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May 5th
11:30 am
I finally beat him, i watched him take his last breath, i heard his last words, i saw his eyes loose focus but this wasn’t how it was supposed to end. I didn’t want it to end yet. I didn’t mean to…
Its all my fault, if i didn’t get carried away he would still be complaining about me holding back, calling me mister bad attitude and stuff.I still remember the satisfaction i felt when i landed that hit on him, when lovely assistaff pierced right through him and the shock i felt when I realized he wasnt breathing anymore. At least i was able to get the body into my hideout without any trouble, i need to keep him close to me, as close as humanly possible.
15:45 pm
I just washed my hands, they were all sticky with his blood, i had to work quickly so that the rotting wouldn’t start too soon.
I cut him up, I used an axe and some kitchen knife i found. This sure was a mess but i didn’t have another choice. His organs are all in separate Tupperware while i made sure to burn the body parts a little at the spot where the flesh is open, so the bleeding would stop. His parts are in my freezer at the moment, it sure looks gory. Im glad i took a few days off. I hope a week is enough.
The flesh will start to decompose quickly even if its in a cold environment. I needs him to be all inside my body, everything, every hair, hair every piece of skin and i will do it it will work, he will be with me forever.
20:05 pm
My stomach kept rumbling so I decided to eat something. The texture sure was interesting, the blood taste made me gag but its his blood, i have to enjoy it. I will enjoy it. The muscle texture was quite chewy but thats alright. As long as its him its alright. As long as i get to have all of him be part of me I am happy. I need him. I wonder what i can eat tomorrow. His lungs sure were a delicacy. Never thought i would eat raw flesh, usually here on the ground people make sure to cook everything well so that you dont get any strange diseases, but thats not whats important rn.