
"It's okay. I am that good". He kissed Shane's jaws. "But I am not done with you. Now turn around"
Shane felt the anticipation in his stomach. He just came so hard. And with simple words Ilya could make him feel his arousal again. He also could feel Ilya was hard on top of him. Ilya was probably as much of a mess as Shane was. His eyes were dark, his hairs were crazy, his lips red. He looked fucking fantastic. So Shane kissed him languishly. And then turned around. He lied flat on his stomach. His dick felt so sensitive and he hissed at the contact with the sheets.
"And no cheating. No humping the bed"
Shane hummed. And Ilya went back to work. He petted Shane's hair and kissed the back of his neck slowly, very slowly. It was overwhelming how good Ilya was too him. Ilya was telling him he loved him with each one of his kisses. Ilya was kissing the top of his back, tracing patterns on his back freckles with his tongue. He alternated between soft kisses, open-mouth kisses.
"Pretty freckles here"
Shane felt so much many feelings. The butterflies were flying inside. He felt his eyes burned. He felt tears in his eyes. He tried to keep them inside, but he was not in control here. He felt the tears rolled down his cheeks, he sniffled softly and silently. Ilya much have heard it because he stopped everything. And Shane felt Ilya's whole body covered Shane's. His face were next to Shane's.
"Something wrong ? You want me to stop ?"
"No no. Keep going" Shane managed to say.
"You are crying Shane. Did I do something ?" Shane could feel Ilya was worried, his body was a bit tense on top of him.
"I am fine Ilya. It's stupid. I just feel loved.... So loved... By you"
Ilya kissed his ear and then his cheek.
"Of course you are. Very much so." Shane could feel Ilya's smile on him while he nuzzled his nose on him. "I keep going or we stop ?"
"Keep going."
Shane responded quickly, way quicker than he wanted. He heard Ilya chuckled, in a soft way. So Ilya went back to work. He kissed Shane's back again and again, finding every spots Shane could love. He bit a Shane's hips and drew a mark there, sucking and bruising. Shane moaned again. He felt his dick hard again. He wanted to hump the bed but Ilya told him no so he will try not to. Ilya went down again. Ilya was now focusing on Shane's ass.
"I love them. Love theses marks. Beautiful so beautiful".
Shane could hear Ilya trying to keep his voice steady and to keep his composture. But Shane could see though him. His body was shaking with arousal too. He wanted Shane too. He was a mess of want too. He traced all the stretch marks on Shane's body with his tongue. He took his time, workshopping them like it was some art, some work of God. Shane felt tears again coming out of his eyes. He felt again so loved. All of his body was loved by Ilya. Even the part that he felt insecure about. Ilya had the power to make Shane feel good in his own body, to be proud of every imperfection. Shane didn't have to be perfect with Ilya. Shane let the tears come out. He let his brain stop. He let his mouth open and whimper.
Ilya pulled his ass in the air. His stomach felt cold from missing the sheet in the wet spots there. He whined at the lost of contact on his cock.
"You are so good to me my Shane. I love it "
Shane hummed. Ilya's hand spread his cheeks apart. He could feel insecure by the feeling but it was Ilya. He trusted Ilya. He felt cold air on his hole. He tried to steady his breathing, to anticipate Ilya's next move. Ilya flattened his tongue and lapped him there. He couldn't control his voice there. He almost screamed.
"Oh god. Oh Fuck...." He was panting again.
Ilya kissed his hole and lapped him again and again. The point of his tongue then went inside of the him. The feeling sent a wave of pleasure and electric shock inside Shane's body. He was going crazy again.
"Ilya ... Ilya ... Ah "
Shane was chanting Ilya's name. Nothing mattered, nothing was around him but Ilya. He felt his hands on his waist while he was fucking him with his tongue. His hole felt so sensitive, the nerves were on fire. Ilya never stop. Shane could feel Ilya's spit dripping out of him. It was messy, but hot and intense.
"Fuck .. ah ... Ah"
Ilya hummed again, sending vibrations in Shane's body. Everything was too much. Ilya kept lapping at his hole and he felt a finger entering him slowly. He didn't even realized Ilya had lube next to him. His back arched at the sensation. Shane was so relaxed by Ilya's love and kissed that the finger entered easily, Ilya put another finger. He scissored inside of Shane. God everything was overwhelming. He felt so loved by Ilya. Shane couldn't control anything anymore. Ilya handed a third finger. Shane only could moan with the pleasure. Ilya find the spot that made Shane crazy. He felt full. God he wanted Ilya. Ilya's tongue was still on him, messing with the nerves of his hole.
"Oh Ilya ...I .. oh"
He heard Ilya hummed at him in responses. Shane hips were moving with Ilya's tongue and finger. He didn't think, he didn't control. He was coming again. The feeling was there, low in his stomach. His dick was laying there, not even touched. Ilya was touching that spot again and again, his tongue on his nerves. And Shane came again, white spot coming into the bed sheets. He felt his legs shaking. His breath was heavy. He felt he might die with the pleasure. He knew Ilya wasn't done. And he wanted to feel Ilya inside of him. He craved it
Ilya's head came close to him, kissed his cheek.
"Good ?"
"Oh Fuck yes. I want you inside"
Ilya chuckled. "You are so greedy."
"Come on now.....i need it ...Ilya." Shane whined because at this point he was way past it.
"Condoms?"
"No I want to feel you. Please "
"Okay"
Ilya was always checking on Shane, making sure he was good with everything that they were doing. Sometimes Shane wanted condoms so he didn't have to deal with the mess. But sometimes, like tonight he didn't care. He just wanted to feel Ilya inside. He wanted Ilya to come in his hole, and for him to feel it. So Ilya put lube on himself, stroke his dick. And aligned himself with Shane's hole. Both of them were breathing heavy. The room smelled like sweat and sex. Ilya's hand were stroking his back gently and then he pushed himself inside of him. Shane could only moan. He heard Ilya groaned on top of him. He kissed the top of his shoulder.
"You feel so good Shane. So good"
And he started to move. Shane only felt Ilya around him. Nothing over them matter. He was lost on his mind, he was lost on their bodies. They moved perfectly together. Shane could feel his arousal coming back again. The sensations were so much, maybe too much. He didn't know if he could come again. But his whole body was on fire. He was hot, he was burning. He lost every senses. He couldn't speak. Ilya on top of him was panting and breathing hard. He was moaning too. His hands never lost contact with Shane. They were on his back, on his waist, on his hair, on his thighs. Shane could feel Ilya kissing his back and his shoulder. The cold of Ilya's necklace on his back almost made him wince with how hot his body felt.
He could hear Ilya praising him
"So good." "You are made for me Shane" "So tight"
And after a couple of thrusts he started to lose it too.
"Oh Fuck. Sweetheart. I am close.." "Ah... ahh...Fuck Shane. Are you ?"
"Hmmm" Shane was overstimulated. Everything felt good and everything felt too much. He was a mess, he was dizzy and floaty.
He felt one of Ilya's arm tugging on his shoulders. He brought Shane back over his chest and pulled him up. Shane felt his head falling on Ilya's neck. His eyes were closed, his mouth opened. Being manhandled by Ilya like this, made the feeling of everything even better. Shane felt good, so good. Ilya started to stroke Shane's cock with his other hand while thursting inside of him, keeping the pace as hard as he could in this position. Shane felt Ilya's other hand tight again his shoulders
"Come on... Ah... Fuck... Give me another one.."
He was breathing so hard.
"I need it Shane. I need it sweetheart" Ilya was almost begging at this point.
He sucked hard on Shane's neck. And all the sensation were out the place. Shane came hard again. He saw stars, and probably heaven. He wasn't even sure he made noises for how much the orgasm felt intense. He felt Ilya come inside of him seconds after him. And everything went blank. The sensation, the feeling. It was overwhelming. Everything was on fire. His brain was out of it. He was floating away from his body. He was at peace and safe in Ilya's embrace and with Ilya's love. The last thing he heard before leaving his body was Ilya's praise against his ear. "You did so good" "I love you" "My perfect Shane"
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When he came back in his body and in mind, he was on his back, his head was on Ilya's arms. And Ilya was kissing his forehead, his cheeks, his jaw, still praising him and telling him how much he loved him. He didn't even remember Ilya changing position after he came. He was so out of it. He didn't open his eyes right away, wanting to fell the floaty brain a little bit more. But he felt his lips smiled and he hummed at Ilya's touch on him. Ilya's hand was caressing his shoulder. After a couple of seconds he opened his eyes wanting to see his gorgeous husband. Ilya's face was red, his hairs were stuck on his forehead, he was sweating. His eyes were soft on Shane. He smiled immediatly at Shane.
"Welcome back"
Shane could only smile. He tried to answered with a little hi but no sound came out. He had to clear his throat. Ilya nuzzled at his jaw.
"Feeling okay ?"
Shane nodded. But he needed to speak. He pushed his voice so the sounds could come out
"Yes .. yes so good". His voice was a bit raspy but his voice was there.
His brain was still mushy and out it. He felt almost drunk.
"Good. You were so perfect my love"
"I love you Ilya" that's all he could say. His thoughts were not really working. But he knew that he loved Ilya.
"I love you too."
They stayed like this a couple of minutes. tangled together, kissing and caressing.
"We should get cleaned up.... And probably change the bed. You made a mess out of it." Teased Ilya.
"I did ?"
"Ok. Maybe we. Ok to walk to the bathroom ?"
He nodded not really thinking about it. But he was a grown man, of course could walk. They started to get up. When Shane got upw he immediatly felt dizzy. His legs felt like jelly and they were shaking. Ilya was already next to him, catching him.
"Wow. Ok I got you. Lets get you to the bathroom"
Ilya helped Shane to the bathroom, made him seat up on the toilet and drink some water while he prepared the bathtub. He checked the water multiples times. Shane watched him, making his way on the bathroom, checking on Shane, pulling him into soft kisses here and there. Shane was silent, but he was content. Once Ilya was happy with the water, he helped Shane to get on. The warm water instantly relaxed his whole body. He melted into the water, feeling every soreness leaving him. He was about to ask Ilya to come in with him. But Ilya beat him into it.
"I am coming right with you. First I will go change the sheet, so we could go back to bed after. Okay my love ?"
He waited for Shane to answer before he left the room. The bathroom was silent. Shane's brain was happy. All he could think was Ilya Ilya Ilya. His hands, his mouth, his eyes, his nose, his hair, his arm, his scent ... Ilya Ilya Ilya. Shane hummed and smiled sinking in the tub.
Ilya was back before he could really miss him.
"Alright scoot over. Make me some room for me".
Ilya went behind Shane, embracing him with his whole body. The feeling was anchoring to Shane. He melted to the touch. His head fell into his husband's chest. He whimpered. Ilya kissed his temple and stroked Shane's arms, never letting Shane miss contact. You could only hear their breathing and humming inside the bathroom. Shane felt regaining control over his body by the minutes. He looked over at Ilya and smiled. His husband returned it. Shane knew now he could speak. He was still in awe but he felt anchor.
"That was so hot Ilya"
"Yes ?"
" If you did that on our first night I probably would have married you on the spot"
And Ilya laughed. He would probably would have love that. He kissed his forehead
"I would have say yes". He paused. "I loved it too tonight"
Silence came again. The water started to get cold at some point so they got cleaned up and got out of the bath. Ilya helped Shane to dried out. And they went back to the freshly made bed. Shane felt so lucky for Ilya. Ilya made him feel good and loved tonight, he made him come with so much intense pleasure, he took care of him after, he gave him a bath and did the bed for him. He was so lucky.
"Clothes ?"
Shane shook his head.
"No I want to feel you close tonight"
Shane didn't always like to sleep naked. Sometimes the bedsheets on his body felt a bit wrong. But tonight it was more about feeling the heat and the warmth of his husband's skin next to him.
Shane's head was on Ilya's chest. Both of them were touching each other loosely and lovingly in the dark. It was light circled, light patterns on the skin, thumbs rubbing and light kisses.
"I think I want another date with you !" Said Shane.
"Yeah ?"
''Yes. Like we said at the restaurant we should do this more often. Going out. We never went to the movies for example, or shopping together. I dont know"
"I would love that" Ilya's arms tightened around Shane.
"Me too." He paused thinking for a moment "And maybe next time, I could be the one making you lose your mind, kissing your body like you did for me. You deserve it too"
Ilya huffed at it, always brushing it off.
"I liked what I was doing. I am fine"
"I know. But I want to do it for you too. You made me cry"
"Oh so you want me to cry now ?" He teased Shane, looking at him and eyebrow raised.
"Maybe. But in a good way" he kissed ilya's jaw. "I want you to feel loved by me"
"I do, I really do. Everyday" Ilya's honesty was overwhelming here. Shane felt his eyes watered a bit. And mostly he saw Ilya's eyes glossy too.
"Good. But anyway next I will do it "
"Ok ok." He cleared his throat to regain so composture. "I am pretty sure you will come before me anyway, .... Or maybe you will change your mind and beg so I could touch you". He scoffed at Shane
"Asshole" Shane thought about it. "Not wrong but asshole anyway"
And he looked over Ilya who was wearing a proud smile on his face. He kissed him to erased that smile.
"We should sleep sweetheart"
Shane nuzzled his nose on Ilya's shoulders, and pulled him closer.
"I don't want the night to end. We are good here"
"I know. But we will be good tomorrow too yes ?"
"Yes I know." .... "I love you so much Ilya"
"Me too my love. More than anything on the world"
And they fell asleep all tangled and snuggly. For a first date, it was a success ! Both of them were pretty sure it would not be the last, they will see each other again and again. It was not over.