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    His eyes land on Ilya. 

    For one brief second, Ilya thinks Hollander is going to stop, step out of the walkway, say something. Do anything. 

    Ilya's hand twitches at his side, absurdly, like it's waiting for a handshake that has not happened yet. Like it's preparing for the contact. 

    Instead, Hollander gives him the smallest half-nod, barely there, and walks into the arena. 

     

    OR: One bad World Juniors drops Ilya Rozanov to sixth overall in the draft and Shane Hollander goes first. Rozanov decides he’s going to spend his career proving the league wrong. What he doesn’t plan on is becoming fixated on Hollander in the process — on the way he plays, and the way he watches Rozanov right back. Somewhere along the way, it stops being about the league’s attention and starts being about keeping Hollander’s.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    "And they, well. They brought in an omega specialist?”

    “Specialist?” Ilya asked, his tone wary. The word sounded uncomfortable in his mouth, so Shane tried to fill in the gaps.

    “A doctor. For omegas.”

    That threw Rozanov off for a second. “But you are not omega?”

    Shane scrunched up his face, creasing the skin on his forehead and around his eyes. Taking a deep breath, he dropped the first of his two bombs. “No, Rozanov. I am. I’m an omega.”

    He heard the Russian hum on the other side, considering this. “Makes sense. Is why you are so pretty. And why you have such nice ass.”

    Shane’s ears burned. “Shut up, stop talking about my ass.”

    “But I can still talk about how pretty you are, yes?”

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    hellooooooo i am back and i am writing the alpha/omega fanfic of my dreams!!! do not wake me im exactly where i wanna be!!! aka a fuck or die where shane is on suppressants for far too long and calls ilya for help with his terrible horrible awful no good impending heat - but the circumstances and the yearning are magnified by like a billion times <3 yay!

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Their eyes met once more, but Ilya didn’t look away this time. He lingered on Shane, his eyes heated as they traveled down the length of Shane’s body slowly before coming back up to his face. Ilya wet his lips with his tongue, eyed Shane for a beat more, and then went back to his sketch. Shane’s body flushed hot again and he swallowed hard, desperately hoping his blush wasn't visible.

    Shane couldn't believe it when Professor Johnson announced there was only five minutes left. As hard as it was to concentrate on not getting too flustered, it still felt like nothing as he sat there and watched Ilya sketch. He was sure he could pose for hours and never grow tired or bored so long as he got to watch the thoughtful furrow of Ilya’s brow and the delicious purse of his lips as he focused on his work.

    or, Shane and Ilya are college students that meet when Shane volunteers as a nude model for Ilya's art class.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    lya Rozanov left Russia with two things: a hockey contract and a plan to never belong to anyone again.

    Shane Hollander was supposed to be the rivalry. First overall, second overall, opposite teams, opposite cities. That's where it was supposed to end.
    It didn't end there.

    Shane has Mia — his twin sister, the one person who has always known everything without being told, the support he didn't know he needed until she was already there.

    Ilya has a cross around his neck that belongs to someone else, a letter worn soft from being read too many times, and a father who is starting to forget things in ways that can't be undone.

    Ilya's mother is alive — he just doesn't know where yet.

    He built an exit route. He didn't plan for what was waiting at the end of it.

    Hold Your Breath — a story about hockey, immigration, a gold cross, and two people who are catastrophically bad at saying what they mean until they aren't.

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    19 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    Shane Hollander and Illya Rozonav become roommates. When Illya gets hard on Shane one night Shane starts questioning him and Illya’s relationship beyond roommates.

     

    Or: They love fucking. Like, a lot.

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    19 Jun 2026